Beliefs

longed

**my apologies for a long time up, the idea stagnated because this is my first work after so many years😭 may be too rigid, please chrysanthemum yes friend😊**

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do you know that losing someone we love so much makes us sad, but after seeing him with a happy life I also feel happy, too,yes, she's engaged here, only I haven't forgotten about the mass then I'm still stuck between them,but I also need someone who can make me forget all yes even though it can not be forgotten but can I keep it in the corner of my heart and start a new life?after seeing her again?in my selfish mind I'd love to come to her and tell her a story about us, but would she believe it?and maybe he forgot about me who used to be part of the story in his life, it's like a novel maybe I'm just a supporting character that is not needed anymore in the episode, I should be grateful, I should be grateful,okay.i will always keep and keep it tight in the corner of my heart.yes it's time I get up at least although I can't stand next to him I can align with his status.I have to succeed yup.ok spirit Nana, I'm not,you have to succeed so that one day when I am rediscovered I do not feel ashamed.

after Nana determined she became more hardworking and raised capital for her efforts because she aspired to set up a catering business.The day passed Nana was busy with her new venture and she was still working at the restaurant where he worked first, because according to him the more he was busy he would forget with the time he wanted to live in the present.

the other with Justin,now he is in a dilemma whether to continue his engagement with Stella but by lying to her with his feelings that are no longer what they used to be or is he looking for the existence of the girl who made him waver and feel a heavy longing so afraid to hurt the feelings of Stella who had believed him all along.

"...haah.what should I do" he said.

the secretary was confused and asked.

"all you have to do now is attend meetings with investors"

"well.."with a plain face.

the secretary was even confused, what happened to her boss?

time passed today.

when he returned to his apartment Justin immediately took a towel and cleaned himself, after which he ate dinner with his own cook because he only hired a worker whose job is only to clean the house once a day.

every now and then he sipped on the coffee he made, while gazing at the nighttime cityscape behind the glass windows of his apartment.

I don't know what he's thinking he's just staring at the city lights2 that look beautiful at night.he wants to remember his face and his voice, but every time he wants to remember only the headaches he feels.

can't I meet him, who his name is staying where I can't remember him at all, but this heart hurts when I get close to Stella as if I rejected her,as for my lover and my tunagan.oh Lord, I don't want to hurt Stella's feelings but my heart is not happy if it is with her, how is it, how is it,if I could remember maybe I could give an explanation to Stella that there was another woman I loved and loved, would her heart break like a mother before?and he did things that harmed himself and others.