Beliefs

Can't stand.

Givan paced back and forth in his own room because it was only a few hours apart from his wife, making the agitated and unsettled givan difficult for him to close his eyes,the day was getting night but his eyes also did not feel sleepy thoughts always on his wife.givan rose back from the bed to get out of the room seven down to drink kedapur. buk ina who saw the givan looked tangled.

"den givan kok blm sleeping, bik Ina saying.

" my eyes have not drowsy bik.givan sitting at the table eating.sambar sambar drinking water in a kettle.

"is there anything that den givan needs let bibik get it, bargain bik Ina.

" don't make, I just want to drink, aunt if it's ready, aunt can immediately rest, anyways it's late at night bik.

"den gigan did not pick up miss naysha, try to persuade her once again den, the woman needed attention den. said bik Ina passed away her own givan.

Givan pondered what words Ina had said just now.

" why don't you think by me to persuade him once again, where know he's devastated, I can't stay here either. said givan more semagat.

Soon the givan went up to pick up his car keys and went to follow his wife to the current boarding house naysha was sisana. not intermittent 40 minutes more givan up to the current kos naysha,but right at the door of the givan was a bit hesitant to knock on the door, he felt naysha would not want to open the door for him.

" knock not yes, said givan hesitated.however yes, if he was angry with me come here again.aduhhh like this, Givan while thinking he leaned his back near the door, but suddenly the door was open, the givan who was leaning directly upside down backward, pas legged his wife's back lying.

"buuuuk, the sound fell, as it was about the sound of his fall.

" mas, what are you doing, said Naysha panicked to see her husband fall suddenly just fitting his back is on his legs. ayok standing mas, said again while helping her husband stand up.

" mas gapapa here at night, said naysha a little angry.

" mas can not sleep tampa you dear, let's go home baby.caju givan back.

"lazy, said naysha

"please forgive mas, not long lasting kayak gini.mas will do whatever you think, ayok pliss dear forgive mas. said givan memhiba to his wife.

" mos promise not to repeat the incident that was like last afternoon, I do not want my husband to be in contact with any woman, tampa except.cap naysha firmly.

"well mas promise, because you forgive mas. said Givan looking into the eyes of his wife who was angry.Pity dong already angry her, do not like gini mas not sangup you diamin mas kayak gini, do not believe, givan swooped his wife from behind and wrapped his hands on her.

"mas, I'm hungry said Naysha to her husband a little spoiled.

"you haven't eaten yet? ask Givan, it's been night you haven't eaten baby.

"not quite yet, so I fell asleep until night, so I didn't have time to cook.

" well let's go find food for you baby, but there are conditions.

"kok pack the requirements of the mas, so you are the same as your own wife mas, naysha grunggutu to her husband.

"have to love, if not you will want to bring back home the lecture.

"well I will go home mas.ayok mas I am starving, said spoiled naysha.

"yes, let's take my daughter, said the givan with his wife.

"wait, I close the door first.naysa immediately closed the door.

Givan and Naysha looking for a place to eat, givan knows his wife's taste will not want to be invited to eat in an elite place, tonight the givan foraging a roadside tavern only.

"as we eat there, said Naysha pointed to the direction of the catfish pecal that is on the side of the road, the givan immediately turned his car because his wife's request to eat broken down catfish, the catfish, givan could not deny his wife's wishes that.he was afraid the wife would be angry again at her.

" well, come down, said the givan directly down from the car and opened the car door for his wife.

Givan took his wife into the tavern and ordered what she wanted to eat.

"mas I want to eat fried duck with tofu bacem, she told her husband

" well, order first, the givan went to order what his wife wanted.

Naysha looked towards the road while noticing a child standing by the roadside, the child was pensive as the child thought, naysha got up from her seat towards the child.

"your grandfather is here again, it is not good that you stand on the deck, said Naysha to the boy.you again wait for who deck? ask naysha again.

"i don't wait for anyone, said the boy.

" trus you got standing here alone, it's your own deck night here, where do you live? ask naysha again.

"i live in the alley next to the shop, sis, said the boy pointed at the alley in question. "sirr brother you think of something, can you know?naysha seyum said to a little girl, (maybe 8 years old from the author's view yes)

"my mother's brother is sick at this time, I don't have money to buy medicine, said the child was sad, now my little brother has not eaten at home, the little girl scolded as she wiped her tears that fell on her cheeks.

"Dad you go down to the deck, asked naysha again looking at the boy with a sad look.

"my father passed away a year ago, said the little girl.

"so all this time who works to finance your life and your adek.ucap naysha

" all this time the mother who was looking for food for us with washing and scrub work at the neighbor's house, replied the girl.

O Allah have mercy on your fate so small you have thought about the burden that parents should bear, Naysha said in her heart.

"adek want to come with our brother to eat there with brother and husband, he said again.ayok us

there, said Naysha carrying the child where the givan stands at this time rather close to the two of them.

Givan just looked at his wife he didn't hurt his wife's attention to the boy, the givan couldn't say how much the givan understood what his wife's current desires were, givan should be able to support his wife to do good and help the other one as the little girl feels at this time.

Givan and Naysha sat back where he sat carrying the child with them.

" What do you want to eat?said givan.

"Any brother, replied the girl.But my sister does not want to eat here, let me eat at home just brother, at this time my brother is also hungry from morning he has not eaten.

Givan was pensive to hear the girl's words, during this time he did not pay too much attention to the life of the person around him less than the word capable as from the one sitting next to him.

"If you can know whose name is it? naysha.

"my name is zafira.

"beautiful as her name is beautiful as her man said the naysha entertained the girl.

"yes we have eaten first here and we pack it for adek and your mother. Now the food is already there on the table we eat first, it is not good if you eat not eaten. said naysha terseyum to the girl. nantik abis eat sister inter zafira home with sister who is next to zafira.

"well, sister, replied the girl.

Givan looked at his wife can be familiar with the newly met child.they ate quietly tampa no more talk between the three of them, gigan noticed the little girl eating very greedy.givan felt sorry for the girl, so he was very sorry for her, accidentally his tears down tampa segaja, Gigivan directly lowered his head so that his wife did not see.

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