
"You're such a disrespectful adult Ayu, you I teach not to be angry at such an adult, I'm really ashamed and dislike your attitude "
"I'm just upset Mama, she already said that she already knew the kids were going into that school, to that elite school. But suddenly he changed his answer if his eyes did not focus, what he seemed to lie Mama "
"Here you go, you don't get too involved let the police rule things out. Come quickly now enter the room and rest don't think too much about Sinta he's just your friend just no more, so go into your room and rest"
"Why mama said that, instead of mama also love Sinta "
"Yes Mama knows how mom loves Sinta, but mom's affection is the same as Sinta and you are different. Let's just say he's someone else's son who matters not you who's the rabbit"
"But all that because of Ayu Mah, if only Ayu did not take the phone it might not happen all this will never happen mah, maybe Sinta will be fine if this is Ayu's fault"
"Don't ever talk to the police, it's enough for Mama, anyway you have to keep your mouth shut"
"Why is Mama selfish"
"Mama is not selfish, Mama did this for your good, let's go to the room and rest don't think Sinta, Sinta and Sinta quickly entered the room and slept a lot "
Ayu without talking directly into her room, her mother seemed to be relapsing again. He was so rude and so different from usual. Usually Mama will always be meek but now she screams and screams.
Ayu stayed in the corner of the room, crying lamenting what had happened to her best friend Sinta. Why all of this could happen to Shinta maybe if she thought she would never snatch the phone.
What about Sinta now ? Whether he had accepted with his current state, was told by doctor Sinta was so devastated over his paralysis and it was difficult to heal, he said, the doctor said it was also likely to be cured but did not know when while Sinta only lived with her grandmother.
"I'm sorry Sinta, I'm really sorry"
Ayu hugged her knees tightly, the guilt deeply lingering in her heart. All of this was because he was all because he was careless and curious about the problems of others.
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"Andaru, Aksa, why is it that you two just got home at this hour ? "
Andaru and Aksa who had been trying to sneak into the house was finally caught by his mother who suddenly appeared. Andaru and Aksa immediately approached her mother and hugged her.
"We are not from anywhere, we just know the task, just ask Aksa. When the hell did Andaru lie to this beautiful Mamah "
Bella let go of the arms of her two children and looked one by one at the child's face "Don't make Mama worry you should always tell Mama, there's no racing anymore. Mama does not want that until there are casualties it may be your hobby but not on the road that is a lot of people if it wants to race yes in its place, but still Mamah will not allow "
"Well, we love racing " complained Andaru.
"You know your wounds have not healed, you don't want to lose them again, you will never be ready. Enough Cempaka only. Mamah don't want you to go ninggalin mama "
Andaru exhaled his breath and held both hands of his mother "Sorry mah we won't fight anymore. I'm sorry to worry, we promise we won't mention "
"But Mamah does not want to lose again, mamah is afraid, the wound is so deep that it will not heal"
"We promise Mama, we will not be anything Aksa same Andaru will definitely be fine. Mama do not cry anymore, Aksa also knows Mama often cry behind us"
Bella smiled at her son Aksa and stroked her hair, not feeling her children had grown up even now her height had exceeded her.
Andaru scratched his head "We keep it in the garage mah, bosen just want to change my helmet with Aksa Mah. Mama also rest we've gone home sorry yes we go home yesterday tomorrow-tomorrow we won't go home again tonight deh promise"
"Promise yes "
"Yes we promise "their words in unison.
Andaru and Aksa led her mother to go up the 2nd floor, occasionally they joked to comfort her mother who was always moody.
Indeed after being abandoned by Cempaka his mother changed a little he was not as happy as before. My mom is also quieter.
While Dad always persuaded mom and comforted Mama so that Mama always smiled and was fine. Indeed, I never let Mamah daydream Dad always do anything for mama happy and happy always.
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Tok tok tok tok
"Well let's wake up it's noon, mama has good news for you. Let's just open the door"
Ayu who fell asleep on the floor immediately got up and looked at the clock turned out to be only 07.00 am, Ayu quickly opened the door and her mother was already standing there with a smile that was so wide.
"What's the matter early in the morning"
"You have good and good news. You have to enter here, nusa Bangsa Merah white High School will give you a scholarship of only 4 people and Uncle Dion was nawarin you to enter Nusa Bangsa Merah Putih High School, you have to go in Mamah sure you can be there"
"what's Uncle Dion? "
"Yes uncle Dion, he got an order from Nusa Bangsa Red and White High School to find 4 people to enter there using a scholarship. Mama wants you to come anyway you have to go to that school. Mama wants you there to blend in with the kids there, have more friends than here"
"Well, you didn't think about Sinta if Uncle Dion was bribed by the headmaster there and gave 4 scholarships for children here, so Sinta's life was replaced the same 4 scholarships are mah, what a cheap life is Sinta mah "
"Why so bring Sinta. This is not about Sinta but about the scholarship, this has nothing to do with Sinta. You are how the hell you have to go in there. Mama wants you to go to school there yes this is an opportunity that you must take never waste this opportunity"
"I don't want to. It's a bribe so they don't go to jail, I'm sure Uncle Dion's cooperating with the school to get rid of all this stuff I'm sure of"
Suddenly my mother grabbed both of my shoulders so tightly, that I felt a pain that was so painful.
"Mutiful sick off "
"Udah Mama said right, you have to go in there ya go in there. Never think of the fate of others but think of your fate, you must be successful and proud of Mama."
Mamah immediately released the grip on my shoulder, I who was annoyed with my mamma immediately closed the door hard and locked it.
Mama's out there banging on the door so hard, she yelled that I covered my ears from the first mama always like this, but grandfather never explained about the state of Mama.
I still can't believe that Nusa Bangsa Merah Putih High School gave a scholarship, it was never like this. Does this have anything to do with Sinta ?
Then what should I choose. Mama wants to get me in there but I don't want to, this is something I shouldn't take, because the pay is Sinta, it's not, he was paralyzed while I was happy later at school there Sinta who wanted to go in there instead of Me.