
"What are you taking me to the back garden, it's not usually what you want to talk to me about to the point that you take me to the back porch, is it really important and secret ? "
"Em, there's something I really want to say to you, but I used to be afraid that you wouldn't and wouldn't agree with what I wanted, I mean don't want to be with me before, do you have a partner ? It's not that I'm presumptuous or disrespectful to ask like this, but I just want to know. Do you have a partner so that I can take care of my heart more "
Sera walked further, and stopped right on a tree and leaned her body there. His sense of self is unable if you have to face directly with Zack let alone to look at each other.
"Maybe you can see if I've ever been with a man or you've seen me go for a walk, I've always been given a leave of absence by a mistress and sir you can see how I am on leave. Did I ever leave this house or maybe come home tonight or maybe introduce a man to Madam or Mr ? "
"I don't think you've ever done that so are you single? " Zack asked again.
"As you can see. Whether I look like a single person or not, what's up with Zack is you asking me, you don't usually talk to me like that and ask me like that, you're always indifferent to me Zack"
Sera looked at Zack intently, what was trying to suddenly bring him here and ask if he already had a girlfriend or not so strange. Not like Zack is like this.
He always looks cold and annoying, especially if it is next to Master he will be arrogant to him but to others he is not. Zack is a very confusing person.
Zack suddenly approached Sera and held her hand, but quickly also Sera brushed off the hand it felt strange to be held by men. Not that Sera is hypocritical or afraid of being held by men but yes she has never dated and this is the first time she is held by a hand like this.
Yes, although there are some men who hold his hand. But, when held by Zack is different, like someone flying from his stomach and somehow, do not let his intestines fly or stomach as well.
"I'm sorry if it bothers you, but there's one thing I want to tell you. Would you like to be my girlfriend Sera without me holding your hand this would be romantic right ? "
I heard the words of Zack who asked me out to date I felt like I was soaring, but suddenly I felt unsuitable for dating my age was too old.
I can't be dating and not think about my future, what I have to think about now is the future not about dating, about traveling or about romantic things, but I have to get married soon.
I also want to marry like everyone else and be happy with my husband, I want to find a man who really wants to be with me and just get married. Don't want to date first.
I looked back at Zack and shook my head "if for a date I can't Zack. I don't want me to find someone who really wants to be serious with me directly, I don't want to date I want to just marry so as not to invite sin as well actually, actually, but if you don't want yes I don't matter anyway, you have expressed your feelings to me, but I don't want to date you better just find a woman who does want to date you. I was looking for a serious person and could just marry me right away "
I want to find someone who fits and does want to marry me directly without girlfriends like this, many cases now that dating continue to gather kebo and get pregnant finally.
Moreover, I work with Zack and every day meet, there could be a demon passing by and we both release. No one ever knows what will happen in the future.
We can only go on without knowing what will happen next, only God rules everything. Humans just run it. The world is temporary and enjoying it is temporary.
But the sin is so great that until he committed adultery while dating, he did not want to, he has seen many such cases in the news.
I know for sure Zack will not want to immediately step away, because for what I am waiting for the answer if he really wants to be serious he will immediately yes without having to think long first.
Maybe when he was about to express his feelings to me he didn't think that I would answer like this, indeed that expectation was always different from reality, but I heard Zack's voice again.
"You know Sera, actually I've been putting all these feelings on you for a long time, from 10 years ago I didn't dare to tell you, to tell me these feelings. It feels like there's something that blinds us into not being together, I'm afraid that if I tell you everything, you'll stay away from me. I love you so much and love you Sera, but don't ask me when I love you and love you because I can't answer the sudden love, I also don't know why he came to me and was fixed on your heart. But all you need to know is that I love you so much and I love you so much. I promise I will never betray you or hurt you I've thought things through carefully, I know you have so many sisters in the orphanage then I'm ready to help you take care of them and for one thing you talked about if you want to get married straight away I want to too if it is with you too. I want to marry you Sera, I want to live next life with you, maybe this will be too soon but it feels like if we get married first then going out after marriage it will be more exciting. It's not that I want to play a wedding with the word exclamation but it would be so much fun that it feels different to a regular courtship, so I'm willing to marry you straight away Sera "
When I heard such a long sentence from Zack my heart immediately floated back, it felt like I still couldn't believe a Zack loyal bodyguard from Mr. Adipramana could surf this talking thing.
He usually only spoke one or two words, but now he said so long that he could not remember anything he was talking about because he did not speak often.
That's why I was so shocked when I heard he liked me, I thought my love was clapping one hand but it wasn't. I immediately turned back the body that was staring at Zack who was still standing by the side of the tree.
"I want you to ask myself directly to the mother of the parlour, it would be more polite if the mother of the parlour would agree then my answer would be the same I would accept you Zack "
I'm a little embarrassed after saying that just leave Zack, because I want the decision to be in the hands of the mother of the parlour let her answer everything, he knows about all my feelings he'll know what he has to answer without me telling him that Zack expressed all his feelings for me.
Did I kneel a lot to Zack but that's natural right? It's not that I don't have my own answers, but I just want to see if she's going to go to the house and talk to her.
Let's see tomorrow, whether Zack will leave or stay quiet.