Being the Antagonist's Beloved Sister

though the world changes but you will not be replaced

it has been a year since my master's death, the entertainment world has returned as usual with the actress raizell's replacement even though her fans have changed course and she is starting to forget, but seeing her smile is still soothing.

I became his servant no excuse, the reason I was with him was because his eyes were always best compared to his cunning actions, the words he said always ringing in my ears

"the baby you know what I feel through my eyes

sometimes we are busy covering up the feeling until we forget that the eyes speak truthfully in their way

if I die later, the reflection of my shadow will always be with you because I will continue to bind you"

now that what he said was true, he always appeared with his smile as I looked at the strands of myself in the mirror.

I thought it was just a snapping word for me to comply with his wishes, that night he behaved as usual working hard and rebelling if he was bored, he said, running away in the precarious moment and saying that it was nice to see my panicked face and someone looking for it here and there, pranking a stranger you just met, laughing remembering everything, his actions were the same as usual but why… everything is different.

I should have stopped him as hard as I could this would never be like this, if only I hadn't forced him to work for his father's company and made him depressed he wouldn't have left in a car and the accident couldn't have happened, if this is a dream then wake me up because this is my worst nightmare.

"if only it would be if, sorry there's no point in you being with me for so long and you should have gotten used to the name letting go because when you were with me you kept losing again and again then why do you now look so pitiful" he appeared whether it was a hallucination or anything, please accompany me for a moment I miss him so much now.

"it's different this time I lost you who was always by my side"

"i'm not always by your side but because you're all I have so I'm always by your side, you're the only one who supports me, giving affection and believing in what I say until time runs so fast for me because time runs fast I become dependent on you and it scares me if I lose you "

" but what disappeared was now you" he sat in front of me looking into my eyes with his blue eyes, I wanted to hug her but the fact that she had not made me undo my intention that this must have been just my imagination, made me dare to touch her and take my eyes off.

"i once prayed, I pray not to let you die before me and I also pray that you do not forget me and live a life of wealth and happiness, too, I didn't expect that my prayers would come true and I didn't know it was going to be like this, I'm sorry I should have prayed that you forgot me or lost your memory of me"

"WHY DO YOU PRAY LIKE THAT!!!!!DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'M SUFFERING LIVING NOW???, ANSWERED RAIZELL"

"what you feel now is the feeling I want to feel the most, I'm doing everything in my power to make you my servant you should hate me and be glad I'm gone, I didn't expect you to be like this because I'm sorry I prayed like that because I love you so much"

"the color of my love is so great that if you go away my pain will also be as great as My love, so I pray like that because I hope someday you will hate me…"

"NOW I HATE YOU, ARE YOU SATISFIED!!!"

"no, your mouth and your heart say different things you love me until it feels like you're going to hate me right, I'm sorry because I'm selfish and don't want to feel pain, but that's how I am… I always want something sweet and always throw away the bitter, I work hard for you so happy that I leave a lot of money for you to use and spend" infeasibly he said that with a smile after having made me this year suffer and almost go crazy.

he slowly transformed the land into a bubble and left a silence

and in that silence I cursed him in silence and then cried so much that I did not know how long I was crying and then closed my eyes.

I heard someone singing her voice very beautiful very beautiful like raizell, in the song there is a meaning of tired only that I know if it's raizell he will know the whole meaning and explain it.

I opened my eyes and directed my gaze towards the sound of the Raizell shadow playing the guitar in the middle of the lavender I realized that his black hair reality slapped me so hard I turned to look into his eyes and the universe is on my side a sad look, a look of regret in a smile, a guitar quote gives its own meaning that he raizell my master.

no one can imitate him let alone sneer at him.

as he walked away, I wanted to chase after him I did not want to lose him but suddenly the roots of the tree held me back I fell and accidentally saw my shadow on the lake water, the look is not my appearance but the appearance of others I stand up to come up to him and hug him I do not have time to think about many things my priority just meet him raizell although his appearance is different but.

how hard I tried to release the tree root entanglement still can't I can only cry holding back the annoyance when I can soon meet him.

the next morning the snare of my feet opened by itself I did not let go of the opportunity, I looked for it to turn around butI could not find it up to a tent where many people huddled, they wore knight clothes, they wore knight clothes, because Raizell once asked me to learn this and I liked the relays so I obeyed his orders I could get past the guards, I was confused about where else to look when I confused Raizell out of the tent with someone behind her.

it reminded me of that time, when he ruled me blindly and I could say yes against him, I shouldn't be the one in that position who doesn't even seem incompetent and obviously can't keep up with the raizell rhythm, because raizell is super FAST.

some time later, I did not expect him to be able to match the speed of raizell I felt rivaled raizell used to have to slowly familiarize myself with the rhythm of his work while he could instantly match it, raizell said, I've failed as an assistant to raizell.

the assistant who helped Raizell get closer and closer to the exit of the tent I had to go from there but there was another knight to come, suddenly he turned away this was my chance to run away but I heard another conversation that made me lose control of my mind.

he will leave me again, footsteps getting closer there is no other choice but to run and hide while finding out whose body I am occupying, if this was a raizell for sure he would get used to it within three seconds nothing could surprise him since ordinary surprises would have no effect on him living in a world full of surprises, no one would be surprised, I wish I could see him surprised to find out that I followed him here.

[***name in previous life: rian

jobs: multi-talented assistant raizell (aneas) ]

[ role: former protagonist and antagonist candidate**]