Behind the Grief

Chapter 10

The POV

After the affair, Mia and I were exposed to make Shena choose to leave. I let the woman go because I knew she would beg me back. All access to see my kids is closed.

The day after I was kicked out, I heard that he was back home. I don't know what my in-laws say so he can get out of my house.

My in-laws are weird. They are matre. The proof is that they are more supportive of me with Mia than Shena is also her son. All thanks to money. Everyone can control things if you have money.

After that I waited for his return. But he didn't come back. I am heavy to let go. Shena my first wife was a fortune to me. He gave me a lot of ideas for my current job.

Moreover, Shena was very painstaking in preparing my daily needs. Unlike Mia who is less concerned with what I need.

Usually every morning, Shena has prepared clothes on the mattress. And after wearing clothes, he always intervened in tidying up what I was wearing. Not to mention at the dinner table. Milk and breakfast are available.

But Shena forgot about the other need. She was busy with our children after conceiving a second child. He even stayed in our son's room more often than in ours.

I am a normal man after all. I can't stand having to fast for too long. Shena is also not good at dressing up. He wears a negligee more often at home.

Shena can do nothing alone. He rarely asked me for help so I was bored with him.

At first I was used to Mia. I have no feelings for him. But because of the many times we both ended up the same - the same khilaf. We did it for the first time in his room.

At that time I forgot where my wife and the residents went. We both felt guilty at the time. But over time, Mia got closer to me. We were hooked and ended up doing it continuously.

We did it when Shena wasn't home. Sometimes we do in hotels or in houses I buy Mia for.

Sometimes I rarely go home on excuses out of town. I went back home with Mia. Sometimes I take Mia out of town if I have a job. I felt with him my young soul return. Being with Mia is fun and satisfying.

I can't get far from Mia. Mia claimed to be pregnant made me convey what happened to my in-laws. I didn't want Shena to know at the time that she was pregnant with our second child.

I gave the money to keep my mouth shut to his whole family. Finally after that they seemed like nothing happened - what between me and him. I ended up marrying Mia in silence.

As the wedding went on, all my family members and close friends came. Even her best friend Shena knows about this marriage.

Two years went well. After marrying Mia, I felt like I didn't want to let go of Mia either. Mia can meet my biological needs. Shena can meet her daily needs. Not that it's a complete package.

But that night all my games were exposed by Shena. It was all because I was less careful going to Mia's room. Mia who is still easy is so hot. He understands what I want. Any kind of style model he could do. Not with the always stiff Shena.

Because Shena wanted to ask to separate because of the affair, I finally granted her request that night. I don't want to let go of Mia at all.

I thought that he would beg to come back again. Akh but not at all.

She came early in the morning before I left for the office. And it asks for stuff. He rejected the idea I had offered him.

I finally got a letter from the court for him. We are officially divorced legally and religiously. But from what I've heard that he's going to take custody of the child.But to me it's just the wind then because I know that won't be granted by the court. Why not because his own life is still hanging.

I walked to my work room. I bowed my head when I met my boss.

I went into my office and immediately saw the papers on my desk. I'm making a proposal for a big project this year. As usual, I'll play with the money.

If you think my boss is old and senile then you are wrong. My boss is a young man who if his age is still brought me. I think he became the leader because of the family effort. If not, I don't think he's in the bosses' ranks.

After making a proposal, I also called the client so that your business runs smoothly. Suddenly the door of my room was knocked.

"Lake in."

I saw the boss' secretary come into my room. I'm sure that he brings the latest job.

"It's a job, and the boss asks to be done as soon as possible."

"He is patient."

"I'm just delivering." He said while putting on an annoyed face towards me.

I don't really care about this woman.For me as long as my job is good then she's not an obstacle for me. Not long after the door sounded someone knock again. I'm sure that this is still the boss' secretary again.

"Lake in."

When the door opened it made me very surprised. The one standing to open the door was Shena. I'm sure that the employees in this office still don't know that this woman is no longer my wife.

"Why did you come here?"

"Looks like Mr. Romi looks surprised to see me coming." Say that woman with a relaxed face.

"What's your purpose in coming here?" my many. It turned out that meeting me at home wasn't enough for him.

"I just want to tell you that I will take the children away from you, and if necessary I will report you to your superiors, that you are a bad man, he said, you're the guy who's been having an affair with his own sister-in-law."

"You don't try anything, you just try to take custody of the child if you can, because you won't get it, where maybe the judge gives while you live you don't have a regular job." I answered smiling mockingly.

"You want us to split well - well or you want us to fight, you don't think about the impact on the children."

"If so then you're the one who gave up, I deserve to babysit children because I have a lot of money." I answered deliberately smiling mockingly. I really want that woman to give up and choose to be my wife again.

"Well, I'll hire a lawyer to beat you in court, I'm sure any child of age will follow his mother, just like Islamic law."

"Know about your law, prove it if you can."

"Rules relating to child custody holders are set out in the Compilation of Islamic Law (KHI). In Article 105 of KHI, the care of a child who is not yet mumayyiz or not yet 12 years old is the right of his mother."

"That's if his mother has income." Ejeku again. I laughed in my heart when I heard him mention child custody. I'm sure that's what he got from someone else. Shena couldn't possibly know about it.

"Go, I don't want to see you anymore, or I have security drag you out."

Hearing my expulsion the woman finally left with an annoyed face. I smiled when I saw him come out of my room.