Because of the Trash

Because of the Trash
Helps Recover



Caca's house is still crowded by people who are several, ranging from lifting flower boards as well as others because the tahlilan is finished.


Ayu went inside and greeted the grandmothers of the late Akhtar who came from Bandung.


"Om, where's Aunt Caca, huh?" ayu asked with a slight whisper as it felt bad.


"Oh, above. You have been awaited by Auntie, Om please help Aunt to try sincerely, yes. As for him, why don't you come? Auntie needs you."


"Toy also needs to strengthen yourself first Om and now Ayu is quite strong, even brave to come here and meet Auntie," explained Ayu with a bitter smile.


"You've been to the tomb?" Ayu nodded weakly staring towards Riki.


"Jude, sana. Aunty waited for this."


"Om OK."


Ayu climbed the stairs, lucky Leon although still small but can be given direction.


He knew what was happening, even Ningsih said he also cried when he saw Akhtar bathed, pardoned and salated.


The door opened wide, Caca standing on the balcony, "Tante?" Ayu walked over wanting to enter with doubt.


"Come, Yu. Close door!" tell Caca without looking at Ayu, it looks like Caca has memorized the woman's voice.


Ayu nodded and closed the door of Akhtar's room, Ayu looked at this sizable room.


Goods neatly arranged and fragrant, yes, very fragrant. In fact, the temperature in this room is not too cold. The reason alone the deceased often hypo time on the mountain, it turns out he was not too cold room temperature.


Ayu was still standing by the door, holding the bag strap she was wearing because she had finished going home from college and she came straight here.


"This is Akhtar's room, the room he was guarding. The place where she poured out what she felt," Caca explained walking began to enter the room and leave the balcony.


Moist face and slightly swollen eyes, so very concerned about the current state of Caca.


"Place, who first knew that he had the same feelings as you," continued Caca again and sat on the edge of the mattress.


Caca looked at Ayu and smiled, he patted the mattress next to her telling Ayu to sit next to her.


In the face of Ayu warmly, Caca's hand outstretched rubbing the head wrapped in a veil that is now more shayar'i.


In the past, Ayu still wanted to wear jens pants or anything that mattered in length. Now, the woman is trying to obey. Using a robe or skirt and aurat covered.


"If aunty's son still exists, perhaps the luckiest aunt-in-law in the world. Can have a daughter-in-law as beautiful as you," praised Caca smiling sweetly at Ayu.


Dew was immediately present on Ayu's eyelids when Caca said that, but as much as possible was removed by staring at the ceiling of the room.


"Aunty can't be like Auntie, we have to let Akhtar go. He can be tormented if he sees us constantly sad let alone down like this."


"Aunty's trying, honey."


"Alhamdulillah, it will not be easy Aunty. But nothing is impossible, right? Indeed this is how life, death will always approach every living thing."


"Yes, you're right" said Caca nodding.


"You read, you can also take a short break here. You must miss him a lot too, right? Aunty comes out first," said Caca handed over all of Akhtar's relics to Ayu.


Ayu stared in surprise, seeing that Caca was no longer in the room with the door closed by him.


Removed Ayu bag from earlier still worn, one by one the paper began to be read and the clear circle just came out.


Feelings of longing to come back without being asked, attacking and asking for meetings that can no longer be done.


After reading and seeing the box given by Caca earlier, Ayu walked towards the balcony and stared at the expanse of trees.


Inhaling a lot of air so that the sense of tightness is lost made by him, Ayu went back inside and reused his bag.


The paper was placed on the study table and the box, Ayu down the stairs where now only Caca left and food that was not touched with him.


Ayu sat beside Caca who was staring blankly towards the front, "Tante, why isn't the food eaten anyway?" asked Ayu in a voice made as if there was no sadness.


Caca glanced at him, "Have you read it?" Ayu nodded and picked up the plate that was in front of Caca.


"Akhtar said, he wanted to choose Ayu because Ayu seemed to be able to become a daughter-in-law who loves Auntie like Mama Ayu herself. Well, so let Ayu now prove that the word Akhtar is true. Aunty eats, yeah, Aunty doesn't want to see Akhtar there later?" chirp Ayu with a smile towards Caca.


"Tante doesn't eat, Yu," said Caca, turning his eyes away.


"Everyone is Auntie, the real Aunt Mama Akhtar. Aunty who knows best how she is and the pain that Aunty feels for the sake of giving birth to her. However, Auntie also had to remember one thing. That; he, Om, Auntie's mother, Leon doesn't have an aunt. It belongs to God and if God wills at any time God can take it and Auntie must be ready, because it belongs to God. So, God's likes dong."


Caca turned his head to look at Ayu with eyes that had held a clear circle, Caca's eyes winked and down the entire clear circle.


"Eat, yes, a little bit. Ayu bribe," persuaded Ayu who had held the spoon. Caca nodded and Ayu quickly put the spoon in Caca's mouth.


Just one mouthful, Caca's body had already reacted. The woman ran towards the toilet, Riki who was staring from afar immediately came running.


"Om, get me some eucalyptus oil. Aunty gets in the wind, really, that's," Ayu's orders that have stood up and want to catch up with Caca.


Riki finally undoes his intention to meet Caca, he returns to the room to retrieve the item Ayu wanted earlier.


***


"Honey, why did you come home last night? Grandma gives permission to go there, but that does not mean until the night kayak gini dong!" firmly Mama Diva when Ayu has arrived home at 7 pm.


"Sorry, Grandma. Ayu helped Aunt Caca first. The problem is that Aunt Caca, he was very hit because Akhtar went this sudden," explained Ayu with a lowered head.


"Yes, but I don't have to believe it either. Some times no more coming home this late, yeah, Ayu!"


"Good, Grandma."


"Oh, have you taken a shower? Did you eat?" Ayu slightly looked up and looked towards Mama Diva with a head shake.


"Now, you take a shower first. Grandma's getting food ready, we're eating together!"


"Good Grandma."