Because of the Trash

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Ayu and Ningsih are enjoying a meal at the campus cafeteria, and Akhtar and his friends are busy preparing the thesis because there will be a graduation month.

"You know what, Ayu? Being loved and accepted and considered a child is a dream of every woman and I see, yes. Akhtar's mother is very loving and already considers you as her own child" said Ningsih put ice cendol into her mouth.

Ayu hasn't told her about Akhtar expressing feelings for her while on the plane with anyone including Ningsih.

"All the parents, too. Mama Ahmad is also very dear to you, looks like a proposal event at that time," said Ayu while sipping her chicken meatball noodle soup.

"Yes, you really are. My mom was so good with me, my God. Sometimes, I was given a lot of food until I sometimes pray with God that they will really be my second family after my biological family," clearly Ningsih with her chin propped up and smilingly looked at the wall behind Ayu.

Ayu was just silent with a flat face, she was confused what to say because she had not felt and did not know how the family of the two would be.

Brakk ...!

The table was suddenly hit by Bambang who had just come with Akhtar and certainly his friends behind.

"You guys, eat no rhyme!"

Bambang immediately took two more benches and brought them closer to Ayu's table as well as Akhtar's.

"Wouldn't you come, greetings first? Surprise people, just!" ketus Ningsih stared intently at Bambang who was beside him.

"Partially, not on that conversation. Even in the diem-dieman!" woo Chirps defending Bambang.

Ayu who was just staring at the debate of the person in front of her, instantly looked to the side as her meatball bowl moved from in front of her.

"Dih, got me that!" yelled Ayu as Akhtar put the meatballs in his mouth using Ayu's used spoon.

"Continue, why? You don't have a contagious disease, do you? No problem, dong!" sahut Akhtar and spend money on Bambang, "buy new chicken meatball noodles and your snacks!"

"Here, Tar! You're buying a new one!"

"Over time, I was hungry. Tired of the brain to think."

Ayu could only surrender and advance her mouth, she stared in the other direction.

"Where's the script? Smooth, Ay?" asked Ningsih in a soft voice looking at Ahmad who was beside her.

"Alhamdulillah, smoothly By. At least a little more and hopefully nothing needs to be done again," Ahmad replied with a smile towards Ningsih.

Ayu stared with ilfil the conversation of the two people in front of him, "Turning the same Ahmad, soft beut tuh tuh tada talk! It's not clear you, Ningsih! Just make emotions!" gerutu Ayu stared cynically at Ningsih.

"Dih, paan sih lu Ayu! In fact, splints have a sidecar or fiance or even a husband. Let there be an uwu-uwuan temen," Ningsih sneered his tongue out.

Ayu simply raised her lip and twisted the lazy eyeball looking the other way.

"Why? You also want me to call you that, Ayang?" akhtar asked by pressing the word 'day' which made Ayu reflex open his eyes wide and stared at Akhtar.

"Don't you ever call me that, yeah! Or I'll never want to meet you, again!" threaten Ayu by pointing towards Akhtar who is smiling seductively.

"Grandfather, nice dong! I also don't want to just be your friend, but I want to be a meaningful person in your life. I want to be a perfecter of your religion, I want to be your priest, I ma-"

"Suttt ...!" Ayu shut Akhtar's mouth using her bag made Ningsih and the two people at the table smile at what they were doing.

"Where are you going?" yelled Akhtar smiling. Instantly, Ningsih and Akhtar's two friends laughed after making sure Ayu left the canteen.

***

The sun sank, making stars with its rays illuminate the sky. Ayu was playing swings in her mini park.

Although he was busy in college, he certainly took the time to take care of and care for his garden.

Ting ...!

One notification came in on Ayu's phone, she immediately opened the green application and saw who sent the message to her.

[Two days, I'll graduate. I'll ask you for that answer, I'm resigned and ready if it will be rejected]

[How big are you ready?] return me to that number.

[More than my love for you, because when I reveal I must be ready to be rejected.]

[And, hoping to be accepted or rejected?]

[Only a fool would wish to be rejected, only I am one of those fools. Because, my disappointment has been fostered to be rejected it.]

Ayu did not reply to the message, he exited the application and turned off the data network. Swinging the swing slowly and looking up at the sky.

"Why with Papa's son? Is there anything funneled from Papa?" ask someone who came and made Ayu immediately turn to the owner of the baritone voice.

"Papa" said Ayu and got a smile from Angga. Angga sat in front of Ayu and weaved quietly.

Ayu was still unmoved, she lowered her head. The sound of breath coming out of Angga's lips made Ayu look at him.

"If you're not sure about him, then it's okay if you refuse" Angga said smiling in a soft voice.

"You have the right to refuse and accept who deserves to be your life partner" he said.

"Ma ... Ayu felt unworthy to be beside Akhtar," said Ayu with a lowered head.

"Because?" tanya Angga raised his eyebrows.

"He's from a family that's obviously Pa, whereas Ayu?" tanya Ayu stared at Angga wryly.

"Darling, you are clear too. The state has already noted that you are the son of Papa Angga as well as Mama Diva. So where is it unclear?"

"Yes, Pa. But, if the state knows the truth, how? It must be a different story!"

"Honey .. You are married to someone not only seen from bebet, seeds and weights. However, from his father, from him treat you from his family who accepts you. The problem, being so much in terms of marriage. After all, he pointed at you meaning that he has accepted all your shortcomings," explained Angga trying to convince Ayu that he deserves to be with Akhtar.

Ayu shook her head, her heart was worried, "But, Pa. Ayu has not thought of getting married," said Ayu with her face down.

Angga raised Ayu's chin so that he could look at her face, "Papa does not mean you want to accept or not, if you are not ready. Yeah, let him go. Let him be with others, pray istiqorah. Ask God for directions, there are 2 more days, right before graduation? If you still do not feel ready to get married, then prepare yourself and your heart to be with God to be made willing to release him with others," said Angga with length.

He came out of the swing and rubbed Ayu's shoulders, "Don't be too long outside, Papa comes in first," Angga ordered and left Ayu alone on the swing.