Because of the arranged marriage

Not the Dream Woman

"Mas, I borrowed your laptop yes, I wanted to do an errand, but my laptop suddenly died on its own" said Alisha, the girl went into the kitchen and found Adnan was making coffee as usual. He also wanted to make a warm drink to refresh his suddenly dizzy mind.

After dinner last night, Alisha went straight to work. So busy, she did not even realize if Adnan went down, because she knew her husband was checking on the duties of his students. But unfortunately thousands of his laptop just can not be invited to compromise and die in the middle of the road.

"Yes, you wear white, not black" said Adnan, because he will use his work laptop in a moment.

Alisha nodded, "Yaudah I go first," Alisha left Adnan who still seemed to want to sit at the dinner table while enjoying the coffee she had just made.

A week after staying at Mama's house, they make their relationship better, although neither has expressed their feelings. Little attention was always given to Alisha, and instead Alisha did the same. Even during this week Alisha continued to accompany her husband to the office, although she often felt bored.

Alisha searches for the whereabouts of her husband's laptop, she remembers that Adnan told her to wear a white laptop and forbade wearing black. Not Alisha name if not curious especially if there is a ban on making the curiosity more acute, he brought the two laptops, turn on both. He wondered why Adnan forbid to use a black laptop, is there in there?

Instead of directly doing the task, Alisha actually find out the contents of Adnan's black laptop, somehow curious more and more when opening one by one file. After opening all the files it turns out that the contents are only work and work, also some there are data of students who have and have not done the task.

"Pantes, it can't turn out the contents of his work, while the white one is empty, there are only a few songs and photos, '" murmured Alisha.

"Ah so curious when she was in college" said Alisha when she saw a lot of photos on a white laptop. Photos of Adnan while still in London, look not much different from now, only his body is thinner.

Alisha smiled to herself when she saw the photos, sending some of her favorite photos to her phone. After the many photos he saw, he became curious whether on the other laptop there is also a photo of Adnan. Back open the black laptop, open the photo file and see some photos belonging to Adnan. It seems like the photo was not taken long ago, he smiled when he saw there was a picture there, the photo of their wedding reception is also there.

"And I don't have one" he murmured as he looked at the wedding reception.

In addition to the photo album, Adnan deliberately keeps important photos on his laptop, to look around when missed by the atmosphere.

Alisha continued to see pictures of her husband on the laptop, until at the bottom she saw a photo of two people she knew very well, smiling with happiness.

"Pantes aja can not use this laptop, it turns out there is a photo of it," Alisha looks upset after seeing the photo, she closes the laptop violently without turning it off first, now the mood becomes bad, he said, and lazy to do the job.

Getting off the couch, leaving both laptops lying on the table without turning them off first, he went outside the room to the balcony. Her mind was suddenly muddled, she did not expect that her husband would still keep a photo of his past with Yesha. Yes, Alisha saw a photo of Adnan together with Yesha, although the photo did not look friendly, but they both looked very happy.

Did not feel clear crystals dripping from the girl's eye patch, he did not expect if Adnan's speech a week ago was just a joke, telling him to forget the past, he did not expect if Adnan's speech a week ago was just a joke, telling him to forget the past, in fact, Adnan himself is still drowning in the past. Thinking that, Alisha's tears became more unstoppable, inexplicably she could cry even though she had rarely cried before.

"Say you want to do a task? How come it's here?" Adnan had just entered the room, but did not find Alisha there, but he saw the balcony door open, he could guess if Alisha was there and his guess was right.

Alisha wiped her tears, she did not want Adnan to know if she was crying. "Udah is done," he told a lie.

Alisha shook her head, "I didn't cry, it was a glint," he said.

But Adnan did not immediately believe it, he again examined Alisha's face, there were still tears on the girl's cheeks. "There problem? If there is a story problem, I will be horrified," he said, wiping away the remaining tears on Alisha's cheek.

Alisha shook her head again, but this time she seemed reluctant to open her voice again.

"Well, if you're not ready for the story, nothing, I'm ready to hear your story whenever you want" Adnan said after seeing Alisha silent for a long time.

"Let's go in, the night breeze is not good for health," Adnan invited Alisha to enter the room, because the weather tonight was cold.

"I want to be here first" Alisha said without looking at Adnan's face.

Adnan nodded, "I'm in, yes" after saying that, Adnan went into the room without waiting for Alisha to speak, he knew Alisha was not in the mood to be disturbed.

A few minutes later, Adnan returned to the balcony, hugging Alisha from behind as she stood behind him leaning against the balcony. Alisha was silent when Adnan hugged her, even she did not turn back, because she already knew who the person who hugged her.

"You misunderstood me, I also do not know why the photo is still there, as I remember I have deleted all the photos," said Adnan, he already knows the reason why Alisha cried, as I recall, because earlier when opening the laptop that was closed by force by Alisha, immediately showed a photo of herself with Yesha.

"I forbid you to use a black laptop is not the reason, but because the data of my students is there all, I really do not know that the photo is still there," Adnan again explained, explaining, he did not want Alisha to be misunderstood just because of a photo.

"Because the photo is also nothing, I understand. I'm nothing compared to her, she's even the woman of men's dreams, while I'm what? Maybe no one wants to be with me if it wasn't for me, like you," Alisha's tears flood back. Women are often like that when there are other women more than him, especially when it is down like Alisha at this time.

There was a hint of envy that Alisha felt towards her cousin. But he also realized that he was still lacking a lot.

Adnan changed the position of Alisha until the girl faced him, he looked at the face of the girl, clearly visible if his eyes radiate sadness. He brought Alisha's body into his arms.

"Don't ever say that again, you're an amazing woman, I'm proud of you, I'm proud to have you, you're different from other women, in terms of anything and that is a plus of yourself, do not insecure like that. I accept you for who you are, I love you" Adnan said at length, he expressed his heart to Alisha.

Alisha was sobbing in Adnan's arms, especially when he heard Adnan's affection.

"You still remind me of what I said at Mama's house? That's serious, I'm not kidding, because I really love you. Believe me I never intend to keep the photo again," Adnan still faithfully clutched Alisha's body that was still crying.