
Chapter 35.
FARHAN POV
"Oh God, I am guilty, I sin! I love my wife!" I ran and rode the rickshaw home.
When I got home I went straight into my room and I cried in my room. I have slandered Zahra. Shortly after, the door was knocked by Mom from outside the room.
"Farhan! Are you home yet??!" ask my mother from outside. I was silent and there was no sound from outside. I'm confused now where to look for Zahra.
I thought to Paklek, I'll ask Paklek for help. Then I put my shirt on and put it in my bag. I cleaned up my clothes and all of Zahra's clothes also fell to the floor.
'Oh, how did it fall anyway?' bathinku.
I cleaned all the zahra clothes, I tidied them twice and put them back in the closet. As soon as I picked up the clothes that I tidied up, a bundle of tisue fell from the second pile of zahra clothes. But just cut it. After all the clothes that were stained finished I tidied up, I closed the closet.
I took the tissue and I put it on the bed. I packed some of my clothes that were still not in the bag. When I finished I went out to the bathroom. After taking a shower I went back into the room and prayed Isya. I prayed after the prayer, the mustache had sinned the jinnah and asked Allah for forgiveness. I have also betrayed our sacred love both.
I was pensive after I finished praying. The clock shows at 9 p.m.
'Friends, mending in the morning!' my thinking.
I fell down and tried to close my eyes. But I couldn't sleep, because I felt so guilty about my wife, Zahra. No tears melted in memory of the memory we have done for these three years, like the sorrow we have passed.
I stood up and headed to the terrace On the porch I was smoking with a feeling of discontent and confusion. Failed as a husband. I wanted to scream with all my might, but was afraid to disturb others because it was already night.
After one cigarette, I returned to the house to make coffee in the kitchen. Cook hot water and pour it into a glass that has been blended coffee and sugar.
Walk to the terrace with a troubled heart. Sit on the patio chair and pick up a cigarette and smoke it. I sip my coffee, which is not as good as my wife's Zahra.
Cigarettes ran out and I threw them in the ashtray.
I went inside the house and locked the front door. Get in the room and close the door. I went to the bed and saw the tisue bundle that had fallen to the floor from behind the Zahra clothes that I was pressing earlier. I took the tailpipe and I opened it. There's Tespeck and I'm holding.
"DORCH!!"
"Zahra Pregnant??"
"Yes Allahhh....Huhuhuhuhuuu." I was crying a mouthful.
I put the testpack back in his tissue and put it back under Zahra's pile of clothes in the closet.
"I have to find Zahra!"
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The next morning after the dawn prayer, I immediately changed my clothes and brought a bag of clothes. I locked the room and rushed out.
"Farhan!! Where are you going!!??" I shouted from inside the house.
I didn't give him a call and walked quickly to the highway to catch a rickshaw.
"Farhan! Farhan!" Call the mother I still hear but I have to go to find my missing wife and run away somewhere. After riding a rickshaw, on the highway take a small bus to the house paklek.
"Assalamualaik." Greetings. There was no one on the porch and I kept the door closed.
"Assalamualaikum," salamku.
"Getishalight."
Buklek opened the door. He seemed ordinary looking at me.
"Buklik." I kissed his hand.
"Why did you come here?" ask Bulek cynically.
"Hm..Hmmmm...Akkku..." I can't answer.
"Sit's sitting there on the floor!" sahut Bulek and I sat on the porch seat. Bulek went back inside the house.
Paklek came out from inside.
"Eh, there's Farhan. What's up, Han?" ask Paklek and he sits in the right seat in front of me.
I stood up and kissed the back of his hand.
"There's nothing. I'm looking for Zahra. Is Zahra here?" I wish there was.
"Where is Zahra and what's up with Zahra?" ask Paklek while lighting his cigarette.
"Don't know Paklek, he ran away from home. I don't know where she is!??" my answer.
"Why don't you know where Zahra is? She is your wife! You've dzolim to him times?" paklek Syndir.
"I don't know the package. I was wrong with him!" I fell silent and shed my tears.
"I've wasted him, and yesterday I felt like I'd demeaned him as an assault wife and preferred to Dona." While I bow my head.
"I'm sorry Paklek. She's a godly wife, and she never disputes her husband."
"Why did you waste him?" ask paklek again insinuate me.
"I don't know the package. Yesterday I was like a nose-whipped man. Very obedient to Dona and very affectionate with her. Instead I felt hateful and very upset with Dona. Until now I feel confused, Paklek."
"Aren't you aware or what?" ask Paklek again.
"Come on Paklek, I was also confused. Please help me, I don't want to lose Zahra!"
"Yes you wasted Zahra, you know your wife is good!" answer pakelk.
"Yes Paklek, help me!" i beg.
Buklek appears with two cups of coffee on a tray..
"Now where are you going to find out if he ran away like that?" bulek asked while putting the coffee glass on the table. He sat on the opposite seat.
"I don't know Bulek." Sitting down in confusion.
"Hm, you're Le Le, you have a godly wife who's wasted!" sahut Bulek's.
I was silent and more saddened by the words of Paklek and Bulek.
"Have you rest, we'll think about what's next!" Say something and go back inside the house.
Yunis who was ready to go to the office appeared from inside the house.
"Eh, is there a Farhan mas?" he said and shook hands with me.
"Sir, I go first yes" he said and kissed the back of his hand.
"Mas Farhan, I went to the office first" he said.
"Yes, what's up?"
"Angkot Mas's. Assalamualaikum."
"Getishalight." Answer us.
I fell silent and went back to smoking my cigarettes that were about to run out. I'll kill it in the ashtray.
"Mmmm..." I leaned my back against the back of the chair and closed my eyes.
How painful my heart is to lose the most beautiful jewels in my life. Then I stood up.
"Paklek, I put my bag first yes, I want to go to the market first. You want to buy HP, so I can call Zahra!" my spoken.
"It's there, be careful!" Paklek.
I walked to the highway and headed to the shophouse not far from the paklek house. I bought an ordinary new HP and bought the first card. After being paired to HP, I paid for the HP.
I walked back to the Paklek house. And when he got there, he sat back down. I opened my bag and took out a piece of paper in my little bag. I pressed Zahra's HP number, but it wasn't active. I chatted to her number and contreng one, the sign has not been read. I put my HP on the table and sip the coffee back that was on the table. I took a cigarette, lit it and smoked it.
I took another HP and checked into the chat app and still contreng one. Paklek emerged from inside the house and sat back in a chair.
"Have you bought HP?"
"Udah paklek, Zahra's number is off!" my answer.
"What are you here for?" ask paklek.
"I want to ask Paklek for help to accompany me to find Zahra!"
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