
CHAPTER 31.
POV AZZAHRA
I came back crying. I cry and cry. I finally woke up in the middle of the night. I didn't see my husband sleeping next to me.
'Oh my God, where is my husband? This clock has not come. Is there anything important until this taste he hasn't come home.' I got up and left the room to go to the bathroom. I went to the bathroom and took ablution to pray the isya which is forgetfulness due to oversleptness. I pray Isya without a priest who usually imams me. I read and forwarded the previous letter.
After that I took HP and continued my writing in the Novel. I finished five chapters tonight. And it turns out I checked the notification. Shortly after that, I heard my husband's voice coming home. I went out of the room and opened the door for him.
"Eh, I'm home!" I took her hand to kiss the back of her hand, but was knocked down by her.
"No more kissing. I'm disgusted with you!" He went straight into the room and slept in the bed. I who was in shock immediately felt a very sick pain. I held my chest and slumped down. I cried and cried.After a long time I got up again and closed the front door and locked it.
In my room, I slept next to my husband. I immediately slept in grief.
The next morning, I got up early and headed to the bathroom. Before I took the Testpack I bought yesterday and I took it to the bathroom.In the bathroom I put a little urine in an unused plastic container. I dip and I wait a while. There are two lines that I have been dreaming of.
"God thank you, I'm pregnant!" I was crying in the bathroom. And I put the testpack into the tisue bundle I brought from the room. I set it on the edge of the bathtub and I ablaze. After that I took the tissue into the room and tucked it under a pile of newspapers in my closet.
I prayed Fajr alone, my husband is still asleep.
After the dawn prayer I prayed my thanksgiving because I was pregnant, and would make my happy moment with my husband. I have imagined the joy of Farhan mas which is certainly very happy when I heard I was pregnant. I'll tell him later after making coffee on the porch for him.
After teaching me to fold my prayer mats and face and wake my husband up for the Fajr prayer.
"Mas, mas, wake up, it's dawn..!!"
"Hmm Yes."
He nodded and looked at me. I fell silent and degdegan saw the look on his face waiting for what he was going to say. Turns out he was silent and woke up to go to the bathroom to make ablution.
I waited for him in the room while I opened my HP to see if there were any notifications and emails if there was a contract reply from this novel application. There is no terbarahat. Mas Farhan went into the room.
He immediately took the prayer and prayed alone. Maybe he knew that I had prayed first because of my wet front hair. I wait until he finishes praying.
He was still silent, not saying a word after he finished praying. Jump him to the porch and smoke without saying anything! I went straight to the kitchen and made it in a black coffee and took it to the terrace. It turned out that Mother and Mas Farhan were chatting. I pitched it to the terrace. I put the coffee on the table. And I eavesdrop on their conversation from the doorway behind the curtain.
"Well, where did you walk Han last night with Dona?" replied husband.
"Ke Mall ma'am, have dinner and then drive her to the hotel."
Deg I immediately limp to hear the word "HOTEL".
"Display at han's hotel?" ask mother.
"Nothing, he's told a lot about his life. It turns out Donaemang was very nice huh, ma'am. He bought me a nice watch, and I still keep it in the closet."
"Yes, I told you that Dona is very nice. You're the only one who doesn't listen to Mom's words and prefers Zahra who is the village!" I saw Mom blasting her lips.
"Hm, yes her name is mom's wife, right you have to be good. But after I had a chat with Dona she turned out to be more cool mom. And very good. Her smile was sweet, sweet." He looked to smile to himself after saying that.
"Your sister is just like Dona. He's good, rich again. You must have your life assured. And you don't have to be tired of working in the fields, hot and you will definitely live luxuriously with Dona!"
I shed tears hearing Mom say that. And Farhan's still smiling I see from behind the curtains. There was a very painful feeling slicing my heart. I didn't feel like I was falling down and making a DUG sound.
Mom turned her body back. He saw me sitting down and went straight to the room and locked the door. I was crying so much.
The door of the room was knocked from the outside. My husband called my name.
"ZAHRAS..ZAHRA..!" I'll just shut it down. My heart is currently in pain, like there are many incisions slicing through the heart. I have to be strong for my son-in-law. I won't let her know that I'm pregnant.
I cried for a long time and I ended up sleeping for half an hour. I looked at the wall clock and I opened the door. I went to the kitchen and cooked a side dish for my husband to have breakfast. He was sitting on the porch, I saw.
When it was over, I went back into the room. And I quietly put my shirt in my bag. Not Much, not at least I will pull over first to give my time to be alone.
My husband came into the room while I was sitting on the bed.
"Why are you this morning? How are the bedroom doors locked?"
"No papa!"
"Why did you answer your husband's question that way?!" He began to raise his voice.
"I'm fine! Didn't you hear??!"
"Well, if there's nothing." He went straight to the back and took a shower and went back into the room to change clothes and left without saying goodbye. I finally went back and took a shower. After taking a shower I went into the room and brought my bag which was enough to stay in while at the Paklek house.
I went out of my room and left a letter for my husband. I walked to the highway to wait for the rickshaw to pass by.
"Where is Zahra going?" Mak Hasnah came from behind me who was standing waiting for the rickshaw to pass.
"Mak Hasnah, go to the Chinese house." We shake.
"Cock tumben not the same Farhan?"
"She's having some business, she'll follow!"
"Oh, yeah, I'm going to the shop first, yeah. Be careful on the road."
"Yes, mother."
Then a rickshaw appeared and I called and then I climbed into the rickshaw.
"Mang, To the Highway, Yes."
"Yes neng."
Then I was escorted to the highway and took the same bus when I went to the Chinese house with my husband.
When I arrived at the house, I said hello.
"Assalamualaik."
"Getishalight."
"Loh Zahra's? How did you bring the bag? Why Zahra?"
"Bulc...!" I hugged her and cried in my arms.
"Udah,ayo enter first, you will calm down first inside and we chat.."
"Yes a bulek." I wiped away the tears that had been running down my cheeks. I sat on the living room couch waiting for the bulek to get me a drink.
"Here, drink first let you calm down."
"Nggjeh Bulek." I drank a mouthful of water and then kept quiet.
"Yes, if you're calm, you can talk to the bulek."
I told him everything that happened to the bulek and he looked angry.
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