Because I'm capable

because I can, though,,

Be a strong woman with a patient dress, who can still be calm even though the test always comes, who still smiles widely even though sad to snatch, and : so the winner because the reward always comes, because the reward always comes, be a tough woman, even though your tears sometimes can't fall,

''After comfortable breakfast arya and abah jafar, continue to talk on the front porch while the other residents of the abah house are busy with their respective activities,, arin is still in the kitchen helping us aisah tidying up their used tableware breakfast, and,

''Rin Umi is very worried that the woman yesterday will always check your household, it looks like she does not want to let go of your husband, the woman is your husband's ex-lover, your husband's ex-lover, umi said a wistful look of worry was clearly visible on her face,,

''No matter what umi, arin believes that arya mas will not be tempted, arin believes it is aisah,

''Umi tau rin, fearing that the woman was reckless, do you not feel hurt, asked Umi again,,, if you do not feel pain,,

''Arin already iklas mi, if arin harbors heartache and can not forgive all the mistakes mas arya, arin sure mas arya will not change, explained arin, explained arin,

''Are you sure you can face all, asked Umi worriedly,

''Pray that arin is strong and able to face all the trials and trials that God gives arin umi, arin considers this a form of God's love for arin, so that arin is closer to her,, so that arin is closer to her, arin,, arin said as a smile broadened on his lips,

''Um Aisah patted arin's shoulder slowly,

''Her looks are already very deep wounds that you feel rin, until you can not feel it anymore, hopefully you continue to be strong to face everything, said Umi aisah again.

''That's because arin can noodle, and arin sure while mas arya is on the right side arin certainly able to pass all, umi aisab glorify slowly, arin is like his own daughter, arin already like his own daughter, the taste if arin feels the pain of umi aisah also feels her,,

while on the front porch looks abah jafar and arya is having a warm conversation,,

''Arya can get a lot of advice and advice from abah jafar. arya downcast pervaded word for word that abah jafar said, right,

''Why does nak arya not marry her, and prefer to be in love until so long, asked abah jafar again,,

''That's because arya never got the blessing.from both parents arya, they always refused sa'at arya want to marry her first, explained arya,,, said arya,,

''That's because of the intervention of Allah, who has prepared the best mate for nak arya. In Islam there is no term dating, there is only ta'aruf, there is only, courtship after marriage is amazingly beautiful, it is not a sin to look no doubt to touch, it becomes a field of reward, as good as his partner is your halal partner,

''Does nak arya know the meaning of courtship,,,!

courtship is an activity that is not in the pleasure of God, every second is haram, every moment is sin, the danger of many demons are tempting, culminating in adultery, and the loss of his honor a girl, the, in marriage not necessarily, in betrayal can be, left possible, if like this who loses, abah jafar glanced at arya and smiled,,, and,,

"Lucky nak arya quickly realized,

"Arya rang the words abah jafar very pierced his heart, how often he sinned, kissed cuddle, even renata often stick his sensitive area sa'at spoiled glide on his arm, and even renata,

''Chick,,,! her tea arin came with a tray containing two cups of tea,,

''Rin why the new tea comes, the throat is dry, since it was a long talk with your husband, seloroh abah jafar reduce the awkward feeling arya,,, and,,

''Ms. Arya, thank you, for the food assistance for the children, this is very helpful, what's so much more, said umi aisah while dropping her body weight next to her husband abah jafar,,

''What children here all have no parents, asked arya, asked,

''Some are true orphans, some have parents but they are mostly less capable, explained Umi aisah, explained,

''For a child like them there must be a provision nak arya, from a good person like you, from their helping hand, children can live well, between abah jafar.

''What are they who still have parents, what parents never visit, asked arya again,,

''every month they come to visit, not infrequently the provisions that their parents give are enough until they come to visit again, explained Umi aisah,

''Arya was speechless looking at the beautiful face of his wife, a face that was always wrapped in an adorning smile on her lips, there was a sense of guilt and gratitude coming together,

''Been guilty of wishing his wife's sincere love, shaving can marry a woman as beautiful and bright as arin, shaving, if you see the background of the arin family he is not from a family that is religious proven mother and sister who do not wear the hijab, so the foundation of his wife's religion is formed from this pesantren. arin is surrounded by intelligent people, ethical people, and,

''What is it, asked Arin slowly,,

''Arya shook her head,,

''After finishing his tea arya and his wife, resigned retreat, on abah jafar and umi aisah, he said,

''On the way, arya and arin were silent, there was no conversation between them, only occasionally glancing at each other and throwing a smile, slowly Arya's hand grabbed the hand of arin that was on her lap, she said, knit her hand, bring it to her field, and kiss her softly, and,

''What did you talk about with mas arya earlier, asked arin suddenly as if understanding her husband was thinking about something,,, she said,,

''Nothing, Abah only advises me and gives a lot of encouragement, replied arya,

''Are you sure there is nothing, asked Arin again,,

''Hit..! don't worry, said Arya again.

''But I'm not sure it's like I'm thinking about something, but Arin again,

''Don't ask too many questions, I'm really okay, I'm not sure,

''if you want the story arin ready to be a listener, if you want to ask arin ready to answer, if you do not want the story is okay, if in pendam afraid of his mas arya will continue to be curious, if you do not want the story, arin said as she glanced at her husband,

''I just imbibe the words of abah said arya ahirnya,

''What did he say, asked arin pencaran,

''How to explain the difference between ta'aruf and courtship, jalas arya,

''Then...?

''I have felt both, said Arya again, saying,,

''Which is more delicious, more beautiful, more soothing, more soothing,

''Ta'aruf,,! arya answered briefly,

''thanks again for teaching me so many things..! said arya,,