Because I'm capable

Because I'm capable
stay at the pesantren



''After performing the prayer of the congregation, arya returned to the room that used to be in arin, tonight arya and arin stayed at the pesantren,


''Arya seemed to sit at the window while looking at the santri who were still on the move after praying together, there were those who were still sitting while chatting with others,


''Arya seemed to sigh, slowly, her mind was far laughing, the incident was noon, arya was too embarrassed to look at the wife, what else after hearing the story of the ustad hanif, what else after hearing the story, that in fact his ustad haikal has long harbored a taste of arin, repeatedly expressed his taste, but arin refused him, arin refused him,


''Arya turned her head when she heard the sound of the door opening, her wife smiling sweetly at her.


''Mas arya has not slept, greeting arin while removing the needle that became her hijap hook, said Arya,


''Rin..! I don't know when I have to say the word ma'af, the feeling is I never get bored, again I ask ma'af, because I you always face situations like this, said arya slowly, said,


''No need to ask ma'af, maybe arin is also a lot wrong against mas arya,


''I feel very inappropriate for you rin, said arya slowly,


''Why would anyone regret marrying arya, asked arin slowly,,


''Arya..?


''Then...?


''If compared to the man who once expressed his feelings to you I am very nothing, he is a gentleman, very understanding and understanding about religion is very comparable to you, he is very much like you, unlike me, who always gives you hard, even the humiliation that happens to you is right by me


''Why do we say that, we cannot resist or prevent what is coming to us, nor can we prevent what is going to go away from us, because no matter how hard we refuse to come will still come, and no matter how hard we hold back those who leave will still go, just simplify the way we respond to destiny, said Arin


''Like renata who lost your love, like ustad haikal who can not get my love, it's all fate, why God wants me to be with mas arya, it's also destiny, it's destiny, Because God wants me to help mas arya and renata, become a better human being, continued Arin,


''You don't hate me, Rin.


''Arin is flirting,,


''For what, there is no reason for me to hate my husband, Arin said softly, saying,


''But because of me you face many difficulties, facing the nature of renata that is very arrogance even you are humiliated by him, Arya said while looking closely at his wife, who is very arrogant,


''Trust me, you...! whatever difficulties we face God will never die without a solution, with our difficulties there will always be ease, because God's promise is certain, he said, and we must believe God will not break the promise, Arya gave a smile,


''I am happy, because my son will be born of a smart and righteous woman like you, hearing her husband's words Arin cheeks met with red, shame and happiness enveloped his heart,


''Sleep this mas is already night, said Arin while taking a change of clothes and then entered the bathroom, Arin said,


''While arya seemed to think looking at the size of the bed is not as big as in his house, think what would fit if used to sleep together, both,


''As to why even dumbstruck, arya seemed shocked to hear the voice of his wife, Arya,


''Is there no mat, or a folding mattress possible, maybe ask arya, he said,


''Arin looked to have scrunched up his forehead,


''For what,,!


''Let me sleep downstairs, said arya quietly,


''Didn't you want to sleep with me, asked Arin again,


''But what is enough for both..!


''Enough..! arin said while breaking himself.


''If you hug each other, then,,,! hearing his wife's words arya gulped his salivary,,


''Are you right banar has allowed me to rin, asked arya again the question he had asked before,,,, asked arya again,,


''Slowly arya approached the bed, this was the second time he slept one bed with his wife.in contrast to the night before her, arin who was sick and had fallen asleep first, and was already sleeping first, now even though Arin had closed his eyes but he was still awake,


''Arin felt a smooth movement at her side, sure her heart was beating very fast, she said,


''Rin I know you haven't slept yet, Arya said as she enjoyed the beauty of her wife, the beautiful hair all day wrapped in hijab,


''You said the bed is enough if you hug each other, so may I hug you, arin looks agitated, but does not want to open his eyes


''Can arin feel the breath of warm arya hit his face, arya's burly hands already reneged on the stomach of his tattoo, his face,


''As long as the two were silent as if they had been lulled into each other's mimipi realm, arin closed his eyes but his carving was still awake, while arya was silent looking at the beautiful face of his wife, from a short distance and instant,


''Slowly arin opened her eyes, seeing if her husband had fallen asleep, in fact sa'at arin opened her eyes, the eyes of the two met, the eyes met, and the eyes met,


''Clearly nervousness struck both of them,


''Why haven't you slept yet, asked Arya quietly,


''tarin was silent and could not answer,


''Are you nervous, asked arya again,


'Just like me too, arya brought arin's hand to her chest, can arin feel her heartbeat beating fast.


''Do you feel it, asked arya again,,


''Arin nodded slowly,


''Rin...?


''Arya slowly approached her when she touched her nose, their eyes clashed with a distance so close. Arin did not react what, then arya stuck his lips on his lips, his wife, his wife, slowly sip it,


''Rin..?


''Hemm..?


''Can you, please,,?


''Please open your lips, arin slowly unlocked the lock of her lips letting her husband take a deeper sip,


''In return for my kiss, Arya said he would take off her kiss,


''I can't, replied Arin quietly,


''Just shut me up, Arya said slowly,,


''Arya stuck her lips back, followed his wife's movements, felt stiff but arya enjoyed her second hand interlocked.


'Arya took off her kiss, let her wife set her irregular breath, arya clenched her body tightly, and she let her husband,


''Slept. said arya slowly, arya did not want to let go of her here, took her right, too special, he did not want to humiliate his wife tomorrow morning, he did not want to humiliate her,


''While Arin was silent a little shaved her husband did not continue, many say the first night was very painful right, arin was silent in the arms of her husband slowly picked up a dream that was delayed, and many say that the first night was very painful, enjoy the rest of the taste that still imprints a numbness in his lips.


''Thank you for forgiving my mistakes, and accepting me inner arya


''Gang thank you for your support,, sir,,


''connect,,