
"Ngi, you have no pads" asked Veli who was a little worried about his monthly guests, without any pads.
"No Vel" Anggia replied.
"I ask for help buyin dong Ngi, I can't come out afraid of tightness," said Veli showed his butt.
"OK, I also want to buy some goods in the minimarket," replied Anggia.
"Okey, don't be too long, I'm really dropping this."
"Yes." Yeah."
Anggia set foot into the room first took her beloved little handbag, not forgetting the phone as well, after she felt everything was in order she began to step out, Anggia started to hold the doorknob.
CLEEK!
Anggia carefully opened the door, but when the door was still half open. Anggia saw a man standing at the door of the apartment he was staying in. A tall man, thick eyebrows, firm jaws, although the man was wearing a shirt and suit still his burly and muscular arms were still clearly visible.
Anggia silently looked at the man, with a thousand questions in the brain of course. For a moment the eyes of Anggia and the sharp eyes of the man met, the man was someone who was lucky to have obtained the most precious thing in Anggia. Quickly Anggia again closed the door, but Anggia lost quickly Bilmar held back with his feet, until Bilmar entered and closed the door.
Bilmar's view never broke looking at Anggia, Anggia tried to run but quickly Bilmar pulled the hand of Anggia, so Anggia was forced to stop his steps.
"What's the matter here," Anggia began to ask that Bilmar quickly say his wish, Anggia was embarrassed to have to meet Bilmar face to face, the shadow of that night appeared and he felt that humans had the least self-esteem.
"Can't we talk for a second?" Bilmar began to ask in a heavy and restrained voice.
"Yes let's sit down," Anggia pointed at the sofa for Bilmar to sit down.
"Not here" Bilmar drew Anggia's hand, and he did not ask Anggia. Because he knew Anggia's answer would have been no. Anggia kept quiet as Bilmar took him somewhere he obviously wanted this last meeting between himself and Bilmar. Fifteen minutes later, the two reached the beach.
The day seems to be getting darker and dusk is coming soon. The beach looks lonely, both of them sit on one of the chairs located on the beach. Anggia sit next to each other with Bilmar mamandang waves in the blue sea. Long both of them were silent until dusk arrived approaching, visible the sun began to disappear from view. And the sky began to yellow with only the wind and the murmur of the waves that bore silent witness between the two.
"Sorry!" only that word can be said Bilmar, even though sorry will not be able to return to make things better. But he didn't know what he could do other than say sorry.
Anggia understood what Bilmar meant. "Master is not wrong, I am also wrong," Anggia replied with a misalignment to hold back the tears that began to fill the woman's beautiful eyes. After the words were long the two were in silence with no one to speak.
"Why did you disappear," Bilmar broke the silence between the two, Bilmar only glanced at the glance of Anggia who was looking at the sun that would soon completely disappear.
Anggia glanced at Bilmar's glance, and took a deep breath as if she wanted to take off some of the burden that was still lodged in her heart.
"I'm ashamed sir" said Anggia, looking down at each other's squeezing hands, enduring the embarrassment as he looked at Bilmar.
"Tempo?" tanya Bilmar began to stare intensely at Anggia.
Bilmar was silent for a moment, and so was Anggia. I don't know what the two are thinking, all that looks like is the awkwardness between the two.
"Can you not avoid me?" Bilmar began to ask questions that always burdened his mind, he really could not if he did not see Anggia even if only a day.
Anggia also stared at Bilmar and the length of their views met, until Anggia decided on the view first.
"It feels like nothing requires us to meet again, sir," Anggia has determined not to meet with Bilmar, he wants to eliminate the shame he felt when he continued to meet Bilmar.
Just imagine he did the forbidden thing with others, that he was not too deep to know the person. And the weirdest thing is that they've only known in a matter of days.
"Can we just be friends?" Bilmar is still trying to negotiate with Anggia, in the hope that Anggia changes his decision. At least Bilmar can still see Anggia even though it can only withstand the turmoil of love that he feels.
"No, and let's just say we never knew each other," Anggia's decision was steady and he did not want to know Bilmar again.
DEEGG!
Bilmar's heart is like being hit with a hard object, the pain is indeed very sick that Bilmar felt when Anggia no longer wants to know him.
"But I want to marry you, take responsibility for what I've taken from you" Bilmar said, staring at the bead of Anggia's eyes that looked so fragile.
"I am not a widow, I am still single, sir, I am still a wife, even though my household is devastated. But still my status is still a wife. And I thank you very much for admitting this mistake, a mistake that is not purely your fault. I am also guilty here, and I beg you to consider it just an accident of irresponsibility" Anggia said, wiping off a trail of tears drenched in her cheeks, Anggia appreciates Bilmar but his heart is still not ready even after his divorce with Brian, he still has not thought of re-building the household, before he is absolutely sure.
Bilmar is confused about what to do, he does not understand how the woman he loves does not seem to love him. Or maybe the woman was not even the slightest bit interested in him, such was the thought that raged in Bilmar's heart.
"I beg you, we can learn to accept each other" Bilmar continued to reassure Anggia.
"No sir, for now my heart has not been able to do that, not that I am a naive woman who does not need love but for now I want to be alone without anyone near me. I need some quiet."
"I beg Anggia, I want to be a part of your life, can't I erase all your pain?" Bilmar grasped both hands of Anggia tightly, hoping that Anggia would not refuse him.
"For the moment I cannot master, my heart is not ready," Anggia is still unable to open her heart in the midst of the grief that still envelops her days.
"Goodbye sir," Anggia got up from her seat Bilmar also woke up, the two stood facing each other.
"I'm taking it."
"Thank you, but I'm alone" Anggia walked back to Bilmar who was still looking at him.
"Anggia let me stay near you, to prove I deserve to have you" Bilmar said before Anggia walked away from him. Anggia stopped her footsteps, she turned around and smiled at Bilmar both a few meters away.
"If a soul mate must meet," said Anggia until he turned and stepped back leaving Bilmar standing looking at him from a distance.