
Brian Pov.
Do you know what regret is? right yeah. Regret is a mistake that we have realized, and that is what happened to me. I hate it and I don't understand why hate can be love, I don't know why love comes at the wrong time. Love comes from the word hate, why to regret. That's what I'm asking now isn't this what I want? farewell among us from whom I prayed.
My heart hurts when you leave, my heart hurts when you leave me. I just realized our togetherness turned out to make me dependent on you. I miss you, miss the sound of calling me. Missing the little habit you used to do for me. I really miss you.
Injured. Yeah, I was hurt when you said you gave yourself to someone else. I know I'm wrong but should it be this big of a punishment for me? punishment for a husband who tortures his wife is born and inner. Right now I'm suffering, that's right. I suffer for what you've been through all this time, I insult you and say dirty to you, aren't those words part of prayer? and my prayer was granted by God. My wife has given herself to others, and why am I sad? that was one of my prayers all along.
Bemoan. My heart aches like it slices when you say you want to leave me, I can't afford that. I really want you to give me a second chance, I accept you with all your flaws. For me now whatever your circumstances are not why I still love you. Let's just say it's all punishment for me that has tormented you, as long as you want to come back to me.
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Pov Anggie.
I don't know where I am, I'm married but I'm worthless. I am too fragile in accepting this fate, where is my happiness?. There aren't. My happiness has gone away from me, leaving all my unsolvable grief behind, should I catch up with them? following my mom and dad.
I don't know what it's like to believe that love exists, because I never tasted the sweet honey of love from a man whose foam accepted me. It hurts so much to be married but not loved but after I left, you asked me to come back. I don't understand what you think I am and how, that's as easy as regret? is that as easy as saying sorry from your mouth?. I really don't know whether it's sincere from your heart or not.
Piteously. Don't you know my heart hurts, I've survived in such a painful abyss. I was never considered to be always despised and camped. Excuse me. You come with an apology, my heart is dead My patience has reached its peak and I give up, I am no longer able to live a complicated life with you, I'm no longer the weak woman you used to be able to beat at will. Now I want to stand on my feet looking for where is the happiness God promised me, which is certainly not my happiness at this time.
Love, you say love to me, to all women also you say love. Many times I hear that I'm a witness you say love to other women and you know I can never do anything, stupid I am not? yep. Everyone would think so but honestly I did it for the sake of my parents who had received money from my father-in-law, and now that my parents are gone and let me go I give up, I can no longer bear the burden of the pain you have caused. Let me live with the peace I chose myself, the monastery I lost the throne is not why I am happy. All this time people look at me with dignity and always praise me because I have a throne that is high enough but they do not know the other side in my hood full of tears. I bathed in tears, and I suffered. No longer is my patience dead.
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I am confused about my life. I looked for love among so many women, until I kept trying, to be honest at my age who had reached this three-headed hapir, I also want to have a wife waiting for me at home. The wife who gave me a child, sometimes I feel tired at work and that makes me sad when I see the money in my account that continues to grow.
Weird right?. Yes because I want to make money and there are my wife and children who spend the money I'm looking for. And you know I fell in love with a beautiful doctor who took care of my sister-in-law. And this is where my pain began, I learned the fact that she was married. Honestly, my heart aches and pains.
Until the forbidden thing happened and now he went somewhere, I regretted what I had done, I never imagined I loved someone's wife and took away her chastity. My heart aches I miss it too, even if it's just one night's love. Honestly, I'm afraid of losing her, I'm afraid she won't see me again. I can't stand that.
Is this sick of love, is it as complicated as falling in love? why I'm stuck in such a complicated love. Love that brings sufferinganyhow, I also want to be happy with her but is it possible? it feels so hard. How I can have what I already have, will destiny be on my side. If destiny is on my side, I will promise to keep her happy. I cannot bear to wait for longing that never be treated, so that the feeling of a year this chest holds tightness and pain if not see it.
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Pov.
Two men love one woman, Brian is a lukewarm Anggia Tiffani and Bilmar is the one who snatches the crown of Anggia Tiffani. Complicated is not the obvious Anggia does not love any of them, according to Anggia both just a layover while in the life of Anggia but not in the heart of the woman.
😔Brian can only sit quietly contemplating with all the regrets he now feels.
😔Anggia just sits crying waiting for destiny that will lead her to happiness.
😔Bilmar only regrets what he has done to the woman he loves, in the hope that Anggia will not hate him.