Beautiful (The Queen Of Power)

Beautiful (Chapter IV)

Tik.tik.tik.tik.kota sound signifies the busyness in this financial room. Yes.after Monday alone, back again to the busy routine. Amid drowning with work, my mind was also drowned out by my conversation with the Viennese yesterday. Before we go home to each other.

Flashbacks

" Sela, think again about your feelings. I know now in your mind you're still evasive about your feelings, because you're afraid to clap one another like your first love. But the more you dodge, the more you fall deeply into your feelings. So you better think about it, and if you really like it. It is better to express not to be harbored, whatever the result even if you are rejected at least there is certainty that can make you to throw away those feelings." I smiled at the question vienna.

" Thank you win, I'll try to think about it. But as for revealing it, I don't promise. It really wasn't easy for me. Because I was afraid that if it was true that I was just clapping one hand, there would be some distance between us. And our friendship might be lost as well" Vina sighed hearing my words. "It's up to you how you want it" the wine bales after that we each went home.

Flashback end

I'm so confused right now, is it true that I have feelings for kevin? I was comfortable chatting with him or talking to him directly. Even when doing tasks together, so too. But is that really that feeling? I sighed, it made me dizzy. Moreover, I think about it when I'm working on squirming numbers like this can break my head. "Rosella, aren't you having lunch?" ask my colleague navier, at least among all my co-workers I'm pretty close to him.

"Oh. Has lunch been?" ask me to immediately check the clock on my phone, and it turns out it's 12:15. "Oh yeah, maybe one more minute I'll have lunch" I replied. "All right, I'll wait" said Navier. I immediately saved my file, and then I locked the computer. After that I followed the navier to the office cafeteria together. Yes in the office where I work there is a canteen, and the canteen here has been supported by the office. And today's menu I saw rice with chicken soto, after I took the food I chose water to drink it and then to the table dikantin it.

"Lumayan also yes sotonya" said navier tasting her, I nodded assuring. "Rosella, what are you thinking? Want it just fitting work or fitting now eat you drowned in your mind. Don't you think of a guy?" Navier's question made me choke, I immediately drank. "Oh.really yes?" he asked again, "Yes there's a problem, have already eaten" navier heard my reply scowling and nagging because I was too closed.

Honestly, even though Navier is quite close to me, it's just that I haven't been able to open myself completely. Not infrequently also I avoid private conversations, fortunately navier is not a brave person. Although he nagged, but after that he tried to find other talking materials. At least in the office she's the only one who understands that I don't want to be forced to open up. In addition, he also always tried to get close to me even though I built a wall when communicating with him as if he patiently waited for me to be open about me.

Tring..tring.tring. I saw who was my chat and it was Kevin who was choking me.

"Rulina?"

"What's wrong?" bales chatku

"Well, do you want to go to college?" I was a little confused by Kevin's call. What better bales should I have? If I accept it, I'm afraid someone will see and misunderstand. After a long silence, I replied.

" I'm sorry Kev, I'm afraid there'll be ya see and misunderstand."

"Ok, it's okay"

I don't know why I feel a little sorry about refusing Kevin's invitation. Now I can only sigh "What's up ?" navier asked, I smiled and replied "it's okay". After that we continued our lunch, and also chatted on a light topic. Without feeling the lunch hour passed, and the more time passed with him I drowned with my thoughts and work. Until without feeling it was hours home, I immediately cleaned up and rushed to go to campus.

When leaving for college, somehow on the way in angkot my hunch is not good. My feeling was a bit agitated like something was on the campus. Did I forget something? I checked in my pocket, nothing is forgotten. The assignment? i've done. Am I late again? If you think this isn't my problem. I'm late for accounting because I hate accounting and office work so that's not the cause of my anxiety.

Arriving at the campus, it's okay "maybe it's just my hunch" even so, my hunch is still not good. Until when the matkul walk almost finished, I saw one of the student organizations asking to speak to the lecturer. " Alright because there is a PMM chairman election we end matkul today" said the lecturer after that he cleaned up his belongings. PMM is like OSIS if it is in school, even if it should be DPMU or BEMU, or others. I don't know why they prefer that name. Hearing that I just cursed in my heart, damn my gut feeling is not good.

Why am I cursing? First I don't like organizations like that, second I hate being asked to run for the PMM chairman election. The election of the chairman of the PMM is done once in two semesters or a year. How was the election of the chairman last year? Of course at that time I chose to run away, at that time when it was crowded in his election place. I went into one of those rooms on the first floor that was near the exit. Then I went up to the table by the window and went out the window. Fortunately, in front of the exit, no one else, I took advantage of the opportunity.

But for now I might use the same way. So I wait until they finish delivering their vision and mission and so on. When it was time to go down to the 1st floor, I held Vika's hand. I signaled to her to follow me, she nodded. Then slowly I went to the room next to my class, oh yes every room except the first floor there is a balcony. On this campus many trees are large and high up to pass the 5th floor.

Then I took Vika to the balcony, she was confused as to why I brought her here. "Let's run away" asked me, "why run away anyway the exit is also guarded" bales vika. " Yes run away, I don't like to be that choosy. Besides, there's a way.", "How?" ask vika confused. Then I glanced at the tree near this balcony, vika glared after knowing my intentions. "Don't say jump on a tree branch and come down. If yes you are crazy, I ogah ah mending we choose it" said Vika while pulling my hand to leave.

But I held back and let go of his hand, "you alone are the choosy, I'm ogah" my bales. Then I tightened my black backpack, then climbed onto the balcony quickly I jumped towards the branch. I heard a little screech that Vika was holding. I stood balancing on the branch of the tree, then turned to the vika. Vika shook her head to see what I was doing, "what's okay" I said quietly, "Cckk.yep hearty" said vika, "ok" my bales. I immediately descended from the tree, slowly from branch to branch.

Until I finally got to the bottom, "no one would have thought that I would go down through a tree" I was really very proud of myself. I immediately walked towards the exit gate, "Stop!" shit like him I got caught. Without looking back, I immediately ran away. And I heard the sound of people chasing me, I sped up my run. I also managed to pass through the campus exit gate. After I felt like I was running, I stopped my steps. "Hahh.hah, at least that guy didn't get here to chase me" I tried to regulate my breathing after running.

Then a hand held my shoulder and turned my body. "Finally caught "his breath that was wheezing because he ran after me. Damn I got caught by Brother Dave!! Brother Dave is one of the members of PMM, he is a publicist. Brother Dave is famous for his rumors of a land crocodile. Approaching the woman then when the woman was a baper, he left her. But that's not what I'm worried about, the problem is that dealing with people with problems I hear is very annoying. Like if someone makes a fuss on campus, then he will force the person to sing in the field at all costs.

And I looked at the senior, he leaned over and looked at me. Maybe now I'm safe, but I don't know what tomorrow night in college is. I hope he doesn't punish me excessively just because I didn't vote. Once I thought it was far enough and the senior couldn't possibly follow me, I got off the angkot and paid for it. Then I crossed, and waited for the C60. Angkot that I was riding was L03, fortunately in the path there is still a C60 passable.

" Am I going to the cork first?" the position of the roof is only 1 km different from my current position in the opposite direction of the vehicle here. So you could say the gabut ropang is located on the angkot line towards my home area through. After some consideration I also decided to go to ropang gabut. Not how long it might be about 15 minutes, I arrived at the cork chopper. I went to the second floor and there was someone there. I didn't want to sit at another table, but I stopped for a while because I realized something.

The man looked familiar to me, then I accidentally saw his laptop bag. A embroidery on that bag looks like I've seen it too. Then I remembered he was that man!! The tall man who was sitting behind me when I ate with wine yesterday. I approached her and saw her face. And it just so happens that he doesn't use his mask, maybe he's done eating. I was surprised her face was so similar to that of a running man. My heart rate was racing, and my face was starting to heat up.

There is a little secret that I never told anyone, be it vienna, vika, let alone kevin. And this is also the reason I kind of doubt whether it's true that I like kevin. Because about me not moving on from my first love it was a lie. Actually I already have feelings for others, it's just that I can't even achieve impossible. The person I only saw through the media or television shows, that person was none other than Yang Se Chan. The youngest running man, even though I'm actually old because of our 12-year age gap.

You might think that I'm shy or just a fan. At first I thought so, but I changed my mind when I was jealous of her being very close to another woman or interested in that woman. Like when he was with Naeun eonni or somin eonni. Moreover, there are those who make their rumors that the new monday couple, want it to feel like I flush mercury to the ones who make the rumors. Why would I like it? It is difficult to explain, it's just that he is family loving, smart/intelligent in something without people noticing, humorous, attentive and still some that I find difficult to explain.

"Sechan oppa" I said spontaneously, and he was surprised to see me already in front of him. The man immediately put on his mask again, "I'm not just similar". After hearing his words, I realized his difference. His posture is very different, he looks more athletic. As I said, her posture is like a mixture of lee kwang soo and kim jong kook, can you imagine? I hid my disappointment and tried to divert to another "Oh yeah you're right, speaking of you yesterday's man right? Who paid for the food and ordered ice cream for me?"

"Yes you're right, how are you doing now?" he asked, "good servant" I replied. " Well, you sit down" and I sit in front of her. We were silent for a few seconds, now the atmosphere is really awkward. " Oh yeah, you like to watch running man?" he asked, "yes I really like watching running man" I replied after that we were silent again. For some reason, even though he is not Sechan oppa but because his face is 100% like me like dealing with sechan oppa. This makes my heart beat faster.

"Sorry can I ask you?" ask the man, "What is it?" my many. " Are you not feeling well? Your face is very reddened" hearing his words I immediately turned on the phone and turned on the camera. And sure enough, my face was completely red. "God.." I immediately calmed myself down, it's really embarrassing it could be my face reddened or rather blushed. "No, I'm.I'm fine" I said nervously. I saw him smiling amusedly at my behavior, "Why are you nervous? " sanyanya. Seeing her smile my face warmed up.

"Ah..that's because you look so much like sechan oppa?" I accidentally said it, I closed my mouth. And I saw that he was very surprised, "you like him a lot" he asked again. I just nodded, wanting to get my head into the bag. "I thought you really liked the guy you were talking to your friend about" she said. "I'm also confused" I replied, now I think back to my forgotten dilemma. "Now I'm really confused about my own feelings" I explained.

The guy was silent for a while, then he looked at me which made me nervous. " Then I hope you can solve the puzzle of your feelings" I smiled at her, "Yes, thank you" I said. "Oh, what's your name?" I asked, "Hans" she replied. "Hans yes, if you know Hans. I'm rosella", "yes I know you're rosella" she explained. I was confused how did he know ? Kan Vina always calls me sidelines, "It's actually I have a friend named kevin. And he once showed you in a photo with a class." I was surprised to hear his explanation. Hans was Kevin's friend, and yesterday I was talking about kevin.

"Calm down, about your conversation yesterday I didn't say it to kevin" though he said it wasn't necessarily. He could have given you a clue or something. Whatever it is now I want to bury myself. "Then thank you" I said this with shame. " Hmm..do you want to order something?" he said he was trying to divert the conversation, and of course the diversion I accepted. "Yes I want a message, but for my interest I pay you no more. And also all your pesenan I pay ya, would you ever pay me." I said that because I do not want a debt.

" No, I'm the one who paid. You know a man's self-esteem" well I can't resist anymore. Like his like kevin, according to him the man's self-esteem can fall if the woman who pays for her food. "Well that's it" and then we pressed the bell to call the waiter. I decided to order lemon tea, even if Hans asked me to order food but I refused. Because I was afraid to go home because I ate late. He eventually relented, and we ordered a drink.

"Oh yeah do you want me to take you?" ask hans, I feel bad if he brings me home too"No need to hans, I'm afraid to take nicotine" I replied. " No nicotine really, after all this is 9 hours less. Later you can come home" hear it I can't refuse anymore."All right then", then a few moments of drinks came. We also talked lightly. When our drinks ran out, we decided to go home.

"Come in" he said, opening the door for me. I was surprised that the car in his drive was a Ferrari 812 !!! The car color is very elegant in my opinion. "Thank you" I got in the car. After that he closed the door, then to the driving section next to me. Hans turned his car around to get into the street. On the way we were silent. I was confused as to what I wanted to talk about. " Oh, what's your address?" tanyanya, I also mentioned my full address and he installed the map.

" Hans can I know what you're doing?" I asked, "i'm a writer" he replied, focusing on the road. If he was a writer, I should know him. Try to remember the author's name from the book I read. Then I remembered a book called The Memory of the villain by Hans Canovus Kang. "Wait don't tell me you're Hans Canovus Kang?" my question surprised her. "Where do you know ?" ask her back, "because you said writer. Then all I know is a writer named Hans" I replied.

"As if you like to read yes, so know my work" he said, "clearly know, where there are people who do not know your work. Moreover, entitled The memory of the villain, it is a top novel. Moreover, many do not know about your face" I also said my admiration about the novel. And along the way I was very fiery discussing his novel. And I told him how much I wanted to be a writer, and I've written 5 novels. "If so your novel book must be very interesting" I smiled bitterly at her.

"Actually my work has not been recorded, because one of them has been stolen. Ever since my work was stolen, I locked all the files on my laptop and decided to keep them until it was revealed who the author was." I obviously remember where there was a writer who did not reveal his identity, his work is very similar to my first work. "Do you need help?" he asked, "no thanks, I'll try to gather the evidence myself." I replied. And without feeling close to my house, I decided to come down here.

"Hans thank you for the ride" I said, "It's the same, oh yeah before that can I ask for your no?" ask hans. "Of course I can" hans borrowed my phone, and he added his no then misscall to his phone. "If you need help, call my number" she said, "Yes, thank you" and then I got out of the car and waved. Good thing I came home at the same time as I used to come home from college, so no one was nagging. I ate immediately, and then took a shower.

After taking a bath and drying my hair, I fell in my mattress and saw my phone. No chat from kevin yet, maybe he's busy. Kevin also joined PMM. It's just that he's just an election committee. Maybe he's still on campus, taking care of the election letter. Then there was a chat from Hans

"Good night"

" Yes goodnight"my twelve in the chat

Somehow for someone just met, he was so sweet to say good night. "Hans..Kevin.it can be that kind of friend." The kind I mean they're both people are. But do I deserve to be friends with them? Especially my appearance like this, as if in a fantasy I could be friends with them.