Beautiful (The Queen Of Power)

Beautiful (Chapter III)

I'm still pensive about Mr. David's death. I still remember her gaze when I talked about my paper earlier. My head was really dizzy thinking about this. "Sella are you okay ?" ask Vika worriedly. " Then what do you think about how I look ?" he scratched his head in confusion not knowing what to respond to. "Btw you didn't come home?" before I went to David, he went home first. "Ah that..Kevin phone. He said you were in shock over Mr. David's death, and he said you were blank."

Before Vika came, Kevin accompanied me, he did invite me to talk to calm me down. My mind is really messed up, all feeling like it's stirring. So I decided not to respond and let myself calm down. " Sella I'll take you home, okay? Because your condition is in shock like this, the danger of taking public transportation." "Alright" I replied weakly. During the trip we were silent. The shadow of David talking is still imagined by me.

"Vika, if you were me. The person who just spoke advised you, 5 minutes after you spoke to him he died. How you feeling?" my many. "Yes of course I'm in shock as well, let alone he's a good lecturer. I must be really sad." He paused for a while and continued on"If it were a good person we might not lose. But if the person is very kind and attentive almost like the parents themselves, we will lose a lot. So not only you lose, but the others do." What Vika said was true, sir david he was really sincere in teaching. May he be calm in nature.

When I got home I ate, then took a shower. After bathing and dressing for sure, I saw myself in the mirror. My acne is starting to blush, probably from stress. "Haahh. when compared to kirana I am nothing" instantly my mind was empty. Then I realized what I was thinking, "Aiissh... Why did I suddenly want to banding myself with kirana? Aargghh.. Like her I'm really crazy!!" I threw myself in the bed and closed my eyes.

Suddenly I heard the summer rain song, it was my ringing. And I saw Kevin calling me. I didn't pick it up, I just let it go. When he called twice, I decided to pick him up. "Hello sella" I was silent to hear his voice. "Hello, what's the matter?", "how are you doing now?" his voice sounded worried. In my heart, I wondered if he was really worried about me? "I don't know" he heard her breathing.

Then we were silent for a moment, "aahh..Kya eumm" I was so surprised he suddenly let out an aegyo sound. "Hahahaha, what the fuck are you" I couldn't help but laugh. " Is the barn better?"with aegyo's voice. My laughter was breaking, "Gosh, it's ticklish" I'm 100% sure he must be really embarrassed after doing that. "Thank you", "It's the same, I hope you didn't think too much about it" he said, calming me down.

"Yes" I replied briefly, after we had a casual chat as usual. The variety we discussed, until it did not feel we had called 2 hours. "Kev, yes, it was 11 o'clock. Later if ortu's willpower is still calling you, can get my scolding." "Yaudah, good night yaa.", good night too" somehow after talking to him my feelings were much calmer. I am so lucky to have a friend like him. Tring..tring.there was a notification from the wa campus group, and it was his death notice sir david.

And the cause of his death was complications of diabetes mellitus. It's what I heard that David has diabetes, but I don't know if he has complications. Unfortunately, mr David, is it because he is busy so he does not have time to take care of his health? May he be quiet in nature, and his kindness will not be forgotten even though it is no longer in this world. I see more notifications from the group, maybe they discuss mr. david.

Tomorrow is Sunday, in the group still busy discussing mr. david. Many students/i who will come to worship, except me. It's not because of the males, it's just that I'm afraid to see people die. Imagining it makes me sweat cold, for some reason since I was a kid I was like a gini. Although honestly I feel bad for not treating. It's just that my bad taste isn't as great as my fear. "Sorry sir I can't mourn" after that I can only sigh.

Tring..tring.I saw my phone, and there was a chat from my SMK group first. "Reunites? Today?" one of my SMK friends invited reunion. And it looks like a lot is coming. "Haaahh. Like I don't have to come just maybe." I see myself in the mirror, do I have to come? I'm honestly a little scared, if they're gonna be like the others. But on the other hand I want to meet my close SMK friend as well, because I have not met him for a long time. Actually I think maybe better friends than college friends.

Because they didn't offend me. Although I know I haven't seen them in a long time, I'm sure they haven't changed. Actually there's still the fear that if they turn out "no rosella, no negative thinking" I tried to convince myself and decided to join the reunion. I picked up my shirt and my jeans, then took a shower and got dressed. I tied my hair as usual. "Haahh, why am I still dull" if I'm honest I'm a little upset with my appearance.

After 3 hours and 45 minutes and 25 seconds, I reached the cafe where the reunion was. And from the cafe window I could see they were all gathering. And I was really nervous seeing their trendy looks. After getting ready, I went to the cafe. "Hey..Rosella, finally come too" the Viennese welcomed me, he was my best friend at SMK. Then he shifted, to give me a seat. " Rosella how are you doing now?" tanya Nila, she's pretty close to me. Nila is very friendly and friends with anyone, which is why she is so popular.

In addition, she is also quite beautiful even though her skin is brown. "It's pretty good" I answered briefly. "Rosella you know Raina's a model?" ask doni. "Yes you know, if not one of the agencies with Kirana right?" I asked, I know Raina is very pretty. Even he became an idol at SMK school, whether this is a coincidence or not he is one agency with the campus idol. Raina was surprised to hear that" You know kirana?" askalanya. I nodded, saying, "How do you know? He just got into the agency" he asked me back.

Duuhh.I forgot that Kirana just entered the agency. The news of Kirana entering the Starlight agency as a model has been widespread on campus 3 days ago. Of course it is different from raina who has debuted for 4 months, and became a model of several products. Kirana who had just entered must not have been famous. "Ah, that's Kirana one campus with me. And the news that he entered the Starlight agency has been spread in the campus" I replied. "Then what is Kirana like?" lisa asked with a very curious face.

" She is very beautiful, and popular in the campus" I replied explaining. " This is her guy "raina showing a photo of him with kirana. My friends are amazed by Kirana's beauty. "I think he will be famous when he debuts" said Dita. The others nodded in agreement, "Yes, even I was surprised to see her beauty when introduced." raina explained. And the conversation was full of Kirana. I don't know why my hunch is bad, as this conversation continues.

While they were talking, I decided to call the waiter to order a drink. Others also ordered drinks and some ordered food. Even when the order had been delivered by the waiter, their conversation was still around raina and kirana. And some are comparing raina and kirana, which makes raina start to get annoyed at being compared. Vienna and I just quietly enjoyed the drink we ordered. All I ordered was strawberry juice, I thought it was pretty good too.

"Oh yes Ros, if you see you are more beautiful than kirana" I choked on hearing Leto's speech. A moment of silent talk was instantaneous, and they became attentive to me. I feel very uncomfortable with this." It's true, if you see you are more beautiful than kirana if you take care of the appearance" said raina along with adding right while watching me. "What the hell are you ! how am I suddenly linked?"I answered a little annoyed. I'm afraid silence is directly linked, making my mood very bad.

"That's right, you're beautiful too. Try your treatments, and take care of your appearance. Surely you are more beautiful than kirana." said dita added right. Others confirmed, and they except Vienna (Because only he knew how stressful I was when it came to this) began to lecture me to take care of my face and body, and so on. Maybe it's because it's very uncomfortable and I also want to pee, so I'm sorry to go to the toilet .

"Haaahh.relieved" yes at least in the toilet I got peace. Maybe I was punished instead of slaying, even playing a reunion. But thinking about it is not a sin. Tau ah, today damn can there be a topic like gini. If you know gini I shouldn't call kirana. When I was done with the nature call, I washed my hands immediately. Maybe because of most thoughts, I'm getting faster at hand washing. Until I realized my hands were starting to sting. "Aiisshh.." I finished washing my hands and rushed back.

"Your wife nasehatin to your friend to keep the appearance" said Nila. Actually the distance of the wall to the toilet with a seat very close. Before I went to their place, behind the wall I could hear what they were saying. I decided to shut up and listen to what they said again."You guys fuck! It's up to him, don't talk about it" bales vienna. He knows my situation the best, you the best.

"We're gini because it's also for rosella's sake" the silent vienna heard. Because he does not know what to say especially, because if he continues to talk he might be upset about his distress me. It's not a big deal if he's upset, it's just that I'm asking him not to talk about what's stressful because I know they probably won't sympathize with me, they will continue to advise me until I follow their wishes.

" Everything I say go home first yes, I was told to call home the same ortu" after saying that I put money for my pesenan, then took my bag that I put in vienna. Then get out of the cafe, "Ros?" vienna caught up with me. I immediately hugged him, "thank you Viennese" he sighed "They are really outrageous" he said in annoyance. "Have we forgotten it, than we are more and more. And maybe I'm being punished because I'm not craving even reunion" I said with a grin.

"There are none of you, no sin" said Vienna. "Oh yeah you go straight home?" ask vienna. "No way, if again not in the mood gini want to ropang gabut anyway" yes indeed I was just mesen drinking and also I was hungry again. "That's one that you've been there quite often?" ask vienna. "Yes" I replied, "If that's why I'm on the sidelines, so curious" he happened to be carrying a motorcycle so we went straight there.

During the trip we talked about when we were SMK. We talked about a lot from the beginning. And about our silly behavior. Especially when second grade, that time when the lesson was empty. We played truth or dare, and the one who got hit was vienna. He chose dare, the challenge was to sing and dance in front of the class. " But you remember singing and singing Miss a title song only you" I said amusedly remembering that.

"Indeed the recipe that made the dare" he replied with annoyance. The one who makes the dare for her is me, so she sprains when I discuss her. Without feeling we have arrived at the rooftop gabut. "Eehh.sorry" I almost collided with the guy who was about to get into the rooftop join. A man with a face wearing a hat and a black mask. He was carrying a laptop bag, I almost bumped into him while I was walking while chatting. "It's okay" he answered.

Then he came in, "you heart dong sela" said the vienna I just grinned. I saw the guy go to the second floor, I wish he hadn't been to my favorite table. Because at the table there is an outlet, plus the middle position is the right position to see the scenery. Indeed this is on the side of the road, and there is no natural scenery/park. It's just that if the afternoon before night, either because of the position of the ropang sunset view is very beautiful as well as the feel of the night road.

That's why the table that my favorite said it was so fitting, and also it became the inceran table of the people as well. Ok so I explained with that person. Fortunately, on the second floor, he picked the table behind my favorite table. He turned his back on us, and he started taking out his laptop. And I immediately pulled the Viennese to sit at that table. I sat in a chair near the person (So back to back) and my friend sat in front of me. "Tara.this is my favorite table here" she shook her head at my behavior.

"You've got nothing" I just grinned in response to her. "What do you want to order?" I stared at the menu paper. " What are you yourself ?" ask vienna back. "If I usually eat fried jumbo noodles with half-cooked eggs and lemon tea" I replied. " Are you out?" asked the astonished vienna, I nodded in agreement. "In addition, if one is a little, can be a regular portion of instant noodles. So not as much as you think." vienna nodded in understanding my explanation." If that's the same, I'm the only one I'm buah".

After that we pressed the bell to call the waiter to order our order. And coincidentally, the man sitting behind me also ordered food. I don't know why I'm so curious about the man behind me. Honest from his stature is similar to members of the running man (a Korean variety show). Try to remember again about the man's appearance (because I couldn't get up from my seat and into his place to look). Maybe like a mix of Kim jong kook with lee kwang soo?

But it doesn't look like 50 percent, even though his face is covered with a hat and a mask I feel he looks a bit like a se chan. Probably not, and I focused my mind. His height is probably almost 190 and his body is quite muscular, which is why I say he mixes kjk and lks. And his face, I was really curious. "Gosh my god, what am I thinking" I shook my head to throw away the unnecessary cocoanuts. I wonder about the man behind me.

"What do you think?" asked Vienna with a very curious face. I completely forgot there was a vienna in front of me, I just shrugged my shoulders. "What is that guy?" guess vienna, don't tell that guy he meant the guy behind me. It's embarrassing to hear it. "Who is that?"I'm a little nervous. He approached me then in a slightly whispered tone, "Kevin.." I heaved a sigh of relief turned out kevin in question.

"Oh so it's not him?" asked Vienna after seeing my response. "That's it, hmm.I'm again thinking of the first person I used to like" I replied. "Yeah.. haven't moved on you yet? crazy durable from smp." I just sighed, why also I suddenly discussed that person. " Have nothing to say." I said. By the time Viennese wants to discuss it further, our order has arrived. And we immediately ate, "so does" Vina said as she ate. " Yes that's good, it's also instant noodles" my bales.

"Oh yes sela, you come here often with Kevin?" vienna's question made me choke a little. "If I myself yes quite often, but if the same kevin not too often anyway. Most.." I tried to count how many times I've been here with Kevin." Maybe 5 times" I replied. "Why did you ask that, anyway?" my many. " Yeah. You are very difficult to be close to a guy" he replied" Just close to chat. Time here, twice group time. Once accidentally he wants to eat with the others, I'm here with Vika. Twice in person, usually when we're done with a task" I explained.

"Personal conversation while on campus ? Or where are you going?" i'm shaking. "You guys are weird, huh?" ask Vina, "well, I'm a close friend anyway I don't dare. Just chat" I replied. "Sela, you try to move on the cake. Open your heart to others. If you think you will continue to be sick. But you're sure you don't have anything?" I was silent for a moment and then breathed. "Wina, me and Kevin are just close friends in a chat. Anyway, Kevin might be interested in me. Look at me vienna, is it possible that she's interested in me? While there are many beautiful women there like Kirana."

"In addition to me, kevin spends more time with kirana where there he can be interested in me." I explained further. Suddenly Vina flicked her finger at me. " Sela, I'm sorry I don't know. But it looks like you're starting to have feelings for him." I shook my head. "I said no." I replied a little annoyed. " If not, how do you know if he spends time with kirana? And also earlier you were inferior to your appearance, also you mentioned the name kirana twice I felt a little bit of jealousy."

Actually I want to refute again, it's just like being held back by something. And it kept me quiet for a while. " Yes, it's all in the campus know how they often together" I replied. "Keep you why is there any word compared to me? Doesn't that mean you unconsciously compare time with her with kirana? " vienna questions make me checkmate. I don't know what else to say. Did I really keep the feeling with Kevin?

"So like her we continue to eat yes" said Vina as if she understood my feelings of indecision. Then we continued eating, and when the food was almost gone. Suddenly the waiter approached us with a plate of toast with an ice cream top. We were quite confused because we didn't order it. "We didn't order this" I told the waiter. "It was ordered by a man, and he paid for your order too." I was quite surprised. A guy? Is that Kevin? But I didn't tell him I was here.

Then the waiter handed him the paper and said it came from the man.

Sorry I seemed to hear your talk. I shouldn't have eavesdropped on your conversation. So I ordered this food, so you can be more excited. Oh yes in addition I also paid for your order as well, as an apology for the eavesdropping impoliteness and almost bumping into you.

from the man sitting behind you, spirit :)

I immediately looked back, and it was true that the person did not exist. "Gosh.it's really embarrassing" I said as I slightly banged my head on the shirt. Vienna snatched the paper I put on the table." Aahh.so is so sweet this guy" said Vina in awe. Want to be so sweet or what the point is I'm so embarrassed. Like the next time when talking must be controlled tone to be loud. But the man was very kind and considerate. Who's the guy? No, that's not the question, can I see that guy again?