Beautiful, How is Minder?

complicated

"My house how are you, Yop?" tanya Aish broke the silence in the car after school.

"All right, I slept at home last night" Yopi said.

"Gue misses my house, Yop. Feels have not been home for years, it's like his son bang Toyib nih me" muttered Aish, but heard in the ear Yopi.

Yopi turned towards Aish as the red light, "you are still sick. It's only natural that Richard would forbid you to live alone. This morning you were still helped to get ready. If you're cured, Richard ngijinin you'll go home".

Aish was silent, it was true that he was still sick. But awkward also long in the home of others.

"But I don't feel good about continuing to take Richard's notes. My debt is the same as that of Mount Jabal Uhud. O Allah, how do I try to repay his kindness, son. Although sometimes nyebelin, but indeed he was very good yes, Yop" said Aish while rubbing his face with both palms.

"Yes, as long as you know too, yes. My school was also the Richard who paid for it. He refused me to drop out of school. More who's trying to pay off. So, you at Richard's house first yes" said Yopi persuaded.

"But I want to go home, Yop. I'm not good with Richard's parents either" Aish whined still wanted to go home.

"Lo tuh, soft-soft stubborn huh. Ngeyel really became a person" said Yopi who got a sharp glance from Aish.

Aish has refused to respond. If Yopi had said Richard's mouth, it would have been bad to talk.

The two fell silent, until the car turned into Richard's yard. Still a silence was created between Yopi and Aish.

Along with the car that stopped, Richard also came right after Yopi turned off the car engine.

"Lo's boyfriend has also arrived, Sya. Surely because you are here, he came home on time" commented Yopi who had released his seat belt.

Aish was silent, after opening the seatbelt, Richard also opened his car door. The guy smiled, but Aish pouted.

"Why again?" richard asked while helping Aish get out of the car, but when he looked at Yopi to find out, Yopi just sniffed his shoulders.

"Gue wants to go home, Richard. Can ya?" whining Aish. She suddenly misses the atmosphere of her home.

"Cannot. Why did you suddenly go home?" ask Richard.

"Yes, it's okay. Kangen doang house" replied Aish.

"Later if you're cured, I anterin you go home. I'm worried that you're alone" said Richard, who pushed Aish's wheelchair into his mansion.

Again, Richard carried Aish to the end of the stairs. And Yopi is also always alert to help his best friend. Also Widya who immediately followed when she saw Aish coming.

"Thank you" Aish said after Richard placed him in his chair again.

"Gue go to the room first yes, I'll see you again" said Richard who then left Aish who was still pouting.

Two hours passed, Aish was busy with her duties when Richard knocked on her bedroom door.

"Ra, can you come in?" ask Richard from behind the door.

"Just enter, not locked really" said Aish with a still look on his laptop screen.

"What the hell is that?" asked Richard with a glance.

"In terms of chemistry, there are some unfinished ones. It's a little difficult" replied Aish.

"Lo needs fresh air like, how about just do the job on the balcony?" ask Richard.

"Ehm, you can" said Aish who then tidied up her laptop, and arranged the books and stationery on her lap.

Richard pushed the wheelchair onto the balcony, Aish had no idea if there was a door next to the big window across from her bed. He thought there was only a window.

The afternoon breeze greeted Aish's face as the door opened. Beautiful views of the pool and gazebo look neat.

Richard sat down next to Aish who turned on the laptop and opened the book. And start thinking hard to solve the unanswered problem.

"How much less about?" ask Richard who's been looking at Aish's assignment.

"That's just three short questions, but it's really hard. From yesterday I tried to work but could not" said Aish.

"Here let me see" said Richard who immediately got a glance from Aish.

"Why? Do you know my abilities?" richard asked with one eyebrow raised, feeling displeased with Aish's ridiculing gaze.

"His coffee's back?" ask Aish who strayed away from their topic.

"What happened to Yopi? Back from here, I told you to go to the same cafe Reno" said Richard.

"Oh, yaudah" said Aish.

"Here, where's the unfinished thing?" ask Richard.

"You sure you can? IPS, where there are chemistry lessons" said Aish, but still he showed unfinished problems. He'll make fun of Richard if he can't do it.

Richard read the matter seriously, then started doodling in Aish's book. And it didn't take long, he showed Aish his work with a mocking smile at Aish.

"I'm not sure" Aish said softly.

"If my answer is correct, you have to fulfill my request" said Richard who again got a sharp glance from Aish.

"If it's true, but if your answer is wrong, you must fulfill my request" said Aish.

"OK" said Richard calmly, confidently confident of his answer.

"Eh... Aye, right. How can you anyway? Though I was a bit difficult loh" said Aish squinted his eyes to be able to dig honesty from Richard.

"Gue is really smart, I'm just being proud" Richard said, bragging in a way that humbled him.

"No way, it's hard. There are no chemistry classes, so where can you do this?" aish asked with a full look at Richard, he was too curious.

"Gue's really smart, Ra. I'm just hiding my intelligence" Richard said.

"Why? If you can, you should be on the clear IPA, Richard. It's a pity that your brain is stolen" said Aish.

"Look, my brain has never been idle. If I show my intelligence, your scholarship will not last long. I feel sorry for you" Richard said mockingly.

Aish flicked her lips, still disbelieving Richard's words.

"I'm honest, Richard. How did you get to do something this complicated?" Aish pinched Richard's arm, forcing him to answer.

"Ouch, sick. I'm telling you, don't bother, Ra. It hurts so bad" Richard rubbed Aish's used pinch arm.

"So, how can you do something this complex how?" tanya Aish snoots.

"I used to help Emily with her chores. He's also in IPA class" Richard replied honestly.

"No, I don't like to learn. Yes help him doang, he is not so smart" said Richard who began working on other problems.

"Where do you learn that I can know?" aish asked.

"More often it's Emily's house, I've never made the girl go home, Ra. Besides lo" Richard said with a focus still on his stationery.

Whether it should be happy or ordinary, but Richard said that with a flat expression.

"Ehm, you're going to Emily's house a lot?" ask Aish.

"Often, Emily's ort is busy. So it must have been quiet at home, so I often help her do her job at home" said Richard.

"Certainly? what do you do if you don't have a job?" a little dislike of the conversation, but still Aish asked.

"That's okay, Ra. What do you think?" asked Richard with raised eyebrows next door, a strange question according to Richard.

"Yes, did you guys do the adult scene like when I accidentally saw the pair of doang when you were hospitalized at that time" said Aish Lirih, with his head lowered.

Richard turned to Aish, did he have to answer Aish's question? It's just part of his past.

Worrying about it, answered wrong, not answered wrong.

"Must be honest?" said Richard.

Aish looked at Richard's eyes while nodding doubtfully.

"Yes, sometimes anyway, Ra. If the atmosphere supports it" replied Richard honestly.

Aish sighed, suddenly feeling unwell. He looked down with a sad look.

"So, it feels like this huh. It's worth Richard getting angry when I found out I gave Mike an artificial breath. It was like, annoyed at having to remove the scrawl of a ballpoint pen with a rubber eraser. It is impossible to lose its nodes, even though the paper is torn" Aish's inner self argued.

"Why silence?" asked the strange Richard because Aish was suddenly silent.

"I'm so sorry to ask it is the same lo" said Aish.

"That's just my past, Ra. Everyone has a past that cannot be changed" said Richard who realized there was disappointment from the look on Aish's face.

"Gue can't take away all the memories that have happened in my past. But I can guarantee that my feelings to you are different, I really love you the same" said Richard.

"Ehm.yeah, I believe you are the same. That, um... has it not been done yet?" ask Aish nervously.

Every time Richard expressed his feelings, Aish felt his heart could not work normally. So, it's better to switch the conversation as soon as possible.

"A little more, you don't bother me keep dong. Lo deliberately let me not be able to answer" said Richard who has now focused again on Aish's task.

"We work together, let's finish quickly" said Aish.

They work together to complete a chemical task that Aish has to collect tomorrow.

Aish finds out that Richard is really smart because it turns out he can also learn the dizzying lesson.

Aish's task has been completed perfectly, just copy in the task book and tomorrow can be collected. Not to forget he also sent an email to Yopi.

"Why do you give the same answer Yopi?" ask Richard.

"Nothing, symbiotic mutualism. He's been willing to ask me to do it without protest, so there's no harm in my opinion to reduce the burden of his life" weightless answer, but Richard can't ban it.

Finished, Aish stretched her muscles. It feels good to have completed the task.

"Richard, um... Thanks, you have helped me a lot over the years. Even from the beginning since we just knew first, you've been willing to help me. I don't know how to repay your kindness to me" said Aish, he couldn't stand all the good Richard had given him.

Hearing Aish's words that seemed to melow, made Richard frown in wonder.

"Tumben lo talk seriously? I feel bad" Richard said.

"Yes, how is it. I'm just surprised, of the many girls that I'm sure want the same lo, why do you want the same me?" starting the side of Aish's insecurities sticking out.

"Gue wasn't special, in any way" Aish felt like he was nothing more than a burden to Richard.

Starting to get serious, Richard had to stop his activities for a while. Her boyfriend is in acute minder.

"Lo beat me up, Ra. I have no reason to fall in love with you. When I feel there is something in you that makes me interested, it means my feelings to you are not sincere. You mean me?" richard asked, but Aish just shook her head.

His knowledge of the heart and feeling was indeed only as big as a mustard seed.

"So gini, if I'm interested in you because of your beauty. Means my affection will decrease when your beauty is also reduced, for example we age with age".

"If I'm attracted to you because of your cleverness, it means that my love for you is also reduced when I find a little stupidity in you".

"And for example, I am interested because of your religion, my feelings of affection will also disappear when I know that you are not the sealim that I think".

"But what I'm afraid of, I don't find any reason that makes me have to love you. What I feel, my affection for you still remains, and it is increasing. Even though I found one mistake in you".

"Gue doesn't seek perfection from you, Ra. What I hope is that you will stay by my side, whatever the circumstances" Richard said long and wide, somehow explaining to Aishyah about his sincerity.

Wonder why Aish is unsure of their relationship.

"Gue is afraid that you will stay when I am too dependent on you, Richard" Aish said with his head lowered.

"Gue promised never to stay, Ra. I hope you do the same" said Richard, who couldn't bear to hold Aish's hand.

"Gue can't promise you anything. I can only pray with God, may my God have a plan that is best for us".

"Because in our relationship, someday, there will definitely be one of us who has to sacrifice".

"And if the time has come, I don't know Richard, how else to prepare my heart so that I can once again hope to be a strong man with a sense of loss" Aish said with teary eyes.

Whatever the obstacles, this is indeed the toughest obstacle in their relationship.

The indisputable issue of belief. Can't be underestimated.

Both of them were silent, the helplessness that Aish was feeling because of his physical condition, had made some of his heart doubtful.

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