Be friendly with love
CHAPTER 11
Crying incessantly with a recall of what Xena had done three years ago.
Pressing the chest that is so tight as to hope to reduce congestion, but does not work.
Sixty minutes passed, there was no sign of her tears stopping. Before knowing love, Xena was so quiet but because of love she even forgot who she was.
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Three years ago...
"And I love you." said Xena softly.
Back in front of Dean after the canteen incident two months ago.
Xena pleads with Dean to meet one last time before the breakup happens.
"Everything I've done over the past 2 years does make you uncomfortable.I just want to get the slightest attention from you." Dean just stared at him in a silence that was hard to decipher.
"Sorry" said Xena softly without seeing Dean. Crying and regret is the most complete sadness for him. Even Xena knows that Dean can't be friends with love.
Either courage mana so Xena thinks that she is able to make Dean friendly with her love. However, until these two years there was also no result of his thinking.
"Today is the last day I see you. Sorry for everything I did. And actually, I also already know that you can't be friends with love." Xena was silent for a moment thinking about what else she should convey by not incurring Dean's anger.
"I was thinking that I'm a woman who can make you friends with love. But in this case I'm wrong and too selfish..." Connect Xena with a witty. Repeatedly saying sorry he uttered in each sentence hoping to reduce Dean's irritation towards her even hoping to forgive her.
Silence occurred in the UKS room, Dean just stared at him without speaking. His gaze was straight where Xena was standing, I don't know what Dean was thinking right now.
Until ten minutes passed, Dean remained silent making Xena confused about what to do. Bravely looking at Dean but suddenly Xena became nervous after that eye meeting.
Xena did not understand what that gaze meant.
"One more time I'm sorry, An" Xena said softly and regretfully. "I'm sorry." continued Xena passed from the room.
Dean was still silent with no words and no movement at all. His mood for two months was so quiet without any parasitic figure.
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"Am I that bad you used to do this?." Mumbled Xena as he pleased.
Though three years ago he had already finished it with an apology, was that not enough for Dean?
If it's not enough why didn't Dean act during the last meeting in the UKS room?.
A long time ago, the crying did not subside.
"What should I do?" he murmured again with tears.
Xena was indeed very crybaby and there was little problem with her heart so easily expressed her.
Long crying makes Xena tired and do not know since when the eyes were closed. Falling asleep under a tree with a bright light.
***
"Damn..hah" Dean said frustratedly. "What am I doing?!" pull her hair back while pulling her hair back.
Dean didn't understand what was going on with him. He was annoyed with himself as well as Xena.
Remembering three years ago with ease Xena left just like that.
Two months before that breakup Xena never again bothered her even Xena tried not to be seen in front of Dean.
Until Dean's mood becomes quiet without his bully figure. Even during their last meeting Dean could only look at Xena without speaking, enjoying Xena's different figure as usual. Neutralize longing for the last two months that can only be counted how many times passed without greeting.
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"Ahh, Xena you can drive me crazy!!" dean's growling frustrated.
Realizing that he was driving her away, Dean hurriedly took the car keys and chased after Xena.
Fortunately his Dean did not lose track, he saw Xena's path without direction. Up to thirty minutes walk Xena stopped at the edge of the lake which is quite quiet.
Noticing Xena arriving at the lake even Dean's heart was sliced back to see her back shaking in tears.
Not wanting to pass from the place where Xena was, Dean faithfully waited for Xena to get out of her place.
For almost two hours Xena did not leave.
