
Almost midnight when Rania awake.Entah how many hours he slept in the bathroom after standing continuously under the shower.His body was shivering and his fingers were whitened.Slowly he got up and grabbed a towel, and,walking outside.No one was there.With a vibrating hand he pressed the switch and turned on the light.
Shortly after changing her clothes she walked out, looking for the whereabouts of her husband.Tiba in the workspace God she stopped.The room was brightly signaled her husband was still there.Pelan, the,opening the door until the tail of his eyes saw the God who sat facing the window while smoking his cigarette in.Considering God is not a smoker.Why today he smokes?
"mas.." he called, God turned to look at him sharply.
"Kneak the new entrance!" kentus.Rania fixated.During this he never knocked if he wanted to enter anywhere in the house.There is a wound in the corner of his heart.The goddess has turned into not caring for him.
"sorry" he said later, hiding the tears that almost fell from his eyelids.
"for what to come here." asked God throw his gaze in the other direction.Rania bit his lower lip.Never such a fierce God on him.His eyes warmed up again.
"A.I.I'm just..."
"go back to your room and sleep." God's silent jolt made Rania retreat and closed the door.Once again her cries broke.Running her into her room.She was already dirty, what could God expect from her?the man was even very firm in holding the Sharia.But did the man know?he had also fought back and defended himself.Where were his words that once spewed from his lips that he would trust his wife forever?why didn't he ask her how it really happened to him?why is he silent?Rania continued to drown in tears until morning came.
Fajr after the prayer, he came down with a shunt step into the kitchen.Breathing with a Sum bik who lowered his face when their gaze met.Rania smiled wryly.Helper alone disgustedly looked at him, he said,moreover, her husband.Slowly open the refrigerator and look for chunks of ice to relieve her eyelids are swollen due to too much crying.Rampis half an hour there, Rania stopped her compresses because she felt better.
"Mrs need something?" asked a formal sum bik.Padahat usually he never called her so.Rania shook her head and climbed back into her room.
Water gemricik heard in the bathroom, definitely her husband who was there.She opened the closet and prepared clothes for him.Only the clothes of the house because God just left for the office at 8.He also tidied up the sheets and swept the floor as the Gods came out of the bathroom.
"Mas, I've prepared your clothes."
"hmmmm" God did not say, passing the clothes that had been folded neatly on the bed.The man went to the closet and instead took another outfit, he said,ignoring Rania's choice then walked out without looking at his wife.Hati Rania froze.She went back down to the kitchen to make her husband's coffee like a normal day, but when she got downstairs, Sum had brought her coffee.Rania squeezed her hand.
"what's breakfast this morning?" again the question was answered with silence.Dewa had considered it no.Rania was still stuck with various thoughts in her head to not realize the God had stood up and stepped out of the house.
"Mas, where are you going?" buru Rania when his consciousness was gathered perfectly.He blocked the hand of God to stop his steps.But again only disappointed that he got because the God brushed his hands rough.The man even patted the former cheque Rania as if he had just hit something that's repulsive.
"Stop pretending to care for me.You used to trap me in a fake marriage,and now you tricked me with your innocent face and makeup.You put on a hijab in your head but lifted your clothes so that others are free to enjoy your body.I'm ashamed to have a hypocritical wife like you." cold hardened God.
"mas.ini misunderstood.It is not me who was photographed this." shouted Rania blocking the path of God by stretching out both hands.
"Do I have to believe in a female fox like Rania?" The god brushed off the hand and left Rania who was silent in tears.She had no one in this house.Suami who became the reason for being in this house already did not want to see her again.His feet moved slowly back to the room and grabbed he changed his clothes and ordered an online motorcycle taxi that will come in a while longer.Berada here too long will even add to the wounds lodged in his shoulder.
"Where is the lady going?" asked the security guard from inside the post.Rania turned a moment and threw away his gaze.Everyone in this house became strange and formal to him.But he had hardened his heart.
"I want to go to the campus sir." he replied short and then hurriedly climbed on the motorbike ojol he ordered.The crying broke again until the motorcycle taxi driver did not dare to ask him anything.He just wanted to go home and hug his mother,shed his wound.
The large two-story house was his goal.Rania pressed the bell.Still too early to visit.But he was not a guest, he was the child who returned to his parents' house.
Rania squandered into the arms of her papa when she knew Ardinata who opened the door.She cried sobbing that the papa was made shocked and shouted to her mother who half ran up to them.Rania hugged both of them while continuing to shed tears calm her down and try to make Rania tell her everything.
Arguably, Rania tells everything from beginning to end.Mama and her father still embrace her, give strength to their daughter to stay strong.Which parents would have the heart to see her daughter in a state as crazy as Rania?
Ardinata took a deep breath.With the eyes of Rania Lekat.Ada who was slashed in her heart when her daughter-in-law who is also her best friend, the person she believes is guarding Rania even hurt her daughter.
"Already Ran, all that is destiny that we can not avoid.Sabar son, stay here.Mama and papa will take care of you." yanti who saw her daughter was afraid to take her to the room and told her to rest.She went back to meet Ardianata who was still haunted in the guest room.
"Did you think of anything?" tanyanya while teaching her suami.Hati is also upset.
"we both already know enough of God ma.Do you believe if I say this is the karma that Rania must accept for trapping the God?we can't blame him completely."
"we also have no right to interfere in their household affairs unless the Gods have returned Rania to us." murmured Yanti slowly.Ardinata nodded.
"Whatever their decision, we must encourage Rania, make her rise and give her affection pa.Rania too young to live all this." sighed Yanti.His maternal soul rose.
"We're also the same age as Rania when it comes to walking between storms ma."
"but this is another pa.We fight together for love, but Rania..." Ardinata was silent.Yang said his wife was right.Rania struggled alone because from the beginning his love had clapped one hand.