Ballad of Soul Part Love

Longing

Rania turned her body facing the wall when a warm hand touched her forehead.Slowly she opened her eyes.

"papa" he said with a hoarse voice typical of people waking up.Ardin just nodded.

"are you better, Ran?" asked Ardi.Today his papa back to pamper him.It has become a habit for Ardinata to go home early and leave during the day when his daughter's son was sick.Now he was reluctant to go to the office.She was not calm to work, like he was not calm,though Rania has grown up and even married.But in her mind, Rania remains a little girl who must be guarded.

"It's not so hot, papa."

"eat already?"

"it." This morning after the dawn prayer,Yanti forced Rania to eat and drink her medicine because from last night Rania's stomach was empty.Ardi stroked Rania's head lovingly.Yanti followed her husband into Rania's room brought water to her daughter.The glass pot she put on the table small near the bed so that Rania more easily reach him, then sit on the edge of the bed.Rasiranya Rania should be much grateful for having parents who love him as much as they.

"You should not go to the campus first Ran, nor need to go to the store.Let mama who checks there every afternoon.Both you focus on rest to heal quickly." ordered his mother.

"But ma.I'm better." argued Rania, he could not continue to be confined at home.

"remain unable to get out Ran.You do not remember ever relapse and enter the hospital?" Yanti who was upset at her daughter put on a sour face.Honestly she loved Rania very much, but sometimes also annoyed at her daughter who was headstrong.Seeing Rania like seeing her at a young age.Brave girl, she was very,hard and idealistic.Obviously where Rania got the character.

"Ran, did you hear me talking?" asked the father because his daughter was silent.Rania nodded.

"We've called God and told him you're sick.But...."

"What did you tell God pa?He was busy there" said Rania upset.He did not want the Gods to think it was too much by telling this about his situation.

"Om again.om again." hardik mama does not like.Yanti as tired of advising her daughter to change the call to her husband.Rania looked at her mother off guard.

"meaning mas Dewa ma." ralat Rania later.She was very awkward with the word 'mas,' as his mother's advice because he had been accustomed to the call om on the Gods since he was a child.

"He's your husband, you know, Ran.He also said you never called him" said his mother again full of emphasis.Lately his mother has been in a fuss over his relationship with God.

"I'm busy ma." replied Rania indifferently.

"yes, even though you are busy you can take a moment even if you only send whatsap to him.Poinit if you care about him, Ran." said his mother.Head Rania so dizzy.He is not well encouraged to recover,even so the months of mandatory lectures papa mama.Rania shook her head in annoyance.

"Yes.iya.iya.later this abis I call ma." finally he can only give in.Against his mother will only spend his energy later.

"Well, papa want to go to work then.Mama want to be together?" yanti nodded.Today it is time to shop for the needs of the house.Walau bik Ijah their maid has returned from the village, but for the business of shopping Yanti did do it herself.

"yes, I'll take Reno first."

"Later mama will all buy clothes for Reno,pa.See the clothes a lot that do not fit." moaning Yanti while looking at the nose pointed Reno who seemed to be bubbly between his chubby cheeks.Ardin nodded.One more time he rubbed Rania's head and came out.

"Bi,titip Rania yes.I want to shop first." pamit Yanti who was immediately embraced bi Ijah.

"Yes ma'am." The middle-aged woman then drove the two out of the house and closed the fence after the car came out of the yard.

"Non, I'm in the kitchen, later if non Rania needs something call me yes." I Ijah message when looking at the front room and see Rania is still awake.

"Yes bik.Lagian I can myself you know bik."

"So you said Non Rania can't go anywhere."

"I mean papa tuh, I can not go out of the house you know bik.If only inside yes I am free." jawan Rania with a laugh.Bik Ijah was too obedient to his mother's father to always take his own perception.Kadang Rania was also entertained with the innocence of his village.

"ohh..that's Non?"

"yes.”

" that's why I went to the kitchen."

"iya bibiiiikkk." said Rania still chuckling.She was just ordinary pain but bik Ijah treated it like he was a terminally ill patient.

The influence of medicine makes Rania's eyes heavy.Cold him to turn off the television and then pull his blanket up.The air is very cold that morning.It only takes a few minutes for him to fly to dreamland until minutes later.

Half awake, Rania feels very warm body.Smasculine fragrant smell that feels close to him, makes comfortable and makes him enjoy the calmness.When the breath hit his temple, the,Rania realized someone was hugging her.Ardin certainly treated her like a child when sick.

"Pa, are you back?I'm fine." muttered Rania while letting go of her embrace, but the man tightened his embrace.

"Oh pa, Rania is already big.not to be confused deh." protested.

"mmmmm..." Rania almost jumped in shock when she opened her eyes and saw the handsome figure who was holding her.Seeing once the man had just fallen asleep, her reddish eyes looked watery.

"o.om Gods?" the man was smiling.

"ssstttt..don't be noisy.Sleep again, I'm still tired." Rania held her breath.Trying to dig into her consciousness, but the influence of medicine still dominated her eyes.

"maybe I was just a dream." she lamented and then closed her eyes again,tighten his arms and bring his head closer to the chest of the field before him.The person is not om Dewanya because his skin is very white with a handsome face that looks clean.Parfumes and shirts also look expensive.The god he knows is a brownish-skinned man who looks masculine once, dress modestly and never wear perfume.But God has a million charms in his eyes.Rania considers everything just a dream.Maybe he missed God too much.If now God comes in his dreams, God,what's wrong if he uses it to let go of that longing.Toh since he grew up and married her, never even once God touched her.Rania increasingly dissolved in his dreams.