Bad Love With My Brother's

First Love

*Eight years ago*

POV Kaindra

After the incident where I found out that Jennie was not my sister, I never considered Jennie a sister again, I always instilled in my mind that Jennie was just a stranger who had no blood ties to me.

And somehow the first time Jennie was wearing a blue white uniform suddenly made me feel different. I seemed interested in the charm of my foster sister but as much as possible I brushed off the feeling.

'No, this is not true !' it was my mind that kept trying to cover up that strange feeling.

After realizing there was something strange about how I felt about Jennie, I tried to avoid her. But that woman was constantly terrorizing me in order to be kind to her.

"Sister Kai, why the hell is Brother never good with Jennie ?" said the woman with her sad face.

'Ah... It's adorable' my mind praises my foster sister, 'Aiss what's wrong with me ? Ck... Throw away your mind It's you ! He's just a pick-me-up kid who managed to usurp your throne as a real kid' as much as I could get rid of these strange thoughts and feelings.

"Sister Kai never loved Jennie, even though Jennie's sister Big Brother, should be treating Jennie like a sister treats her sister !" again the woman took out all her heart and now not only the sad look I saw but she had already shed her tears.

'What does He want me to see ?' I asked in my heart who somehow suddenly became sad to see the woman sobbing.

"Stop !" my conscious plea wiped away her tears, "fine, from now on I'll be nice to you" I continued, hugging Jennie who was still sobbing.

'Oh, my God, what's wrong with me ? Why am I doing something silly like this' I suddenly realized by my actions, I who was about to let go of my embrace suddenly undo the intention when the woman returned my embrace.

"Is it true that you're going to be nice to me ?" the woman asked, drowning her face in my chest while hugging me tightly, maybe she was very happy.

While I was getting a tight hug from that woman suddenly felt my heart beating fast, I felt a strange vibration in my heart that I did not know what it meant.

'Oh my God, if this keeps my heart exploding'

I tried to wake myself up and immediately let go of the embrace of the woman who was my foster sister. I saw the woman's face flushed red, maybe she felt tightness from drowning her face in my chest for too long.

"Go back to your room !" I said, trying to cover up my nervousness, "i also want to go back to my room to rest" I continued and turned my body to walk towards my room.

But what she did really made my heart want to explode.

*cup*

"Good night my handsome brother" said the woman after giving me a sudden kiss on my cheek.

I looked up to feel the tiny lips of the woman landing a kiss on my face, 'why does her lips feel so supple and soft ?' my question is in my heart.

Oh naw... Why is my mind suddenly so slovenly like this ? I ruffled my hair and stared at Jennie's door.

'Ah 'Akh... That girl could drive me crazy like this'

I tried to catch my breath and then walked back into my room. When I managed to get in and close the door, I immediately ran and laid my body on my soft bed.

"Akhs... This is not true !" I shook my head trying to shake off that feeling but still couldn't.

I tried to touch my chest and I felt my heartbeat still beating fast, I closed my eyes and permeated this heartbeat deeper and suddenly my heart shook again when I remembered the incident just now.

" Oh my God, this is really crazy... This feeling is really ridiculous..." I cried out in frustration when I realized I had fallen in love with the woman who was my foster sister.

"I have to how ? This was the first time for me, she was the first woman to make me fall in love" I ruffled my hair in frustration.

After the incident where I decided to be nice to Jennie, the more days my relationship with her grew closer. I am very happy and comfortable to be near the woman who has a cheerful nature but different from Jennie who feels happy because she can be familiar with me as a brother and sister.

Three years later, I decided to tell the truth if Jennie and I were not siblings, and I would express this feeling to the beautiful girl. But my expectations are not as beautiful as reality.

*Plak*

The woman landed a slap in my face after saying that she was not the son of Father and Mother. The woman was angry and crying because she felt that I hated her again.

"Why does my sister say such a thing ? Is sister actually pretending to be good with Jennie ? Is that so do not want brother to have a sister until easily brother said if I am not the biological child of Father and Mother ? Do you think of Jennie as a little girl ?"

Consecutive questions were issued by the woman in a screaming voice and occasionally sobbing. My heart ached when I saw the woman I loved crying. No, this is not what I want.

"Jennie listen to me carefully !" I softly tried to wipe away the tears that fell on her cheeks.

"No, Jennie doesn't want to hear anything from my sister's mouth anymore" she said, shaking off my hand that was about to touch her cheek

"Bad brother, sister doesn't love Jennie" she continued shouting and brutally beating my chest.

I tried to hold his hand so that He would stop beating me, after successfully holding both hands I immediately hugged him tightly and stroked his back to be calmer.

"Calm down !" my words that are still trying to calm the rebellious Jennie want to get out of my arms.

"I beg you to listen to me ! I love you so much, Jen" I said bluntly. And the woman fell silent as she listened to the sentence that had just come out of my mouth.

"I love you but not a brother but a man's love for the woman he loves"

After successfully pulling out that sentence, I loosened my embrace then looked at Jennie's face which was looking up at me with a confused look.

"I-I mean ?" tanyanya confusion.

"I love you" I replied aloud.

Jennie shook her head as she listened to my expression of feelings towards her, "this is not true" the woman looked shaken.

"What is not true ?" I looked at her eyes softly.

"Sister, we're the air and we can't love each other !" he said then pushed my body back as a result of a hug released from his tiny body.

"How many times have you said that we are not brothers" I said again, I no longer know how to make this woman understand if we are not blood.

"Ok, even if we're not blood Jennie still can't love sister" she replied rejecting my feelings.

"What's your reason for rejecting my feelings if we're really not blood ?" ask me with a disappointed tone.

"Because Jennie's gonna think of Kai as Jennie's sister forever and never gonna change"

Hearing Jennie's reasoning, I nodded in understanding and left the woman who was still silent like a statue.

From then on my relationship with her has been strained, and the resentment that has been lost now appears again in my heart.

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