
Dira touched the corner of his lips that hurt every time he wanted to open, and I don't know how many times he did. Dira continued walking with his head lowered, although he knew, this early must also be only a few students coming. He wanted to take his own time sitting in the back garden of the school.
The place was originally only hers, only she knew, but ever since Mika forced her to talk, so the place was known to Mika.
Drifting away with her thoughts, the girl kept her head down and accidentally hit the chest of someone standing on the path she was walking on was not far from the school gate. Dira was shocked, then raised his face unconsciously until the man could see the tears in those beautiful eyeballs.
Mika's jaw hardened, staring intently at the puddle of tears that forced her down. Who's Mika, the man she hates the most and wishes she didn't want to meet, who, but somehow actually meeting the man this morning in a sad mood like this actually makes Dira can not hold back her tears.
"Lu why?" mika asked looking intently at the face of the girl who looked down again. Dira did not want to answer, then wordlessly chose to rotate avoiding the man's large tall body.
The first rule, never ignore Mika. No one should be indifferent to him when he speaks.
Feeling unappreciated, Mika pulls Dira's hand rough towards the place Dira originally wanted to go. The man had a lot of questions that Dira had to answer.
Dira tried to pull his hand but could not, in vain, of course Mika's power was far many times that of him.
Mika herself did not know why this morning had to come to school after almost two weeks of absence. The night piqued Dira's shadow with her sad eyes as Lily climbed onto her bike. Until this morning he came to school very early, even the school security guard was amazed at his presence.
He never cared about anyone in this world except his mother. However, suddenly the figure of Dira was able to penetrate his sense of caring. Mika reminds repeatedly that she took the girl to be her boyfriend to make Anja angry and revenge.
Both of them sat on wooden benches in the garden. Silent, silent, there was only the sound of birds chirping, the soft morning breeze caressing their faces.
"Lu why? Who hurt your lips?" mika asked without looking at Dira, prestige, dong!
Dira was silent, just lowered his head, observing the stone in front of his shoes and flapping the new was his regrettable expression. He hated to be seen Mika meweek this morning, lest the man assume that he could bully Dira later because he saw her so crybaby.
Dira cursed his condition. Why this is his life path. He was not ungrateful, but why he could not live life calmly, working to make money without having to care about the surroundings. Dira wants his life ignored by others because he has never been noticed. Let's just say he's dead!
The words of Merlin who said that he was an unlucky carrier until his mother died, and also a child who does not know himself, cheap girl and her mother must regret having given birth to him.
As simple as that Merlin hurt his heart and dropped his mentality. Disgruntled Aunt and her daughter hurt by whispering violence must be coupled with heartbreaking words.
Does her mother really regret giving birth to her? Was he really not expected to be present in this world? Back Dira reminded her mother. The only one who loves him. Don't ask where his father is. The man she hated the most, after Burhan, Merlin's husband who had ever intended to sexually harass her.
Life is complete with endless suffering. And now when Lily falls in love but claps one hand, Dira must also be blamed. Why didn't he just die?
"It's none of your business! You don't have to ask! It's all because of you too! Why the hell did you reject Lily? I got hit by his mother!" shouted Dira that only he could say in his heart. She remembers Merlin's orders, lest Mika know that she and Lily are cousins and live on one roof.
"Lu hear the cave? Answer, not even the cave pelotti!" Mika's back jerks Dira's calm. The girl grew even sadder, feeling that everyone treated her as they pleased.
"It's none of your business! Don't care about me!" Dira turned her body slanting towards Mika to be able to see the man's face as she blurted out her sentence.
"The cave doesn't care, but you belong to the cave, only the cave can do whatever the cave likes you!" mika answered cupping the girl's chin, then the two fought each other.
Dira immediately pushed Mika to let go of her face. "Can't you let me go. I'm sick of it, hate you. My burden is also heavy. This attitude of yours makes me claustrophobic and hope to die!" as if Dira could not take it anymore, crying so badly. He could not bear the look of the man who looked to love him.
"Cave can't, just accept Lo's situation!"
"You're such a jerk!" as Dira stood up, Mika pulled the girl's hand until Dira lost her balance and sat on Mika's lap.
Spontaneously saving themselves, Dira actually wrapped her arms around Mika's neck and returned their eyes to look at each other.
"Please, don't cry!" mika said so softly that it was hard to believe by the girl that the person who had just spoken was a school thug, a motorcycle gang that was considered the trash of the community.
Dira could only remain silent, still looking into Mika's sharp, dangerous eyes, but it calmed her down.
I don't know how long they've been in that position, until the school bell rang out Dira. The girl hurriedly got up, and without saying anything more, grabbed her school bag beside Mika and ran away leaving Mika with a chaotic heart thump. Thumping loudly, his thump was extremely unusual, like looking at a demon alone. Oh, yes, Mika is the king of demons!
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The school bell rang, but Dira was still reluctant to leave class. She doesn't want to see Mika. She still can't see Mika's face which will carry Dira's memory on the incident in the back garden of the school.
"You haven't come home yet?" asked Rini who was a little surprised to see Dira still at home in her chair. Usually once the bell disperse sound, Dira must first leave the class for fear of being late for work.
"Yes, this is going home too" he replied smiling. He just needs to buy time for Mika to leave. If the man didn't see it, he would have left without waiting.
All his classmates had left, only then did Dira rush to get ready to go home, but the movement of his hand entering the book and stationery stopped when he saw Anja coming and taking her place in front of him.
"How are you, Dir? I miss you so much."