BACK (IN LOVE)

Maaf

My eyes reflexively widened when I saw Efrian's WA story. It is depicted there a woman lying weakly with an infusion hose on her left hand.

'So for that, Efrian always buys flowers in my shop', I said inwardly. My eyes are still looking at the photo.

The feeling of regret came back from within. Why don't I accompany him there. It was not impossible, he needed a sharing companion at this moment.

'hey', a message came in for me.

'hey, still at rs?', I reply

Efrian, that name is on my phone screen right now. The message was from him too.

'already on your way home, are you home?', he asked.

'already from now on, then you are careful', reply me again which then closes the messaging application.

Gender my head, close my eyes and feel her peace at this moment. Instantly, the incident was overshadowed again. Meet Efrian and find out something has happened to him. Then open your eyes and wake up. Lately, always thinking of Efrian continues, Always.

'tomorrow, you go to the hospital again?', suddenly my hand instructs its own fingers to write and send the message to the man who continues to shadow me.

A few minutes later. A message came in.

'no, I don't go there every day, because I have to work, every Saturday and week if I don't have a lot of work on Monday, what's the matter?', after reading that, after reading that, I no longer intend to reply to his message. Ah I'm too much if I have a bad feeling when we have no ties.

...***...

"in' morning", said erwin

"eh win, this morning you delivered some bouquet orders, I forgot to tell you yesterday", I replied without returning his greeting.

Erwin laughed half mockingly at me.

"why?", asked me who was almost wrathful.

"i just got home from delivering all the flowers and bouquets, without you telling me to know my work In" he replied "lagain, you, what's wrong? some days it's like not focusing on doing your job?", he asked.

"it's okay to win", I replied as I passed, returning to the flower garden to see and refreshed my correct sight and brain, being unfocused.

"stories, mumpung the chatter does not enter today" he said following me.

"allena? where is he, how can he be", I replied.

"he said pick up his parents", he said again.

"you have to promise, you won't say anything to Alena, she knows I've never been close to a man for a long time, but, for some reason, when that guy came here, I always thought of him", my story. As fast as I thought, maybe I should pour everything that stuck in my mind into someone I could trust. It's not that Alena doesn't believe me, it's just that I'm too embarrassed to say it.

"that man?", asked Erwin, not understanding.

"Efrian, Alena always said he was handsome, who you served when he picked flowers, who got angry and broke my mood", my answer was to describe the figure of Ephrian so that Erwin would know the person I meant.

"ooh, he is, indeed handsome', erwin replied mockingly.

It's been two people, wrong, three people including me, who say that Erwin is handsome. But that's not what made me think of him. There's something else I don't know what.

"not because of the handsome win, ", sighed I left erwin there. Go back to my house and get a bag for me to go somewhere. I definitely want to calm my mind.

...***...

On the road, the confused feeling that kept following me, made my mind stir and also ended up making me unfocused. For the second time I was in the car and this time it really hit. My left elbow, blisters and palms were scratched as a result of restraining my body from crashing.

"In In, just leave me alone so this is it?" said Erwin who was looking for me to walk to my flower shop.

"but, it's true In, Efrian was handsome" he said as he pulled the bench for me to sit on. "he was also kind In, loving, to his parents. all I know is that he doesn't have a suitable partner yet", Erwin continued

"you piss me off Erwin" with a cynical face I now look at him. "you know where he's loving" I asked who turned curious.

"he told me, yesterday he was angry with you, because he had to go to the hospital and bring the flowers he had ordered. he just found out that there was a flower shop here, and there was a flower shop here, though he said he lived in this area" answered Erwin

"for what?", I asked the more curious

"her mother was sick, she said she liked flowers, so she always brought flowers every time to the hospital. I happen to tell you, if here also sell black roses", he said again

And I now know, Efrian bought a black rose and begged it because Erwin once said that here selling black roses. In fact, the black rose I did not sell to just anyone. Erwin Erwin, I also forgot to tell him that. I already want how else.

cring, bell ringing.

Efrian, he's the one who just opened the store door. Seeing me sitting with a scuff wound on the elbow, Efrian swiftly approached me.

"you? falling?", he said he was now holding my arm.

"paste the mas", answered Erwin.

"you here, come with me" said Efrian and carried me to his car. Erwin quickly opened his door and let me leave with Efrian calmly.

What the hell, Erwin like to know Efrian.

"where are we going?", I asked

"hospital, clean your wounds all I look at mama" she replied, not paying attention to my face for a second. His eyes, focused only on the street in front of us.

"ef, may I ask?", I said again

"what?", he answered with a question that I thought was the answer allowing me to ask.

"your mom...",

"yes, he's sick tp now it's starting to improve, thanks to your black roses" he cut

I don't want to talk about that. But, there was a feeling of relief when he knew the condition of his mother now.

"but don't you bring flowers?", I asked in surprise. He said he wanted to see his mother.

"so I went to the store you wanted to buy flowers, but, I was panicking to see you like that" she replied, looking at me intently.

Our car stopped right at the hospital. I got out of the car first, because I didn't want to be carried by him like a baby. However, still, Efrian carried me to the ER.

After, my wound was cleaned. We walked into Efrian's mother's nursery. Only Efrian went inside. While I was just waiting outside because I guess there was no interest in going inside.

Not long after, someone was standing right in front of me. I who had been daydreaming with an empty mind was now filled with her.

"sorry" I said

"sorry", he replied

"for?", I asked

"everything" he said again.

I nodded in acceptance of his apology.

...****...