Axel Who's Sick In The Duke Family

CHAPTER 6. memories in the past

In the main residence where the axel is located, you can see the enma that is pairing the breathing apparatus to the axel that has passed out.

The doctors that Charon had brought in had also examined him.

The thing that makes them all astonished is when the doctor said that the axel body is getting worse and worse.

The doctors concluded, that the winter climate in this region that makes living axel can not last long. let alone this region has a season that is not so uncertain every day, every day, it makes the body's immune axel down dramatically which makes it very risky for his health.

"The decrease in body temperature is very dramatic.it is really very dangerous" said the doctor as he walked out of the room.

"We should immediately look for a drug that can suppress the body temperature of the young master, that is the only way we can do for now."

"Medicine? tell me what the name of the medicine is I'll look for it soon." asked charon as he closed the door.

The doctor shook his head and said, "The medicine is only located in the southern region which is on the atlas hill belonging to the mermaids."

"The mermaids had a treasure called the ice flower levieder which if the core of the sari was taken could make the drinking ones immune to the cold and it was the only way that the young master of axel could survive longer." longer."

Charon was silent for a moment and again asked "how long does the young master have to endure?"

"At most week."

"Southern area will be very difficult to travel in just a week" murmured charon

"-Well we have to wait for the master duke and the first young master to return.I will escort you to the room.once the duke returns, we will talk about this together." the doctor nodded following the rare charon towards a large room that was not jau from the axel room was located.

Enma, on the other hand, pairs the breathing apparatus to the axel with the liver.

When he saw the sleeping face of Axel made him remember the message of the late duchess, the mother of axel at that time to him.

In a large room there Enma could see two small children with innocent gazes leading towards the silver-blind easy woman who was holding the newborn child in her slightly trembling arms. looking so happy, Rubby's eyes were so warm as he stared at the baby who was crying loudly in his carrier. 

Then the memory of Enma turned to the moment she held the hand of the woman who was getting so weak she stared at him with tears that kept flooding her face. enma could also see the two children crying hysterically beside her. 

The woman kept calling him in a hoarse voice "enma I don't want to die, I'm afraid that her little one will suffer and blame her for her mother's death." 

"Enma please take care of my son."

"Enma I trust you."

"Enma I miss mister duke, I'm so tired, can I fall asleep for a while?"

The scene changed again.

"ahhh.. My son's mother loves you very much." the woman hugged her three children who kept crying in her arms with a howling breath choking on the coagulation. 

Day by day the woman's face grew pale.His beautiful, sultry lips now left a dry, broken trail.His gaze was empty with eyes swollen with tears.

"Pardon the mother who cannot take care of you. Eat well so that you can grow up healthy. Live comfortably, here no one can hurt you my child, if you can... I want to say mom loves you very, very much every day."

The baby smilingly opened his golden-looking eyes while peeping the pottery and tightly grasped the woman's clothes as if forbidding her from going from his side. the woman smiled with tears that kept dripping looking at her baby who looked so healthy.

"Mother here darling, mother here.sorry sorry.." women kept saying sorry a few times, making the servants who were there try to hold back their grief and their mother. even the silent enma wiped away the trace of tears on her cheeks with her fingertips.

When the morning before the woman had exhaled her breath.the person in the room was hysterical that made the baby shocked and crying.

Enma walked to take the baby in the arms of the woman who was now soundly asleep.enma could feel the pain that the woman had felt was now finished in peace.

spring has now come to replace the winter that seemed to welcome the departure of the woman.

Flowers sprung from the tree as if to accompany the departure of the woman with the scent of the sun and all the plants that were there.

A hysterical voice rang out again in the room as the duke, who had just returned home from the war, was devastated when he got the wife he loved so much to die without meeting for the last time. 

Once again the scene changed, where the funeral had been completed.when the suana in the calesthene residence had changed completely. Shortly after the funeral, the second child quietly left the house, leaving the house, never to return until now, no one even knows what the child was until now still alive or not. 

After that, a few months later the first child also followed leaving the house, busying himself in the academy and only coming home occasionally.after that, he did not stay long and would leave immediately after finishing his affairs. until now he has never even looked at the eyes or met with axels who were sick at that time.

On the other hand, the duke also hates the presence of the axel that he regards as the unlucky bearer, and thinks the child is the cause of death of the one he loves so much. although there are several times the intention to kill him but the duke can not do that because the axel is increasingly similar to his wife.

That's why for the sake of avoiding it he always busy himself by going to the battle field against the mosts for years and only come home occasionally.

During that time also Axel always thought that the duke was very fond of him, although since childhood the duke rarely met him because he was busy with his business that always went to war. 

However, he did not realize that all that was given, all the sweet words, all the words 'dad also missed you' were just a lie. 

Until finally at the age of 10 years old axel, which at that time the duke was back in a state of heavy drunkenness unconsciously said painful words to the axel that changed his entire life.

Roughly speaking she snapped at the axel "because you're my wife dead.why wasn't it just you who died, why should it be my wife?!!" axel who heard that gasped in enma's arms with a smile hanging on his face. 

"YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN BORN! YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE TO DIE! GODDAMNIT!!. WHY DID YOU EVEN HAVE SO MUCH FUN AFTER KILLING MY WIFE!!" the duke's breath was so rough with an angry and hateful look directed at the axel that it could only fall silent.

"Don't even think of getting any more affection from me, I'm sick of pretending to be a good father, it's all a torture to me,"

"And it would be great if you could disappear from my sight." 

Since that incident, the life of the axel changed and has completely closed the heart to those around him, even he lived his life like a dead mouse.Often self-harming, he said, even at the age of 12 he had started to like drunkenness just to remove all the burdens of his mind.he never even showed himself to the duke again as if he had never been there.

Even when he was sick, he never showed it to anyone but enma and charon, who always took care of him faithfully.

And one day the duke who heard the news that the axel who was diagnosed had an unknown disease, was devastated and regretted having treated the boy badly all this time, a child of his age should live with the love of his family.

Not only Enma who remembered the past, axel who was asleep in pain was also dreaming the same thing, seeing the past that came to him in the dark.

"Please don't hate me, I'll do anything." muttered axek involuntarily.