
Three days later, Rani returned a status update on facebook being at the pullm* hotel**. Aunt Yaya girang. He tries to send Whatsapp from his new number so he can send a message to Rani.
A donut with chocolate lumeran, warm lemon tea and a piece of fresh omelette from the grill is presented at Rani's table, the view of the garden and swimmingpool really makes Rani happy and grateful to always be where she wants.
He began to sip warm lemon tea, cut the omelette and put it in his mouth, chew and feel the smell of eggs mixed with milk, cheese, smoked meat and savory peppers fused in one chew, he said, Rani really enjoyed it, then repeated it until the remaining omelette-scented white plate was left, she put it aside and sipped her warm lemon tea.
This is his dream from the first to work according to his passion, traveling and at the same time getting paid really favors unlimited.
...
Tetiba, an incoming message from an unknown number.
"What time does it finish at the hotel? I'll pick you up."
Dahi Rani frowned, from the language of her message Rani already knew the dajjal woman who sent the message. How did he know he had an event? rani Gumam.
"I know you're another event in pullm**, don't be surprised caves are detectives." The next message was added emot laugh.
Rani ignored, she did not want to damage her happy mood by being tempted to reply to messages from unclear people. I continued with a brown lumeran that enveloped the donut. He cuts, punches and puts it in his mouth, chews and enjoys the smell of chocolate with soft donut meat. After the plate was clean again, he again sipped lemon tea which is no longer hot, but still delicious.
Shortly after, an image message was received,
The image of the palm filled with disgusting mucus exhibited by the woman made her eating activities stop for a moment, Rani nausea.
"My masturbation this morning imagines me making love to you, so much so that it melts and makes my pelvis vibrate endlessly!" Next message.
"I'll pick you up at noon, baby, I'll go to the hotel."
"God! satan alas! read this well good!
from that day on I was driven from the car that I fought to support my children, from that very day I swore, I kept all my tears and sorrow in that car, whoever gets in that car will feel endless sadness and will never feel happiness during the course of his life."
Then Rani reports and blocks Yaya's new aunt number.
Rani's breath was stingy, then she fixed her sitting position and took a breath for a moment and exhaled the burden that had struggled in her heart and head.
He continued to enjoy lemon tea and glanced at a veiled person approaching him to fill the empty seat in front of Rani. Rani does not mind, that means her focus is diverted to new people who invite her to meet at one table.
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Finishing the event, Rani chose not to go home directly, from the height of the 11th floor accompanied by a cup of capuchino he made, strawberry croisant and full roll bolu accompanying the afternoon snack, which was, he opened the window and stared at the busy city from a height, the blue sky slowly changed with gray clouds mingled with shade welcoming night, the dim light spot began to greet Rani's gaze.
One heavy breath and back in the air exhaled Rani get rid of the burden that had been still gripping her chest, but,
He mused at his friend's words, 'Some of them think you need healing, only they don't dare to talk. They see you are difficult to approach Ran', then Rani reflect on herself about what she experienced so far. His breathing was long, his gaze far away observing the jagged boundary of the sky with tall buildings and mountain peaks tearing apart the expanse of the sky.
He no longer wants to ask why surrounded by toxic people, the face of his mother, his brother, the Face of the Word and the face of Aunt Yaya alternated like a movie slide in the view of Rani.
Those who shut themselves up until his life stumbled without a direction of purpose.
Enough of that question popped into Rani's mind, Rani did not want to ask again Why! he was worried that the universe would answer that question by re-presenting toxic people in his life.
He was fully aware, that he should have to improve the taste and thoughts in himself first so as not to invite human-shaped demons who stopped by to pestilence his life.
He realized that he had ignored and declared the warning of the red flag that is intuition from within him, when the first Word was present to greet him. Rani is too rash and considers it commonplace every strange behavior that appears, even though it is a universal sign so that Rani is vigilant. He should not allow her into Rani's life but would rather ignore her.
He went back to acting rashly and ignoring other intuitions when aunt Yaya first approached him acting strange, tacky, caper, and, behaving unnaturally and then he felt he could tolerate things that he had previously considered unusual to be part of the fairness in his life and it became a death trap for his life.
He realized he could not run away from the reality of avoiding and could not refuse to be a child of a mother who both had pain in the past, then he spread his pain to Rani by never wanting to understand who he was, never thought it existed, never appreciated anything that became his choice.
He does not realize that his disappointment, hurt and wrong persona will attract people who are in frequency with him, he said, connect with him and that's what makes his life a mess and in the power of the wrong people.
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Rani grows into a human figure that has no limits so that himself who became a victim of human-human hell, making himself as a magnet that sucked human-sick man with a foul-bombed mentality.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim,"
"Astaghfirullahaladzim,"
"Astaghfirullahaladzim,"
Rani picks up a pencil and paper notepad next to the hotel's phone table. He wrote down all the pain he had ever remembered in his entire life. And started to scratch what came to his mind,
"Maybe it was this wound that made me draw the equally wounded closer to me." the monologue with himself steadily held a pencil and a notepad.
In a pushy gaze, he tried to describe rewiring the gaping inner wounds that he had to pick up one by one.
Healing by imagining he was trying to enter a large, empty room. He began to descend the steps into a dark basement with a little light on the right side of the window covered with foul-smelling mud he collected the flavors into one large room. then he heard a voice from the mud saying,
"𝘈𝘬𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘥𝘪 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘢𝘪, 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘥𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪, 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢𝘱 𝘢𝘥𝘢, 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘥𝘪𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘩 𝘪𝘣𝘶𝘬𝘶. 𝘉𝘢𝘩𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘈𝘬𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘢𝘥𝘪 𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘮𝘢𝘮𝘱𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘶𝘢𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘱𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘴𝘢𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘬 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘪. 𝘏𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘪𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘶𝘢𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘱𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘴𝘢𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘬𝘬𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘶𝘳𝘶𝘵 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘬𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘬𝘪 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘱𝘢𝘬𝘴𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘢."
Then Rani put them in a big sack, Rani put it in the empty room, then Rani picked up another sense of herself, another,
"𝘈𝘬𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘭𝘪 𝘥𝘪𝘱𝘢𝘬𝘴𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘱𝘶𝘯 𝘬𝘦𝘱𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘴𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘭𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘣𝘪𝘴𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘬 𝘬𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘢 𝘫𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘵𝘶 𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘪𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘪 𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘢 𝘬𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘩. 𝘈𝘬𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘱𝘶𝘬𝘶𝘭 𝘪𝘣𝘶 𝘫𝘪𝘬𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘩-𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘩 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘩."
Rani picks up and Rani puts it in a big sack, Rani drags because it is too heavy she pulls, Rani drags on until Rani manages to put it in the dark room.
Then Rani took another big sack and picked up another uncomfortable feeling,
"𝘈𝘬𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘱𝘢𝘬𝘴𝘢 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘮 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘢𝘩 𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘪 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘢𝘱𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘢 𝘪𝘣𝘶𝘬𝘶 𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘢𝘮 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢𝘱 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘵-𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘺𝘪𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘪 𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘯-𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘥𝘪 𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘬 𝘬𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘳 𝘬𝘰𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢𝘱 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢𝘱 𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘶𝘬𝘢𝘯 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘺𝘢, 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢𝘱 𝘣𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘨𝘢 𝘢𝘬𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘢 𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘶, 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘵𝘶 𝘥𝘢𝘯 𝘬𝘦𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘶𝘱𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘬 𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨."
Rani forced this taste into that big sack, full and bubbling, heavy! Rani drags him into the room despite the feeling that he wants to go back out and Rani managed to force into the dark room and Rani locks the meeting.
Rani re-opened the big sack wide, Rani looking for a sense of disappointment that blackened dark because it had been sitting on the floor of her heart for too long, she smelled like a sewer and so the wound that never healed. Rani raup the wound until the clean is not left and Rani put in the sack, Rani drag back the sack containing the foul-smelling disappointment, Rani open the door leaf that Rani had locked, Rani, inside it was very boisterous with screams and cries that thrashed out. But Rani no longer wants to embrace them.
Rani throws her disappointed sack to join them. And suddenly there was something light feeling in his chest, a white light bursting into that chest room.
One more thing, the sack in ash is still waiting for his turn as if he asked Rani to take it immediately and Rani was wide open, Rani filled with unhappiness attached to the floors, Rani takes the mud cleaner and drags him near the sack, Rani takes the pengki and drags him gathered in the pengki then Rani puts it in the sack, Rani drags him back again and again until the sack contains the unhappy liquid that Rani has long collected, now the floor is clean dry and looks shiny marble colored ash and shiny marfil.
Rani drags the sack of unhappy liquid, Rani enters it in an empty room and immediately Rani locks them even though they scream thrashing want to return.
Rani climbs the underground stairs to return to the top, Rani sees the basement is clean sparkling and warm sunlight coming in making the floor more sparkling. Rani prepares to go up and walk to the outside where the dark room is, Rani flush with a gasoline jerrycan that is ready there, Rani, Rani burned the dark room containing the sacks until the smoke soared high and smelled foul. Rani hears their screams and cries out to be back with her, but Rani does not allow it and ignores it.
A moment later Rani saw a lump of ash and charcoal that left a puff of smoke that soon disappeared, next to her was the glass room where Rani was, which was located, with the rays of sunlight that rushed in and the sparkle of marfil marble and ash made Rani relieved and smiled warmly.
The ashes of the burnt ash were then rained, rain, Rani made the dividers left and right sides to form a box Rani take the green grass and planted it to the full until the corner and spread green and Rani flush, and the grass grows perfect green.
Welcome my happiness, welcome all my dreams, I will fill the marble room with my favorite tastes, which can make me smile sweet, satisfied and happy.
Rani smiled satisfied and relievedly sat in the corner of the bed.
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