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Heart and Mind

Allow me to fill your whole heart with myself. If you refuse, please say it immediately..

I'll step back slowly.

-maura

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Maura knows, the figure of Laras is still a beautiful shadow for Gilang. Memories with Maura are not as much as memories with Laras.

Maura tried to step away leaving Gilang who was still silent. But suddenly Gilang's hand grabbed Maura's wrist quickly. Gilang tried to attract Maura to return to her. Grasping his hand then.

"Stay here Ra." Pinta Gilang and Maura were only able to fall silent on hearing it.

With hands still held by Gilang. Gilangpun finally raised the call Laras, I don't know how many times the phone rang. He lifted it right in front of Maura. The sound of Laras deliberately made sound, so that Maura can also hear what Laras will say to Gilang. With a heart so nervous and fear enveloping Maura's heart, Maura slowly began to listen to what Laras was saying to Gilang.

"Lang please help me Lang, my maag relapsed. I didn't find my cure. Can you come here."

"Where is Bian? Why doesn't he help you Race?"

"I don't know, I can't reach him. Please Lang..."

Tut.tut..

The conversation came to a halt, citing Gilang's concern for Laras.

"Basic fool, still forgetful." Gerutu Gilang himself stared at the screen of his cellphone.

Maura was still silent, it felt painful. Gilang had just kissed her and now her ex called her and asked Gilang to meet her.

"I have to go Ra.." Said Gilang then while staring at Maura and Maura just lowered her head at that moment.

"Yes.go." Maura replied and tried to smile saying it.

In an instant Maura became a fool out of love. Giving up on someone even that person completely was not his.

Sighs her breath, trying to hold back her tears. Gilang was busy getting ready, picking up his jacket and looking for his car keys.

Gilangpun returned to approach Maura who was still stunned. Grabbed Maura's body and was about to hug her again.

"I'll be right back, wait for me." Said Gilang and raised Maura's chin so that Maura's face was clearly visible before him.

Maura immediately turned her eyes away. I don't think he wants to look at his face right now. Perhaps tears were in both of his eyes.

"Fast you go Lang, pity Laras." Maura said and tried to look calm.

Well.. Gilangpun left. eventually left.. The sound of the door closing and the silence at this moment signified he had left, leaving disappointment to Maura.

Falling and sitting down finally, leaning his body on the wall of the mattress at that time. Slightly bowed his body and hugged his own body. Her tears just drip. Flowing and keep flowing.

Maura was pensive and spoke inwardly with tears that almost wet her face.

When I decided to accept your kiss, I knew there must be a result of this. I said I was ready, I said I'm not sorry. But why my heart is not strong.why my heart is tormented, when the disappointment is just present. Sometimes the heart is not always in line with the mind.

So too with now.. When this mouth says go, this heart wants to shout to forbid you from leaving.

Who am I? I'm a nobody? I also dare not conclude that you like me now. You never said that, oh maybe not yet. Maybe later, but, until when will this heart survive.

Maura grew more and more pensive, closing herself, closing her eyesight. They were closed and eventually fell asleep with tears.

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Gilang stared at the watch that was coiled around his left wrist. It had already been three hours since he parted with Maura earlier. Disappointed, cursing himself. I am confused about what to do now.

The woman in front of him right now needed him the most. Laras did hurt him, even making Gilang dare not to start falling back in love with another woman. Until Maura finally came along, and changed everything.

Laras was still careless, still forgetful, still the same as when Gilang knew him.

Gilang can't leave Laras. Laras himself.nobody accompanied. What if he flies and needs medicine, needs food, or maybe drinks. Who will help him.

"AHhhhh. Bian fucking ass." Annoyed.

I never thought, why at a time like this Bian is not even there, Bian did not help him. Bian could not be reached. Not even calling. This is called love.

This time Gilang grabbed his phone. He wants to contact someone. But not Maura.. He was too afraid to contact Maura. He realized that he had disappointed the woman he had kissed. He promised to return quickly, but he is still here.

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Maura woke up from her sleep, she accidentally fell asleep in the same position. This room looks dark. The sky changed with night. The pain felt in his body because of his sleeping position.

Maura got up, turned on the light switch, and then closed the room curtain back then. He stepped back out of the room. Turn on some lights so it becomes bright now.

He saw the wall clock at the time. Time had already passed quickly without Maura noticing. There's no one but him here. Gilang is not back yet.

"Hemm. You said you'd be back soon." Murmured Maura himself.

When sadness returned, the sound of the apartment bell rang. Suddenly, Maura's smile broke. Maybe it's Gilang.well Gilang is back. Maura continued to step up and faster, until she finally managed to grab the door and open it.

However, his smile quickly disappeared. Someone who was behind the door at this moment, who was standing before Maura now and was smiling was looking at him. It is not the person he expected at this time.

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