
It feels like half of this heart has moved to a place where it shouldn't be. I should have prevented that from happening. Make a self-protector. I failed, but from the beginning I failed.
-maura
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Along the way to the car, Gilang kept pulling Maura's hand, forcing her to keep following him. Maura doesn't understand what's going on. She was so angry at him at the time.
"Lake in." Shouted Gilang.
"Yes.I'm in, please don't scream." Maura Pinta.
Maurapun according to when Gilang asked himself to get into the car and they were silent for a long time. Calm each other down. Not looking at each other and still trying to calm the heart and mind.
Gilang sighed his lust. His heart was beginning to calm down now. He also started the conversation.
"Sorry." Said Gilang back then and made Maura smile wryly hearing it.
"You've always been like this. You get angry and you yell at me. Where is my fault? you can explain it, no, no need to pull me up like that."
"Yes... I'm sorry Ra. I saw you weren't there, and it turns out you were with Bian." Said Gilang explained and still looks upset calling the name Bian.
"Why, you were with that woman. The woman in the picture frame. He ex-mukan? Aren't you glad to meet her? why are you still looking for me?" Ask Maura again.
She was silent, she didn't know what to answer now. To be honest he was indeed happy to see Laras coming, but the absence of Maura by his side made him worry about Maura's figure.
"As for Bian, I met him by accident. I didn't ask him to come, and I didn't want to know him either."
Gilang wanted to explain everything. Explain the fear he has felt up to now. Bian once captured the woman he loved so much. He was afraid this would happen again. Gilang is not willing if Maura must be close to Bian and Bian takes Maura from him.
"Haahh why should I explain to you. With whoever I'm close to, it shouldn't be any of your business." Said Maura again.
"Please don't get too close to Bian." Pinta Gilang and that was all he could say at last.
"Why? because he took Laras from you? It's only natural that you were angry at that time. But why should you be angry with me now? Even if Bian is going to be my girlfriend, isn't that something you should be mad at? You know I'm just your assistant that's impromptu."
"Quite Maura. Whoever you are, Bian is no good to you. We're going home now." Gilang said back and Maura was silent all the way.
Maura kept thinking about what was happening. Arguing with Gilang made him dizzy. Gilang did not explain to him, but Maura had asked a lot.
"Those who quarrel. I'm the one who got angry." The whisper of Maura in the heart.
Love is not always in favor, it should be willing to accept reality.
"Sucks." Grumbling Maura finally, and made Gilang glance at him.
Maura thought again, Huh.. Bian is also a jerk, so sly he is..He must have deliberately approached me, to provoke Gilang's emotions.
"Bec.." Call Gilang and stop Maura's daydream from now on.
"Hmmm.."
"When did you shut up? You still mad?"
"Yes.." Maura answered briefly.
"Come Ra.. I'm sorry, I'm upset to see Bian."
"Then you scolded me."
"I'm not sorry, I'm just worried." Silang said just like that and made Maura speechless to hear it.
"What did you say?" Ask Maura to make sure.
"I'm sorry."
"Not that."
"What?"
"You're worried about me?" Maura asked and continued to stare at Gilang, and made Gilang confused himself.
"I didn't say that."
"You obviously said that."
"Where's the evidence?"
"Ahhh. You're a bitch again." Maura finally said.
Maura was convinced by her hearing just now. Why would Gilang not admit it now.
"Bec.." Call Gilang again.
"I was really worried about you. So please stay away from Bian." Say Gilang finally and explain everything.
Deg.. What's with his words, why make Maura's heart shake? Did Gilang really say that just now? Ask the mouth in your heart.
"You're worried about me?"
"Yes, I'm worried about you, because you're my assistant Ra." Said Gilang by looking at Maura's face.
This is bad news for Maura. Maura hopes that's not the reason. But that hope was dashed when Gilang told him that. Maura was very happy when Gilang admitted that he was worried about her. But.the taste just vanished.
They fell silent again. Maura had no voice along the way. Just stare at the street, and sometimes play the phone. Silence and remain calm driving the car at that time.
I don't know what else to say to Maura. Maybe he was sorry, but that was already said. Gilang still does not understand what he feels now. Worrying about Maura being too close to Bian. Just because Maura was his assistant, it was not a logical reason he thought. But on the other side of his heart was still thinking of Laras.
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"I'm really worried about you." Said Gilang.
The words that were still in Maura's mind.
"I'm just his assistant, you know Maura." Maura said repeatedly.
The night is very late. Upon their return, they were both pensive. Maura looked at the ceiling of her room. Gilang's face was always present in his memory.
"He's a bitch, but he's worried about me." Whisper Maura again.
Maura remembered very well when Gilang withdrew his hand, then left Laras just like that. The surprised look of Laras staring at him was also recorded in Maura's memory.
"I can't sleep.. How's this?" Said Maura again while covering her face with a pillow at that moment.
The gilangpun feel the same. Guilt still haunts him. Gilang felt Maura had not forgiven herself earlier.
"What if he doesn't come tomorrow?" Tanya Gilang herself while staring at the ceiling of her room.
"I've hurt him again." Briefcase again
Gilang recalled the moment he pulled Maura's hand forcibly earlier. Maura looked in pain and Gilang just kept pulling her.
"Does he still feel pain?" Ask Gilang himself.
"Ahhhh.., why can you be so evil, Lang." Annoyed Gilang blamed himself while covering his face with a pillow that accompanied him earlier.
Maura rose from her sleep, as did Gilang. They both sat down and looked back.
Staring at the wall clock that was attached right in front of each of them. At 01.00 Wib. Maura thought Gilang must have fallen asleep. And I think the same thing.
What can make Gilang can sleep well tonight. Gilang was still not calm, if he had not heard Maura forgive him. I'm afraid Maura won't come to her apartment tomorrow. Gilang was worried if Maura still felt pain in her hand.
While Maura, grumbled to herself..
"Ah. muddled, it is clear that Gilang only considers me as his assistant, why do I still think of him."
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