ASMARANTI (Substantial Wife )

34. Something that was not expected.

..."Wanting me to reject it, Namu I was just a human being, just wanting love and happiness, not price or throne"...

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Hearing Ranti's crying, Abi felt guilty.

Honestly, Abi wanted Ranti, although in his heart there was still a Goddess, for a moment Abi became a man who was so selfish.

Evil indeed, ignoring Ranti's heart and feelings, in the name of the status and duties of a wife. And it's honestly very hard to understand.

While to regulate his heart, Abi felt difficulties, and it was possible that made Ranti so tortured and felt very hurt.

Want to feel screaming, evaporate all the feelings that so stifling the chest. But what power if Ranti can not do it.

How he can do a relationship, while the owner of the house just allow himself to sit on the terrace, without allowing his guests to enter into. (figuratively)

Then how Ranti can meet Abi's biological needs, while in Abi's heart there is not the slightest name. What woman's heart feels no wounds.

As much as Ranti is patient with all feelings, disappointment, sorrow, and tears. Until when. Ranti felt so tormented.

Brug.

After tired of struggling with his heart and mind, Ranti was no longer able to hold his weight.

Ranti just fell with Lemas' body, lucky to quickly grab Ranti and immediately lift her.

Laying Ranti's slender body on the king-size mattress.with a feeling of panic that immediately burst forth.

It is impossible for Abi to call her parents.it is certain that she will be exhausted by Bu Shinta's Nagging.

Abi chose to look for eucalyptus oil, and immediately gave it to the nape, and under Ranti's nose.

Moments smelling the pungent aroma of eucalyptus oil, Ranti finally regained consciousness.

"You're not papa?" Yes, Abi was panicking

Ranti simply replied with a headband.

Despite being aware, but Abi is still so worried about Ranti's condition "Do we need to see a doctor?" t

tawar Abi

"No need mas "Ranti said briefly.

"But---" said Abi hanging

"Is there any medicine that can treat the wound on Ranti mas's chest ?" sergeant Ranti later.

Abi was dumbfounded to hear Ranti's words after which he could only be bowed. "Alright rest" Abi said by raising the blanket that Ranti was wearing.

There is no Night Kiss, or the like, Abi also chose to lay her body on the side next to Ranti.

***

The rain was so heavy that night, without feeling the two were asleep just like that.

Duar !!!

The sound of lightning that was so loud struck, with a flash of light that was clearly visible through behind the window of Ranti's room.

"Let's!" shouted Ranti who was frightened, reflexively hugging Abi who was beside her.

"Hey hey hey what's up, say it ?" Ask Abi in a soft voice.

"I'm afraid of lightning mas "Ranti said by drowning her face in Abi's chest.

Hearing that Abi just sighed in "Sleep I'll hug you "She said later.

Ranti simply flinched, increasingly tightly hugging Abi.

Lightning flashes struck so great, let alone to sleep, closed his eyes maybe Ranti will feel very afraid.

"Why not sleep" asked Abi who realized Ranti was still awake.

Ranti just shook her head.

Staring fixedly, the figure next to him, for a moment.The eyes of the two clashed together in the same point

Back the full gaze Abi felt at that moment. "I love you" Abi said softly by immersing a kiss on Ranti's forehead.

Hearing Abi's shocking confession, Ranti's eyes immediately rounded perfectly.

But Abi also felt the opposite, feeling the love that grew a long time ago, only Abi was late to realize his feelings.

Recalling the moment at Puncak, when Ranti was with Bian, Abi felt her heart so hurt, so sick.

Especially when he saw Ranti who was picked up by Bian and drove him home, when Abi suddenly had to go back to the hospital to see Dewi.

Only now might Abi realize her feelings for Ranti.

"I mean it with my words Ranti" said Abi again. Seen earnestness on his handsome face, without the slightest doubt that Ranti saw in the beautiful eyes of Abi.

Ranti just stared fixedly at the figure of Abi who was beside her. Appears a fine stroke on his forehead.

Seeing Ranti who was just silent Abi also eroded the distance between the two, close, and closer then boldly, Abi put a kiss on Ranti's lips.

Gently tracing every inch of those beautiful lips. Ranti just kept quiet, letting Abi do what she wanted to do.

"Can I do it ?" Abi asked after not getting a rejection reaction from Ranti.

Still feeling so confused, Ranti just kept quiet.

A few seconds later "Please" Ranti said in a soft voice.

Getting approval from Ranti, Abi did not waste it either.

To put off everything that was on him, and immediately do what Abi had long wanted to do.

"I'm sorry, because maybe this will be a little painful" Abi said with a soft kiss on Ranti's forehead.

Ranti simply replied with a nod of her head. Although Ranti's weight will start it.

Maybe with this will be a little treat his heart injury, not selfish, but Ranti is just an ordinary human.

Both are involved in hot activities that are so draining.

The sound of a typical human voice that is taken amorous, as if filling the room , friendly interconnected.

"Auch" cried Ranti when Abi had managed to break through the defense wall belonging to the one there.

Sensing the warm liquid flowing, Ranti realized something most precious of her and had taken care of her for so long, she had let go back then. Instantly a clear circle seeped from the corner of her beautiful eyes. Ranti could only close her eyes with a gentle puff of her lips.

"Is it really painful ?" Abi asked who realized Ranti was crying.

Ranti just shook her head, not only did it hurt there, but her heart was also currently feeling a tremendous pain, too, lamenting her who seemed to be a thorn in the flesh in the household life of her biological brother.

Abi increasingly spurred his movements, so as not to make the figure before him feel pain longer.

After a while finally thousands of seeds gushed perfectly in the right place.

A soft kiss landed on Ranti's forehead again, Ranti just kept silent, turning her face with sobs that she continued to feel unceasingly.

Whether to be happy or disappointed, Ranti was already unable to feel it, as if her heart was so numb.

Ill

Of course

Not only the body, once again his heart had already crumbled dimly.imagining what he had just done.

The heat struggle that makes him feel like a traitor.

***

Abi who felt tired, immediately fell asleep on the side of Ranti, leaving Ranti who was still awake with all bad thoughts huh.

The first impression that most people consider a very beautiful and pleasant moment. But not with Ranti who felt this was the beginning of betrayal that he did

Ranti only hoped that what she did would be forgiven by her brother, even though she was not sure herself.

Seeing Abi who was so sound in his sleep, Ranti chose to get up and head to the bathroom, taking off the clothes she previously wore.

Examining every inch of her own body, Ranti felt so embarrassed, the pain she now felt, seeing so many signs of love that Abi showed there, was enough to make Ranti feel even more guilty.

"Sorry" Mumbled Ranti

"I'm sorry Ranti" he said again full of regret.

Roughly wiping some of the marks on his chest, but doing so alone was unable to make the situation return to its original state. Tonight made everything look different.

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