ASMARANTI (Substantial Wife )

33. Heart dilemma

...Don't make someone your priority, while you're just an option !...

...Don't hug something, which you already thought you wouldn't be able to hug !...

...🍁...

The atmosphere felt so emotional, Ranti occasionally wiped the clear thread that almost escaped just like that.

Ranti is not a weak woman, she does not want the sadness she feels at the sight of Abi.

Ranti just clucked in annoyance, looking at Abi's gaze which seemed to not stop intimidating.

"It's already that Ranti is very tired" said Ranti by tightly breaking Abi's hand that coiled on her stomach.

"Ranti immediately entered the Walk in closet to change her clothes.

Surprised, when Ranti found the contents of the closet, none of Ranti's clothes were there.

The clothes are only a few, which Ranti brought from her previous home. Recollecting, because Ranti could not be wrong.

Making sure several times the clothes were there, Ranti really remembered if before she had arranged all her clothes in the closet, but it was strange why the entire contents of the closet had changed.

Ranti was amazed by that, Tired of struggling with her own thoughts, Not wanting to bother Ranti chose a night shirt with cream, wearing a blazer to cover the open shoulders, and the rest of her body, and show the lower part of the waist that is slightly open.

Long enough Ranti was in the Walk in closet, sorting and choosing a comfortable nightgown for her to use.

Well, all the clothes hanging there have the same model, only the color and pattern alone distinguish.

A wide variety of lingerie with different colors and models, Ranti just grunted in annoyance, by choosing one dress that she thought was more polite than the other, she said, An early choice that Ranti thinks is better than others.

Honestly heavy for Ranti to wear such type of clothes, especially her who still felt annoyed at Abi.

As an adult woman, Ranti certainly understands, if these types of clothes are the type of clothes that are good for couples who love each other.

But not with him and Abi at the moment.

But how else, it was impossible for Ranti to use a kimono towel all night and use it to sleep tonight.

Without a second thought Ranti ended up wearing these clothes .

Tok to tok.

There was a knocking sound from behind the sliding door Walk in closet

"Ran" call Abi

"Replace "

"You don't papa" asked Abi who was worried

Ranti just shook, with her forehead showing fine wrinkles there. Reluctant to answer Abi's question, Ranti chose to remain silent.

"Ranti, I'll count to three, if you don't come out then I'll break down this door" Abi said in a panic.

"Replace !" Call Abi again.

"Ran !"

Srek

The sliding Walk in closet door that immediately opened, showing the figure of Ranti who stood in the doorway of the room.

"It's so pretty" said Abi in her heart

For a moment Abi was stunned to see the second wife he had neglected, standing right before him, wearing a shirt that always made him feel happy.

How not, any normal man will be tempted by the appearance of Ranti makeup that night, not least Abi.

Ranti is like vitamin A that is so healthy for the eyes. Beautiful, graceful, and charming, that's about it.

"You are not papa" asked Abi after being able to control himself.

Ranti simply replied with a nod of her head.

"Excuse me mas, I want to rest" Ranti said in a cold voice, finding Abi still standing nailing in front of her.

Abi shifted his body, to make room for Ranti who would come out of the Walk in closet room.

After that Ranti breezed away leaving Abi who was still sculpting.

"Replace "Call Abi.

Ranti just turned her head, and then turned around, glancing at the face of Abi who had started to blush.

"Yes" he answered briefly.

Abi was still silent with the gaze and thought of going nowhere.

"Mas !" Said Ranti , who immediately startled Abi, and disperse his daydream.

"If mas Abi still want to discuss the problem before, Sorry We should continue tomorrow only "Tawar Ranti upset.

"Honestly Ranti already does not have the energy to answer the debate mas Abi" said Ranti again.

After saying that, Ranti turned around and immediately headed for the king-size bed

Not even Ranti to lay down her body there, Abi had first grabbed Ranti's hand.

Deg.

Instantly Ranti's heart felt will be dislodged.

"Ranti" Call Abi lirih.

"I'm sorry Ran, I beg you" said Abi who had eroded the distance between the two. Tightly clutching Ranti's slender waist.

Ranti just flinching, with the chest that also can not be conditioned.

I don't know what the feeling is, but Ranti feels something different.

"Mas !" said Ranti

"Em" Abi replied briefly.

"Please Ranti tired mas" said Ranti who was upset.

Abi just shook her head, and kept hugging Ranti from behind.

"Mas !" Ranti said again with a little raise her voice

"Em, Abi replied again, with breath that felt more and more hunting.

"Mas !. Ranti please !. " Ranti said getting annoyed

"Actually what mas Abi wants from Ranti" Ranti said instantly.

"I want you Ranti. Very "Abi replied that deliberately drowned her face in Ranti's neck.

Hearing that Ranti just sighed deeply and exhaled her slowly.

"Ran , I've been looking forward to these times long enough" Abi said honestly.

"Maybe I wanted to be with the Goddess, but right now by my side you are, and I want to do it with you"

"Make you the full wife of my life" Abi said

Hearing Abi's honesty, although painful, but the request that Abi wants is also an obligation that Ranti must do.

As a wife, Ranti must serve her husband well, even in a state of anger.

"Mas" Ranti said.

"Yes" Abi replied in a soft voice.

"Reply afraid of "Said him later.

Abi frowned and listened to Ranti's words seriously.

"Ranti is afraid if she does, ka Dewi will be angry at Ranti" said Ranti with all the honesty she felt.

To be honest it is hard for Ranti to say that, Ranti could be selfish to master Abi completely, but Ranti's conscience says not to, even though the seed of love has grown in her heart.

Weighty

For sure.

Wife status, but let alone, heart alone.cannot for Ranti to have.

Is it selfish if Ranti forces herself to do what she honestly wants to do, but is unable to do.

"Ranti is afraid, very afraid" said Ranti in a trembling voice, holding back the sadness that felt so tight to the chest.

A cry that seemed to want him to endure, yet it just spilled unbearably.

"Ranti" Call Abi lirih. Ranti just flinching.

"You my wife, you have the same rights as the Goddess, you deserve to be happy. " Say Abi.

Ranti increasingly shows her head, crying as it happens, holding back the desire and love that is impossible for her to manage.

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