Asa At The End of Lembayung

When Guilt Approaches

After Rena's departure, Keysa was only pensively staring at the ground floor under the footrest of his level, trying to figure out what had happened, but he could only be disappointed again and again in himself and his family, he said, Of all the chaos due to ego and greed for a status, Keysa can only hope that this will be the last so that no one else is hurt and disappointed.

"Patience Non Keysa, maybe Non Rena needs time to calm down, maybe his disappointment still feels too deep and painful, because it seems he was not consciously expressing the pain that shackles his heart," bi Ijah said he understood what his former employer's son was thinking.

"Yes Bi, I understand it, but by the way where is Bi Ijah's child who is the same age as Rena? what's-her-name? is he going out too?" timpal Keysa and immediately asked his son Bi Ijah, who he did not know that his son had died long ago.

"Non Keysa Fitri, huh? sorry non he had died a long time ago," said Bi Ijah flat, because after all it even made his old wounds open again.

"Eh... Sorry Bi I don't know, but when did he die?" ask Keysa back.

"Hmw... It hasn't been long since we were painfully expelled by papa non Keysa who accused me of stealing,"

"Sorry we Bi, maybe the incident now is also the cause of papa who has zolimi Bi Ijah first," muttered Keysa after hearing the speech, he became increasingly guilty, he became more guilty, the tears even slightly seeped from the corner of her beautiful eyes, it was,

His breathing was so heavy, he was sitting limp, feeling confused, angry and sad mixed with thoughts that began to fear guilt, crossed mass memories of how his family humiliated Bi Ijah with an accusation, he said, which was only because his son was familiar with Rena at that time, but now look at Bi Ijah selflessly willing to take care of his sister, after they thought she was dead.

"Nothing Non, as the old saying goes, rice has become porridge, but I have also long forgiven and forgotten the incident, he said, and because Non Keysa already knows the true state of Non Rena better for now we focus on him alone, he said, because however Non Rena must always be considered so that his psychological trauma that he had experienced should not be repeated," said Bi Ijah.

"Then regarding his existence here, for now it is better for Non Keysa not to tell his father and other Non brothers, too, it's nothing but it looks like Non Rena still can't forgive you all," continued Bi Ijah trying to commemorate her brother Rena, who is not, and Keysa just nodded in agreement because that was the best way for now.

Thirty minutes later passed without conversation, then from afar Rehan was seen stepping foot towards the house in Bi Parijah.

"Assalamualaikum, uh is there a guest huh Bi?" greet Rehan when he reached the intended place, because when he had given direction to his prospective employees, Rehan asked the whereabouts of Bi Ijah and also Rena to the rt sir, because both are not there when the event for rice-sharing wrap he gave after directing as a form of thanksgiving for his first company.

Rehan is quite surprised by the appearance of Keysa who is looking at him expressionlessly, in his mind he just guessed what his sister Rena is angry with him, because he is not frank about the existence of his former lover.

After receiving Rehan's packet of rice, Bi Ijah immediately invited him to sit down, while Bi Ijah rushed into the house to bring water and save the food he gave.

"So, why didn't you just tell me back then that Rena was here?" keysa said after Bi Ijah went inside the house.

"By my recollection, didn't you ask that question, you were just commenting on my vehicle which you thought was a second car didn't you?" timpal Rehan in a cold tone, made Keysa again speechless for a while.

"Thank you" Keysa said softly as she glazed over Rehan.

"I'm sorry for all the wrongs and insults that my family and I have done to you in the past, even those of you who are considered one-sided by my family have succeeded in your own hard work, even you saved my sister" he continued, maybe today there are no more sorry words that have come out of his mouth.

"Hmw... It's okay, it's just a matter of course, in fact I'm very grateful, because it's also one that brings motivation to my life" said Rehan.

"So when did Keysa learn that Rena was here?"

"I knew Rena was here by chance, because at first I intended to ask you about it, because since we last met at the Mall a few weeks ago, I always thought about what you said back then" Keysa said frankly.

They talked about things about Rena, and Keysa promised that for now, she would not tell her father and brother until Rena could really open her heart to forgive them.

Then Keysa resigned to return to Singapore, but he promised to visit Bi Parijah's house every month and before returning home he gave money to his former aide, although it was rejected by Bi Ijah but Keysa asked him to accept in return for taking care of Rena.

Keysa also drove his car to leave the village of Tegal Bungur with a heart that was quite relieved, the curiosity that enveloped his heart was now a little treated, although he could not take Rena back with him, but he was not able to take her back with him, but since he had learned that his sister was now fine, even looked very happy and enjoyed as a very simple person.