Asa At The End of Lembayung

Phrases of Pain

The anger of the patient is silence, the disappointment of the patient is to leave. (Anonymous)

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After greeting each other with Bi Ijah, Keysapun invited to stop by Rena's house now, he was quite surprised by the hut which he thought was so simple.

Then Bi Ijah told her how Rena now lives with her, and she glanced at her sister as if asking for a more detailed explanation, Rena also tells the fate of her household along with Niko and how her best friend and ex-lover, helping her who is almost desperate in living life, and how her friends and ex-lovers, to make himself lose control of himself even his common sense had been uprooted from his soul, which made him have a mental disorder.

Keysa, who heard the words, did not feel make her tear up, because after all she and her father could not do anything, even his siblings consider their sister dead after learning of the incident Niko was involved with local Yakuza members.

"I'm sorry your brother and Papa and your two brothers, for not being able to look after and protect you, so now let's go home together today, Papa and the others will be happy that you are still healthy" Keysa said, taking her sister back home.

"Not for now or maybe forever, because for now my heart and mind, like feeling like I've lost my siblings, all feel very distant and can no longer be reached or reached, because when this self was abandoned and stranded in the land of people, I had wondered where my brothers and sisters were at that time, which at that time I was very blind to it," said Rena disappointed.

"Because after all this is the result of your selfishness forcing me to accept marriage with a person I do not know, even if you do not seem to know at all the habits of that person, all you care about is a respectable look, I'm sick of it, so why should I come home with you?" continued Rena at length, his heart so rumbled that the tightness of his chest seemed unbearable, his eyeballs looked at the front page as if they were looking far into a painful experience a few years ago.

His eyes began to glaze over the old memories, which he tried to love even though he was not loved and even received undue ill-treatment, without knowing who to complain to at that time, but he continues to try for the sake of a family's integrity, but what power in the end it just destroys his mind and soul.

As the saying goes, respect it while it is there, for when one's heart is too tired and hurt too deep, as hard as you try to make things better as before, sometimes it would just be a waste.

"I'm sorry we, however, we were looking for you at that time, but our busyness at that time was very dense, too, moreover, we gave up after finding out that you and your husband were dealing with one of the world's cruelest genk chiefs, and we also heard rumors that Niko had died,"

"Therefore we speculate that you too have passed away, so that we may not be anxious about your situation, so let us go home together so that we can make amends for the past, this time we will try to treat you well," said Keysa while holding his sister's hand, but Rena immediately let go of the hand.

"Hmw... Is that so? but from that day on I understood, so you don't have to worry about where I live now, because some things will feel strange and sometimes confusing, to be honest I was tired even though the building was so magnificent like a palace, but for me like a narrow space that continues to squeeze making this heart hurt, I had enough to feel it,"

"Although the house is not as good as your magnificent palace, but this is where I now feel comfortable and my heart finds tranquility, I am happy in this place, he said, let's just say the Rena you know is dead as you thought before," said Rena with a cold intonation that was so striking, which made Keysa speechless again.

Silence ensued after no more words were spoken from the two brothers, Keys was reluctant to speak to persuade him to return home, because it seemed like his sister was already very disappointed with himself and his own family, even when talking to him he did not mention his name let alone call him brother to him.

"I'm sorry it's not rude of me, but if there is nothing else to talk about, I beg you to say goodbye, because I have to deliver the vegetables we picked this morning to be taken to the market, so I'm sorry, but if you'd like to, you can take a short break here, even if it's not as good as your house," said Rena who immediately went to the back of the house to pick up the vegetables that she and Bi Ijah picked up this morning before leaving for Rehan's cracker factory for work briefing tomorrow and Keysa just nodded in favor without saying anything.