
This morning Ken did his usual activities by going to the office, but this morning Ken passed his breakfast not because there was an urgent job but because he was not excited to eat breakfast.
Ken busied himself with various kinds of work so that he forgot his lunch time and this was noticed by Rendra who was currently sitting opposite who was only separated by a table. Usually Ken always pay attention to his lunch time because Ken has ulcer disease.
"Sorry sir, it's time for lunch and this morning you also passed breakfast." Rendra. Ken's assistant knows everything about Ken including his Boss' food intake .
"I'm not having a taste for Ren and I'm still full, you better take a lunch break and continue this work" Said Ken who was still staring and holding the files in front of him.
Rendra actually knows what is going on with his boss but for now he can't do anything about it because Krn himself hasn't asked for his help.
"But you have an ulcer, sir, it is better to eat a little than not eat at all" said Rendra.
Ken stared coldly at Rendra while the one who was stared at lowered his head because he felt that there would be anger to be gained.
"You don't need to care about my health, it's better that you rest now" Ken insisted and instantly made Rendra nod her head.
Rendra stood up from his chair and left Ken's room. Rendra is not hurt by Ken's words but she is worried about him, because at this time it seems Ken is punishing him.
It does not feel the time has shown at 5 pm, actually Ken did not want to go home so soon because he felt there was no spirit if there was in the house it seemed like there was nothing to illuminate the house .. the illuminating ones have left that house and her. Previously Ken got a phone call from Andry who required him to go home immediately because his parents were waiting for him at Home.
Ken walked out of his room with a face that was not as excited as usual. Ken feels there is something in him that is missing but until now Ken has not realized it. All the employees were astonished to see his Boss who seemed to have no passion for life.
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Ken parked his car in the yard of his house and looked like a car that he was familiar with.
Ken entered his house with shaky steps, messy hair and a disheveled look.
"Ken's.." Intan Seru.
Intan was surprised by the appearance of his current son who was far from the appearance that he usually displayed.
"Mii..Pi's.." Sapa Ken and take a sitting position on the sofa facing his parents.
At first glance Andry looked at Ken's appearance, then he immediately spoke to the point without asking his son.
"Did Clar give you the papers he signed?" Ask Andry.
Ken only nodded his head signaling the word Yes for the answer to Andry's question.
"Good, have you signed it yet?" ask Andry back.
Once again Andry only got the answer of body movements from his son that is by shaking his head.
"Quick you sign your divorce with Clar. Go on with your life and don't look back. Papi doesn't want to see you like this, don't get ruined because of a woman." Andry's.
Ken stared at Andry, remembering Clar's writing that said he didn't have to worry because his Papa wouldn't be mad at him for this divorce.
"What have you told Papi and Mami Clar, have you sacrificed for me?" inner Ken.
"Papi and Mami go home first, if you want to go back home please son maybe you better stay with us." Andry's.
"Ken will stay here Pi." said Ken who still lowered his head.
"As far as you are, we go home first" Andry.
Andry actually felt heavy because tonight he couldn't be with his wife but he relented because at the moment Ken needs his Mama to be next to him.
"Well tonight Mami can stay here" Andry passed away leaving his wife and son.
"Honey it's better now you take a shower and after that we have dinner together" Intan said.
" Yes Ma.." Ken got up from his seat and left Intan.
Intan is saddened by her son's current situation and tonight she will invite Ken to speak from heart to heart.
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After dinner, Intan invites Ken to talk in the room.
This is where they are now in the main room.
"You know ken a few days ago Clar and her parents came home to talk about your divorce, Clar told us the reason and it made Papi angry with Clar but you know Ken actually Mami doesn't believe Clar's words. You know that my mother is a psychologist so Mami can find out whether this person is lying or not. So Mami asks you to be honest with Mami" said Intan.
Ken felt his mouth could not speak but Intan was patient to get his son to speak and Ken finally opened his mouth to speak.
Ken tells the truth and delivers a letter written by Clar. Intan exhaled his breath violently.
"Do you feel like you've lost Ken?" ask Intan.
"Ken doesn't know Ma.." Answer Ken.
"If you don't feel lost why the current appearance is like a manicured person and the light on your face dims" Intan.
Ken did not answer Intan's words and just lowered his head.
"Do you love Clar"
Ken straightened his head and stared at his mother.
"No way Ma.."
"What is impossible Ken, look at yourself now like a man who lost a lover. Better now you ask what your heart says, lest you lose a very meaningful person in your life Ken."
Ken could only remain silent without answering his mother's words.
"How could I possibly have mistreated Clar, this might have been a moment's loss because of a year of living with him. I'm going to live my life without Clar and I'm going to try to reconnect with Jessica." - Ken.
Intan saw Ken who just kept silent Tanoa reply to his words.
"this child is an adult but does not realize what his own feelings mean, may you realize it as soon as Ken because if it is too late you will fall into a deeper abyss." inner Intan."
Tonight was passed by Ken with a heart full of sugar especially if not for his conversation with his mother......
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