AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY

FEEL LOST

Sunlight greeted Ken's face that seemed to be sleeping in his sleep, his eyes twinkling with the light of the morning sun. Slowly his eyes opened in full and set his gaze next to him and it turned out that Clar was not there beside him. Ken goes downstairs to look for Clar but has no one to meet him and he ends up looking into the kitchen but there is only Bi Imah.

"Did Bi Imah see Clar" asked Ken.

"Auntie has not seen the Madam this morning Mr" replied Bi Imah to pause his activities in the kitchen.

"Oo.Maybe Clar is exercising Bi, yes I've been to the room first" Ken.

"Yes Mr.." Bi Imah resumed her activities in the kitchen.

Ken was getting ready to go to the office, he was wearing clothes that Clar had prepared. Clar had prepared Ken's clothes for today before he left home, but one more thing Clar left behind was a letter and a brown envelope sitting at a table near the sofa, perhaps in a hurry Ken was unaware of the sheet.

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Ken did his office activities as usual and it just so happened that today was not too much work today after he had a meeting this morning. Actually Ken felt there was something that made him feel bad this morning, but he quickly dismissed all those thoughts and maybe because this morning Ken had not met with Clar.

Ken plans to go home early today and is eager to meet with Clar.

"Master wants to go home now" asked Rendra.

"Yes Ren.is there anything I have to do?" ask Ken.

"There is no Master.." Said Rendra slightly lowering his head.

"Yes, I want to go home first" Ken.

"But not this afternoon Mr. there was a meeting with Miss Jessica at a cafe near this office" Rendra reminded.

"Oh yes I forgot . yes I will call him so we meet now do cafe "Ken took his phone in his pocket and immediately contacted Jessica. After he finished contacting Jessica, Ken immediately went to the cafe near his office because Jessica would soon arrive because it just so happened that Jessica was again around the cafe.

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"What's wrong with Jes.you said there's something you want to talk about" Ken asked as he held onto his teacup.

"Ken.is there no chance for us to be together?" Jessica said as she squeezed her hands together because she felt awkward to talk to Ken but she had been unable to hold back her feelings all this time.

Ken was surprised to hear Jessica question and he really did not know what to say because of his feelings now he just did not understand. After a few weeks of closeness with Clar made something different about him but he still brushed aside that feeling.

"Jes.I can't answer your question for now, but maybe later after..." Ken suddenly fell silent, he immediately picked up his phone and immediately looked at the calendar app and suddenly his right hand covered his mouth.

Ken immediately got out of his chair and immediately said goodbye to Jessica without explanation, while Jessica felt sad because Ken left her with a hanging answer.

Ken repeatedly contacted Clar but only the operator's answer was heard. His hand hit the driver of his car.

"Why didn't I realize last night was.arghhhh. Clar..." without realizing it his eyes are already glazed.

Ken stared at every corner of the room and immediately his eyes fell on the brown sheets of paper and envelopes on the table. Ken walked up to the table and sat himself on the sofa.

Ken read the writing on the piece of paper.

" ****For My Husband Kenny Son of Nugraha,

I'm sorry, brother, for not saying goodbye to you first before leaving from you and this house. I can't afford to go face to face with you, as you know I've loved you so much ever since high school and until now.

Brother I'm sorry for making you go through this marriage, I'm so selfish without thinking about your feelings. Now I'm gonna get you out of this wedding, in that brown envelope, there's a piece of divorce papers I signed so after you sign we're officially divorced. Sis.I've met Papi and Mami and explained everything but brother rest assured Papi will not be angry with Brother because all this is my request and Papi has accepted the reason we separated.

I am very grateful because for 1 month I have been a real wife who can serve you and be closer to you. I honestly did not expect to be that close to Big Brother, especially after Brother left me alone in the city.

Come back with true love Brother, I will pray that Brother is happy and successful always.

Again I'm sorry and maybe we won't see you again Sis."

Don't forget to be happy and thank you for the most beautiful memories on the Anniversary day of our wedding.

ttd, ttd,

Clarissa Wijaya**."

Ken opens the brown envelope and pulls out the divorce papers Clar has signed.

Ken held onto the sheet of paper.

"Murghhhh..." Ken shouted, he grabbed his hair and not a hint of tear-spread fell from the corner of his eye. Ken leaned his body behind the sofa while looking up at the ceiling of his room.

Ken recalls the memories of his time with Clar. Ken should have been happy that he was finally able to break free from this marriage but instead, Ken looked disheveled and his gaze was blank. He really felt like he lost Clar let alone Clar leaving with a letter instead of directly talking to him directly. She is so sorry why she didn't realize that her last day with Clar was at her anniversary, clar was very enthusiastic about the day and night he did not go to sleep even though he usually slept faster than Ken.

"Clar.you why didn't you see me before you left and your phone was off as well when I called, I'm sorry Clar. Why did all this happen, I should be happy to be back with Jessica but now it's the other way around" Ken murmured.

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Ken could not close his eyes that night, his sleep was very restless. Finally Ken was able to sleep at 2 am and even then probably because his body was very tired.

The next morning Ken awakens from his sleep hoping that what happens is a dream but the truth is that Clar is not next to him.

After finishing the bath Ken intended to take his clothes where Clar used to put them, but it turned out that there were no office clothes there and Ken realized that Clar had really left him.

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