Aryanti's Charm

Sickness

does this taste touch you ?

when I miss greeting me

maybe we have a feeling

in the rainwater

in the night wind

and every night I run

every day I go through too

I hang my heart on the moon

who remain loyal to the stars

leave your misses on a thick night,

send your heart to the roar of the waves on the beach

treat my taste and soul

perfect this wait

come with your love

I miss you Adrian.

Aryanti wiped her tears, after she finished writing a verse of poetry about her feelings, and sent it by e-mail, maybe in this way he can feel relieved maybe in this way he can express his feelings and all the strange things in his heart can be liberated, he said,Aryanti just wants Adrian to know that he misses her and Adrian feels the same way.

Aryanti cried herself in her bed, her face was hidden in the pillow, crying until as much as she could, so lonely as the day she passed,as tough as ever someone finally reached zero feeling bottom as low as low in a longing and waiting.

"I'm so tormented by this feeling,

so heavy is my burden to bear all this waiting, when longing to come to greet me I always divert it Mas.., I am always strong again, I am always strong again, but this time I cannot, I am weak, I am weak,the defense that for the past four months has been so sturdy, is now collapsing with these tears"

Aryanti tearfully spoke to herself as if Adrian were in front of her, staring at the jewelry box containing two rings, her heart felt so sliced, and her tears though not invited came by themselves, there is no place to complain, to pour out all the contents of the taste, there is no place to lean when he wants to be spoiled, no one to hold him when he is so longing.

Aryanti stared at her laptop containing pictures and photos of herself with Adrian during the most beautiful moments in her love journey, countless of which they captured together,countless times of togetherness that they filled with happiness, at dusk, at night, and in every day.

With tears still expanding Aryanti stared one by one while feeling the photos of herself and Adrian, all this sense let only her who knows and feels, let alone her,if he reaches Adrian's phone at this time maybe Adrian will feel burdened, Aryanti will definitely feel very guilty, especially if until Adrian sees him crying fear Adrian so keep thinking, so keep thinking,and Adrian failed in his studies because he felt not at home.

Aryanti rubbed her face while taking a stand, looking up at the sky to reduce the burden from inside her chest, and to prevent her tears from coming out again.

So tired of Aryanti with all her busyness and added with the burden of her heart feeling, Aryanti laid her body to enjoy her fatigue, enjoying her fatigue in solitude, and to enjoy her tiredness in solitude,glancing at the clock on the wall at 23:01 Aryanti closed her eyes that felt sore because of the cry, then tried to sleep by hugging the bolts beside her, and Aryanti fell asleep by hugging her longing and waiting.

Sleeping for approximately 6 hours Aryanti felt her body drained when she woke up, half six in the morning had woken up again and fulfilled her obligations by performing dawn prayers, then Aryanti sat on her dresser looking at her dull face and smudging her eyes swollen from the night after crying and Aryanti put out eye drops and compressed them with wet wipes but because of crying straight away her swollen sleep did not disappear.

After cleaning his bed and all swept and in his mop then Aryanti dress up and Aryanti does not want to waste time with her solitude because according to her belief her solitude will invite her sad feelings but if there is someone else to talk to, the atmosphere will be different.

Aryanti entered her office earlier than her other staff members had not been on coming, it was still early in the morning but Aryanti had turned on her computer and also her personal laptop beside her,aryanti wants to throw away her loneliness.

First came Mr. Edi directly say good morning to Aryanti in the afterlife Linda who also felt surprised to see Aryanti early in the morning was already standby at the office, also Linda saw a different appearance Aryanti because Aryanti wears glasses even though it is not a style according to Aryanti, itself only removes or disguises the swollen scars of crying.

"Our brother Edi is close to the heart at 09.00 there is something I want to say" Aryanti's voice was a bit raucous.

"OK Bu Aryanti later I will tell you in the staff group"

"Open to the public everyone can join Ma'am are guests the same hotel personnel only ?"

"It's for the public that Mr. Edi I want to commercialize it"

"Oh so, huh ?"

"Also one more I want to open family karaoke, for we can hangout in the moment tired"

"Keep the place for the karaoke to use which room is ma'am ?"

"The courtroom there will be some of the capacity is a little medium and the capacity is the most so we take the rarely utilized, the smallest facilities that are rarely used most of the close ones will want a place that is rather quiet even though the meeting personnel are few"

"Yes ma'am I understand, we'll try to discuss it later"

Linda approached Aryanti, both of whom were like brothers and friends always being friends chatting and venting also any discussion and in any atmosphere, Linda was so worried to see the change in Aryanti was afraid of Aryanti being sick and not talking to her, let alone her voice until hoarse like that.

"Bu Aryanti is fine, what else is not feeling well hemght...?"

"No matter what Linda, it's just a little bit of a cold, but not so annoying"

"Sorry to like it in the crack isn't Mom ?"

"No, I'm amused it hurts too heeee..."

"Drink jamu or ma'am..."

"What are you ?"

"Yes jamu reject the wind, ma'am, your time is running out"

"Hehehehe...not breakfast what is it ?"

"It's even nicer that, it's warm water.Wait for me to find it in the cafeteria first"

"Thank you Linda"

"Yes Mom..."

Linda came out towards the cafeteria, and soon entered again with a few sachets of herbs,then Linda took a glass and filled with warm water from the dispenser as well as a placemat and a small spoon to stir it up, Linda approached Aryanti and placed the glass and the watch in front of Aryanti.

"Morning is already done hehehe..."

"Apaaan Bu is only available for herbal medicine"

"Is there any herbal medicine for longing ? hehe..."

"That's the person who came ma'am healed directly, apparently again got wind long ya Bu haaaaaaaa..."

"Sssssssssst..."

Aryanti blabbed the glass that had been poured with herbs while laughing together

Linda, my, there is good Aryanti even though she is the highest leader in her place of work remains a low profile and humble with anyone and makes everyone happy not afraid or even reluctant but instead charisma a leader increasingly appreciated, do not hesitate to joke with anyone within reasonable limits.

Aryanti opened her glasses because she was exposed to steam from the glass when she was going to drink her herbs, and Linda saw Aryanti's eyes a bit swollen, Linda knew she could also guess that Aryanti had finished crying, such a sudden separation with Mr. Adrian may be stressful to his feelings, anyone does not care about the high social status and position if the problem of feeling all the same, he said,Linda also felt especially herself to see the relationship of Bu Aryanti with Mr. Adrian again warm-warm.

Linda also saw the more here Bu Aryanti getting slim, maybe too tired with work, or also rarely eat or many thoughts or also always remember the same Mr. Adrian I don't know...Linda feels sorry, even though she is familiar with Ms. Aryanti but for personal matters that are very privacy they both take care of her but as much as possible Linda wants to entertain and can be her friend.