
Jihan's heart was so unsettled before she made sure to meet Habil.
Along the way, Jihan was more silent about what she should do when she arrived at her husband's hotel, Pangandaran Beach Hotel or at home they would meet.
Jihan intends to come to her house that was once lived with Habil her husband since the beginning of their marriage.
The house that witnessed her marriage, the early journey of her household, went through pregnancy and had Zaid.
Her heart has unanimously wanted to surprise her in her own home, and wants to reimagine her future with her husband and their beloved son.
The longing that had only existed in his heart could not be denied. Jihan is just an ordinary human being who has the same love has a sense of longing and selfishness and anger and jealousy.
"Where do I want to take Ji?" Adelia asked as she glanced at Jihan who again rubbed the sleeping Zaid.
"Gue just want to go home, pity Zaid so I can rest, later let me call Kak Habil from home."
"Lo did not stop by The Praja Hotel and Restourant Pangandaran? later I know Linda to be your friend, she cares, very good."
"Let's go, afraid to even disturb your honeymoon! okay if I go to the hotel you know Linda yes"
"Siiiip, you lo!"
"How long are you planning on here, Del?"
"At home Ji, my month vacation has only been on two weeks, now The Praja Hotel and Restourant Pangandaran are managing my part, Ortu has shared it, now, but until now I'm the same Fath still not thinking of moving to Indonesia, we still feel at home there someday maybe I will stay in Bandung or in Bali or also in Pangandaran I am still happy like this can go everywhere freely before having tail kayak lo."
"It may feel happy if one day you go back to Indonesia and you want to settle here in Pangandaran close to me as if we really become brothers."
"Hopefully Ji."
"Adel, sometimes I can't get out of the shadows of my past and my hopes. Actually it's all just hope that is not up, slowly I can get out of the problem with all the busyness."
"Ji, everyone will have that problem, but no one is equal in portion, before I dated Fath I had many ideals and gamang with my own future, before I was dating, what would my life really be like, but everything was just ordinary."
Jihan was silent, understanding what Adel's words were.
"After dating also cave still feel worried about what kind of relationship I have with Fath, you can imagine not easily understand two different national origins, two customs, two cultures and all the different, you can imagine, but now that I'm living it all there's always a way out. Although at first such a burden that hinders me means so much in front of me."
"Yes Adel sometimes we are jealous of what others have when others think we are more fortunate."
The car drove slowly but surely into the Pangandaran area, after they stopped at certain places they wanted to eat to the toilet and perpetuate the beautiful spots along the road they traveled.
"Lo seriously didn't see Mr Habil at work? do you want to go home can not enter? it's still not too late, you know maybe Mr. Habil hasn't come home yet."
"Gue's got Del's key, let me enjoy it and adapt it again to the house I used to live in."
"Okay I understand, may you be happy and everything goes as we expect."
Jihan smiled and nodded, the yearning for Habil further penetrated her heart the guilt-feeling presenting the deepest acknowledgement and regret from within her chest.
Jihan recalled the response of her parents who were so in disbelief when she conveyed Jihan's desire to go to Pangandaran.
Whether there is anything so drastically changed, as usual stubborn Jihan can not be rejected both parents. There was no other choice but to allow his beloved daughter and granddaughter to go with his two friends while in Australia.
"Adel, there are times when I can't forget the past and my ideals that I can't achieve" Jihan said as she looked away.
"Everyone will experience Ji's time but maybe a different portion of it I've also never gamang think about my own future will be like what is completely unthinkable. after dating Fath too I still feel gamang what my household life will be like but after all lived we enjoy it."
The car arrives and stops at one house that Jihan shows. A modern minimalist house is very beautiful.
"What about Neng Jihan?"
"Yes Bi."
The car entered the courtyard after Auntie opened the gate.
"Did Mr. Habil know Neng Jihan was coming?" aunty asked while standing at the car door to help Jihan bring all Zaid's needs.
"Not Bi, let me later call, Zaid his sleep let me put first so as not to disturb his sleep."
Adel saw the way Jihan was so painstakingly lifting the tiny body that slept in the back seat of the car, Zaid looked wriggling then in his bopong following Bibi who first walked into the house.
Adel's heart was so sad and happy to see the change that Jihan showed that changed suddenly, sad when she could not yet lead a small hand like Zaid.
But the fate of the others Jihan did not care so much about her marriage from the beginning but why was she so easily given offspring? that is fate and destiny that cannot be bargained for.
Happy to see the change in Jihan herself after chatting and giving each other an understanding, chatting about the life of Jihan finally felt touched. If all this time he was just struggling with the wrong feeling. Jihan has come to understand that her partnership with her husband Habil is best for their children and also for their future.
'There is no future more beautiful than being laid out and planned together'
Adel's words continue to ring in Jihan's ears to make a motivation that is so aware of him, if all this time he has committed many sins to the husband in the household and also to his son.
Jihan came in to put Zaid back to sleep in the room, the house felt empty and tidy. Fath same Adel entered later after lowering the default Jihan.
Look around the house that is so beautiful and fun with the beach air that is so felt.
The smell of salt water can not be eliminated from the area, even though the distance between the house is the nearest beach.
"Ji, I can't stay here long pity Fath to rest, you're fine right?"
"Calm down, we'll see you tomorrow! Not drinking yet?"
"Later, greetings to Mr. Habil, happy honeymoon Ji."
"Haaa .. can you!"
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