Aryana's Heart Choices

S2. Afwi Feelings

After Isya Afwi invites Nayla to go out and buy side dishes for the Asyura fast later tonight. They go to the square in the middle of the city there are many peddling various culinary specialties of Bandung. Nayla's choice fell on a gravy peek that seemed appetizing.

"Bang, I want to peek at the gravy, it looks really good when eaten with sambal!" pinta Nayla while pointing at the cilok kuah merchant in the square park.

"Ok but don't be too spicy, Dek, his stomach will hurt tomorrow instead of fasting!"

"Yes, my husband, my dear."

"Nay, we buy mineral water first, because the father of the seller does not provide drinks!" the Awwi's Decree which Nayla asserted

Nayla immediately ordered a gravy lick that had uploaded her taste from earlier, while Afwi just saw it while holding a bottle of mineral water that had just been bought.

"You want to try, it's delicious!" tawar Nayla but was gently rejected by her husband.

"Make you alone, honey, see you eat your brother is full," said Afwi while stroking the head of the wife covered in dusty pink hijab.

"I'm so lucky to have you, Nay, even to make you happy just in this simple way, but with everything I have you can ask for more than just eating gravy, my savings can make you a cilok kuah restaurant if you want to," the inner Afwi in heart while looking at the wife who is enjoying the cilok kuah happily.

After eating the gravy, Afwi and Nayla continued their walk, going around the square, when they went around to buy a side dish for Ashura fasting later that night, their choice fell to beef rib soup. Time has shown at nine o'clock at night, they finally ended the show around the square.

"Capek ya, Yang?" ask the couple when they get home.

"Not really, Bang," replied Nayla.

"Here let the brother heat the soup, you clean first!"

"Yes, Bang."

Afwi brought rib soup into the kitchen and then heated it, he also checked whether the rice was enough or not. After everything was done, Afwi returned to the room following the wife. Arriving at the room, Afwi saw his wife sitting in front of a mirror while applying night cream.

"Honey, go to bed soon, so that later tonight you can wake up and eat sahur!" pinta Afwi, Nayla.

Finished cleaning himself in the bathroom, Afwi headed to walk in closet to change clothes, then followed the wife who had first laid her body in the bed.

"I can't sleep, Bang," complained Nayla.

"Why hmm?" ask Afwi then change his sleeping position to face his wife.

"Which, I've repeatedly told you about it, it's up to you, who can control your mind and your heart only yourself, you know, but my brother will never be tired of supporting you and loving you with all your shortcomings and advantages. Now you better pray and think before you go to sleep so that your heart is calmer!" afwi said while gently stroking his wife's head.

Hearing the husband's words, Nayla immediately hugged Afwi while saying an apology. His feelings are more mixed, Afwi returned the embrace of his wife with love. A gentle kiss he lands on the head of the wife to show that she loves and loves the woman who now has her arms. Before long a soft snoring was heard from the wife, slowly Afwi loosened his embrace, he looked at the beautiful face of the wife, actually not only Nayla but she also felt the same.

Friends his age even his younger brother has been married and have children, but he can not show his arrogance to his wife. He must look strong and strong in front of Nayla, if not who else will give the greatest support to his soulmate.

"I've always loved you Nay, you have to trust me, whether or not there are children among us will not affect the magnitude of my love for you," inner Afwi in the heart then he followed the wife to dreamland.

The alarm on Afwi's phone rang at half-three in the morning, slowly waking up from his sleep and waking his wife.

"Darling, wake us up!" take Afwi while gently stroking the head of the wife.

Nayla wriggled when she felt that there was disturbing her sleep, so she tried to open her eyes that still felt heavy, but finally her eyes could be opened as well.

"What time is this, Bang?" nayla asked as she rubbed her still sleepy eyes.

"Hour half-three, let's wake up the tahajud prayer first followed by eating sahur!"

Afwi helps his wife to get up and go to the bathroom, finished taking ablution of a husband and wife doing tahajud congregational prayer, tahajud congregation, finished praying both hands to ask for all the goodness of the world and the hereafter did not forget also they asked to be immediately given offspring sholeh or sholehah, even Nayla to tears. Hearing the sobs of his wife Afwi's heart feels crowded, so he wants the wife to want a child from the fruits of her love with him.

Finish praying tahajud, Afwi and Nayla to the kitchen. Nayla reheats the rib soup she bought, while Afwi makes warm tea, after all is ready, the couple eats their sahur. Finished eating sahur Nayla immediately clean their eating utensils while waiting for the dawn adhan. Selang Ten minutes sounded adzan dawn reverberating

"Yang, my brother prayed to the mosque first yes," said Afwi to Nayla who was cleaning up the rest of the side dishes.

"Yes, Bang, don't forget to lock the door when you leave!"

"Yes, my dear," said Afwi then stepped into the room to prepare to go to the mosque.

After the husband went to the mosque, Nayla also took ablution for the morning qobliyah prayer first before performing the dawn prayer. After praying, Nayla mourned the Quran in the nightstand. He sat quietly on the prayer mat while slowly chanting the holy verse of the Qur'an, it felt really peaceful, everything was gone somewhere.

Afwi had come home from the mosque, he went straight to the room because he knew there was his wife. When he was about to open the door of his hand restrained, the sound of the Quran recited by the wife was heard to the outside of the room that was not fully closed. Very peaceful Afwi hear it, Nayla is a submissive wife and easy to teach, she is also quite smart to learn something, she can also easily accept advice from others, especially advice from parents. Afwi also wonder why the wife of Seshby Nayla has not been trusted to conceive.

"O Allah, whatever the fault of my servant's wife please forgive me, allow her to bear the fruit of our love, I cannot see her grieving every day," afwi prayer in his heart while leaning his body in the shelter outside his room.