Aryana's Heart Choices

S2. Yasmin's Advice

Afwi covered both hands on Nayla's face, she looked closely at the bead eyes that made her fall in love since she first met at the spring roll.

"Without knowing what you're thinking, don't try to lie because other than your husband's brother, this brother is also a cop who understands which people are honest or not. Now honestly same brother what do you think to be alone in the middle of a family event?"

"I-I want to have Bang's son, seeing Kiran's mother, Aryana, Mitha's aunt who is so full of warmth taking care of her children, I became jealous, Bang, hyks," answered Nayla who finally could not stem her feelings.

"So you guessed it must be a child problem again," said Afwi then lowered his hand from Nayla's face in a lethargic manner.

"I'm sorry, Nay, Bang" said Nayla, holding her husband's hand.

"You know, Dek, there's a woman who's sadder than you when you can't give a child, and that woman is my own sister. So don't think weird about not having kids."

"I mean brother?"

"Aryana was given the choice of her mother-in-law divorced or allowed Fahmi to remarry so that Fahmi could have children because for about three years Aryana had not been pregnant. Even after getting pregnant, Aryana had to fight on the verge of life and death. Fahmi's heart is already at the lowest point, he is almost crazy to see his wife on the verge of death, the wealth that he has can not make a heart that matches Aryana, Aryana, all the hearts that were prepared were not compatible with Aryana, until Allah sent the winged angel tal willingly to donate his heart to Aryana and the heart of the woman matched that of Aryana 99 percent," afwi.

"Is the woman who donated her heart the mother of Alesya?" guess Nayla who answered the nod by Afwi.

As Nayla shuts her own mouth, she hears about the history of Aryana's struggle to have offspring and chronological Aryana heart transplant.

"You are more fortunate, Dek, mother and family Dewantara and family Danuarta does not demand you immediately pregnant, they actually give you support so as not to ever despair, unlike Aryana at that time, they actually gave you support, she must face her illness and her in-laws' demands simultaneously. There are those who are sadder than you in this world when it comes to getting offspring. So brother please stop thinking about the problem of pregnancy, God willing my brother will be loyal to you. The child is a bonus in marriage even though one of the purposes of marriage is to multiply offspring, but if God does not believe us yet, we can do anything but wait while improving ourselves so that God will trust us immediately in the trust of the child. It is Allah who knows and loves His servants the most, so do not think about the words of others" said Afwi advised his wife at length.

Hearing her husband's advice, Nayla leaned her head against her husband's chest while her hands were wrapped around his waist.

"Once again forgive Nayla yes, Bang, Nay's childish thinking is also excessive when the brother and all the family do not demand Nay soon pregnant," said Nayla regretted having over thinking about the problem of pregnancy.

"Now it's better that we rejoin the rest of the family, they'll be looking for you!" invite Afwi after landing a kiss on Nayla's forehead.

In the dining room, Yasmin, Oma Dewi and Mitha were preparing food for lunch together, while Yudha, Mitha's husband, opa Dimas, Fahmi, Arjuna were also the bocils still in the back garden.

"Nay, where have you been, kid, you're confused about getting back and forth, you're sick?" yasmin asked as soon as Nayla entered the kitchen.

"I'm sorry, Nay, mom, it was out of the bathroom near the park, Nayla was interested in the koi fish pond that belonged to opa Dimas, so Nay there saw the fish," replied Nay origin although there is a point he saw koi fish.

Yasmin and the two women in the kitchen smiled at Nayla's answer, which looked more like a kindergarten.

"Yes, you pray first after that we will eat together!" pinta Yasmin who quite understands the situation of Nayla, Yasmin believes that there is something that makes her daughter-in-law uncomfortable.

"Yes, Dek, you should go to the duzuhur prayer room first, if the brother had prayed dzuhur congregated in the mosque," said Afwi chimed in his request.

"Then, Nay went to the room first" said Nayla then immediately rushed to her room on the second floor.

"Your wife why, Afwi, Oma notice she's not as happy as the others, do you have any problems?" ask ifa Dewi who also caught things wrong with her daughter-in-law's granddaughter.

"Ooma habits, especially those that can make Nay so if not a matter of pregnancy and child," replied Afwi lethargic while sitting himself in the dining room chair.

"Have you checked with your doctor about each other's fertility?" ask Mitha.

"Aunty, even in two famous hospitals and our fertility results are fine," replied Afwi honestly.

"You are patient, the question is already pregnant what has not been in a woman who has been married for a long time by the community is the most sensitive thing for a wife, he said, and the severity of problematic accusations must be thrown at the wife first. Though it could be her husband who is less even infertile."

"I know mom, but Nayla was afraid that she would not get pregnant and I would leave her, I was sometimes frustrated repeatedly giving her an explanation" said Afwi frustrated.

Yasmin then sat next to her second son, she rubbed the pungung Afwi affectionately so that her son was calmer.

"Mother understands what you're feeling, but please take control of your emotions, remember your sister was also once in Nayla's position even more flavorful," yasmin advises Afwi to be more patient and suppress the ego in dealing with Nayla's psychology about pregnancy

"Yes, Bund, I'll remember your advice"

"You take Nayla to the room, after that we have lunch together!"

Afwi also said, he followed his wife to the room as well as he cleaned himself.

Yudha has arranged the carpet in the family room so that it can accommodate all members of his extended family and also so that the lunch together is more relaxed. All family members have gathered in the family room, there are still children who run around joking so that the boisterous atmosphere fills the living room opa Dimas is quite large.

Hearing their oma's orders, the leaks positioned them well, sitting near each other's parents. In the middle of the carpet already covered.

"Nay, what do you want to eat, son?" bargain Yasmin.

"Just kick Mommy," replied Nayla then Yasmin brought the dish containing rendang closer to Nayla.

"I want meatballs!" pinta Alya and the other children also asked for the same menu because the meatballs are more friendly with their teeth.

Aryana then took meatballs for her children, Yasmin did cook some processed meat menu, she also made her husband's favorite oxtail soup and in-laws, there is also processed goat meat made nengkleng. That day all rejoiced to celebrate the sacrifice even though one of them felt the sacrifice was the same as in previous years.

After lunch, Nayla helps clean up the former family member's meal until a voice greets her.

"Nay, come with me for a second yuk!" take Yasmin.

"Yes, Bund" said Nayla, walking behind her mother-in-law to the mosque.

"Mother brought me here, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, just want to have a light conversation with you, here sit by your mother!"

Nayla then sat down next to Yasmin, where they sat facing each other, Yasmin clasping her daughter-in-law's hand with a smile.

"May you ask?"

"Can."

"Mother look all day you look different not as happy as usual, can bunfa know why?"

"That's just your feeling, I'm fine."

"Yes fine outside but not inside here" Yasmin said as her fingers pointed to Nayla's chest.

"Nay, you've been the mother of the mother's own daughter, so if you need a interlocutor you can curhar with the mother," continued Yasmin.

Nayla was confused to hear the words of her mother-in-law, indeed she did not know whether to be honest or not, even if lying must be discovered, somehow her mother-in-law looks like a psychic.

"Nay, it's nice to be with all the families like this, but for Nay, there is still something lacking, namely the presence of a child in Nay's life and brother," Nayla replied trying to be honest.

"Son, the child is a trust from God, if God has not given it means that God wants to leave children to you after you have been judged worthy and ready by God not judged worthy by yourself or others, that's an important point you should remember!"

"Abang has also been advising often, Nayz but Nay often baper if you see small children and hear people talking outside about Nay who never got pregnant," said Nayla.

"Then from now on Nay must learn to talk with people who only make Nay sad, focus on doing positive things and take care of the husband properly. Invite Afwi at night when he is not on duty for dhikir together, many igstifars, shalawat and read la haula wa la quwwata illa billahil ‘aliyyil azhimi as much as a hundred times more good, more, because one of the plants in heaven is that reading. In addition, dzikir La haula wa la quwwata illa billahil ‘aliyyil azhim if read a hundred times then the person is kept away from seventy evils one of them fakiran. So try deh you and Afwi closer to Allah with a lot of worship, dhikr also do not forget the effort after that trust and prejudice with Allah. Do not ever have a thought I have dzkir hundreds of times every day, have been praying until the mouth is dry but why not the results?, do the command of Allah and the Prophet do not think much, let the rest of God finish, okay?" yasmin.

Hearing her mother-in-law's advice, her tears shed, her heart that was like an arid field was now a land overgrown by fresh plants. He felt very grateful to have a mother-in-law as good as Yasmin, just as Yudha's father was very bad with his mother-in-law.

"Hiks.hiks..., Nay knows mother, God willing Nay will invite brother to pray and recite together.

Yasmin carried Nayla's body in her arms stroking the soft head of her hijab-covered son-in-law.

"Nay know whose prophet has not had any offspring in a long time?" ask Yasmin.

"Know mother, the prophet Ibrahim Alaihisalam," answered Nayla while wiping her tears.

"The command to read dhikr La haula wa la quwwata illa billahil ‘aliyyil azhim is the order received by Prophet Muhammad during the journey of Islamijraj and met the prophet Ibrahim Alahisalam. Prophet Ibrahim Alaihisalam ordered the Prophet Muhammad that his people always read La haula wa la quwwata illa billahil ‘aliyyil azhim because this sentence is one of the plants in heaven, if we often read this dhikr in addition to our prayers immediately granted we can also enter heaven easily because we have planted fields there. Rest assured that if you feel you have God, your heart will be calm in the face of any problem."

"Thank you, Mother is already willing to pay attention and understand Nayla, from now on God willing Nay will be stronger and closer to God," nayla said, leaning her head on her mother-in-law's shoulders, and Yasmin responded by embracing Nayla's shoulders.

From a distance away, a man smiles to see his two favorite women talking warmly, what a pleasure your Lord has for you lies.

"Thank God, you do not have a servant born of a wingless angel like Yasmin's mother" said the man, wiping a clear grain from the corner of his eye.