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19 Doubts in Love

"Do you like Rangga?"

"What!"

I flinched in surprise then looked towards her who remained focused on her food. I don't intend to answer any questions from him. I quickly finished my meal after which ran away to my room. Leaving Daniel without a word.

"Just Daniel himself? Where's the rani?"ask Mama who approached Daniel at the dinner table.

"To his room Aunty, may want to take a shower" replied Daniel casually. Mom then grumbled.

"RANNY! This is the former meal in the finish first," shouted mamah.

I'm the one who almost went in the room had to go back to the kitchen. I don't know what Daniel meant and I don't want to answer that either. Didn't Daniel know my thoughts. With a shunt step I went back to the kitchen and washed the dishes.

I took my plate and walked to the sink and I saw Daniel there washing his old dishes. I approached her slowly and waited for her to finish.

"Here is the plate" said Daniel, thrusting his arm at me.

"Daniel, let Rani wash the dishes herself. You mending shower gih in the guest room Aunty also already ready her clothes,"enthus mamah. Daniel then complied and left me and mama.

"Your boyfriend is very diligent. You even left him eating how the hell?"his mama praised Daniel. And you only know that Daniel is my girlfriend.

I continued to wash my dishes. I also feel a little guilty when I do not have to just because he asked about Rangga. I have to apologize to him immediately he might think that I really like Rangga.

"You are yes, love dong Daniel your chance to date is not just a friend of his," said mamah while holding my shoulder.

I turned around after drying my hands and looked at my mother with a look that did not know what to do.

"Mahs.. I don't know what to do?"say I'm frustrated. I really don't understand if I should wipe my bangs back.

"Love him a chance. She really likes you."you patted my mane gently and then smiled. And I can only nod slowly.

***

After I finished the bath I went to the guest room to see Daniel. But when I opened the door slowly he wasn't there. Maybe he came home but why didn't he tell me.

I then ran out of the house looking towards the garage and found Daniel's motor there. I'm worried if he leaves the house without using his bike. I started looking around my house but he still wasn't there.

"Where did Daniel go?"ask a friend who is watching a talk show.

"Still in the guest room. From there also has not come out," replied mamah relaxed.

"I didn't have any mah I was there," I said restlessly.

"Again in the bathroom. There's no way he's gonna come." I patted my head, if you know if he can do that.

I rushed to find her again in the guest room. I opened the door to his room slowly and called Daniel softly.

"Daniel?"there's no answer. I went into his room and went around looking for him.

"What's up?"daniel asked after coming out of the bathroom.

"Ah no kirain Lo already home," said I then approached him who had just sat on the lip of the bed. I stood in front of him. And he didn't look at me one bit.

"Daniel I don't know what Lo nanyain means but I really don't like Rangga. I'm sorry." I put my palms together in front of my face and then sat down next to her.

"I'm just jealous of him" he replied, embarrassed to see his reddened face. I smiled at him.

"You don't get jealous we're cool, '" I said with a smile but he looked at me as if he disagreed with what I had just said.

"I'm interrupting your life, aren't I?"her question is far from what I'm talking about.

"No," I said frankly. Daniel then smiled broadly at me.

"I'm sorry I was childish. I must not have left you eating earlier," I said softly.

"I'm you?"her question was confused because all this time I called her Lo I even though she always called me smooth.

I tried to comfort her by gently rubbing her hair. I will also try to appreciate her as a boyfriend. I'll try to like him like he likes me. I don't know why my heart hesitated.

He suddenly pushed me from his arms. I don't know why but he looks very angry and unaccepting.

"Why do you doubt? Is it because we are different beings?"ask her now angry. I forgot that he could read my heart. I'm speechless not knowing what else to answer but "sorry".

"So because of that?"ask her again with a ketus.

"Daniel is not like that."that's all I could answer I kept thinking and thinking about getting back to the right answer until I remembered the words of Daniel's father.

"The time is now who wants to be matched," he said, my words were preempted by him.

"I just want you Rani is just you. I never play when I say you're mine."

I sat down not knowing what else to answer. He must know my heart really feels guilty for him. I took a deep breath.

"Sorry Daniel sorry. I am grateful that you came to me, loved me, loved me. I have never been loved or cared for by anyone other than my father. I have never had a boyfriend, nobody has liked me all this time. But when you came I could feel what I wanted to feel all this time" I said then fell silent.

He closed his eyes as if in disbelief. He brushed my hair slowly. He hugged me slowly.

"Sorry Daniel sorry" said an apology continuing out of my mouth.

"I'm sorry too. I thought you'd changed but I'm now convinced that you've always loved me."

Ever been?

"Well, can I love you?"

"Of course you are."

Daniel hugged me tighter.

***

"His aunt Rani is there?"tanya Rangga stood in the doorway. He looked towards the garage where Daniel's motorcycle was.

"Let's go in."Rangga smiled and then put his foot inside.

"His husband is in the guest room with Daniel, do you know where the room is?"Rangga nodded and smiled. He hesitated towards the room he was in, his mind constantly spinning thoughts of negative thoughts about Daniel and Rani. But he brushed it off Rani couldn't be like that.

But the positive thought was back on edge again with a voice he heard from inside the room.

"I'm sorry too. I thought you'd changed but I'm now convinced that you've always loved me." that's Daniel's voice.

"Well, can I love you?"and this is Rani's voice.

"Of course you are."

Dada Rangga suddenly felt tight and he did not know why. He asked what the two of them were doing. Rangga was silent in front of the door and was about to knock on the door but that intention he canceled. Rangga then opened the door knob and opened it immediately.

Instantly Rangga's heart seemed to be pierced by an arrow from behind. Rangga widened his eyes in disbelief seeing the two of them hugging. Daniel who saw the arrival of Rangga hugged Rani tighter and looked at Rangga cynically. As if he said.

"I won"

Rangga clenched his hands then left from there. Rangga did not understand why he was always in the wrong situation. Seeing them like that made him very upset.

"Fuckin' creatures I shouldn't have allied with him!"

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Chapter ter-bucin severe:b

TBC....