
After entering the room he locked himself in order to calm himself.
While daydreaming suddenly his eyes saw a gold box squeezed at the bottom of his clothes.
"What is it?"Tapasya murmured as she moved from her seat.
With a slow step he stepped towards the golden-colored box to see what it really contained.
After getting the key he opened the golden box and it turns out that there are all items belonging to Aretha in the old school days and some old photos between Reyhan and Aretha that look very happy at that time.
Tapasya also opened a book with a blue cover and opened the land slowly and he read the contents of the book.
At that time his heart was very pounding because he did not think his husband still kept all his nostalgia with his best friend aka the most beautiful ex from Reyhan.
God, am I wrong to open this book?
All the questions perched in his head and wished he could read without a burden on his heart.
Finally, after passing through various considerations, she finally opened her husband's Diary book.
First day...
*Dear Diary, this heart was so happy when I looked at the girl's face,the girl who always stole my attention and always wanted me to approach her and whispered in her ear that she was the star of my heart and I wanted her to be with me to live this life until she grew old together.
But Diary did I dare to tell her my heart?
I was very happy when I saw her face was very cute and made this heart not necessarily the direction keep beating with her fast.
That afternoon I saw her joking around with her best friend and it looked like they all loved each other and I saw a happy hue emanating from every look of the girl's sad and beautiful eyes.
My Oooh Diary I fell in love with her at first sight and I hope this never changes for anyone because of what I'm sure I'll get.
Dear Diary so early yes curhatanku because I want to do the task first*.
During the reading of Diary's book Tapasya felt that something was very stifling.
Ah my husband turns out that your beloved girl is my dear friend.
But I will help you return to our good times where there is only me and you are neither him nor them...
Tapasya's determination felt she was the winner and she was only the future of the man who had become her husband.
You know how hurt this heart was when we first lived together in a household but you only mentioned her name who was already your ex even she was the wife of another man who did not losing his good looks to you, my husband, I'm jealous of my husband, it feels like I want to kill this love for you, but I can't because I'm the winner anyway.
I have won your heart and your family and I have made you the most beautiful part of my heart and that is something I should be proud of because you are a man who will never be easily swayed by anyone.
You know that at that time I also often watched you from a distance.
Ah very silly if you remember, I don't even know in the end I'm the winner even though I won by cheating because I was told the original story by the most beautiful ex Reyhan is my own best friend.
Miris is also our relationship even though I fell awake but I still fight for this love because I believe only the brave and the people who fight will win in the end.
Although limped but I believe the victory is already in my hands,I was even more convinced when the most beautiful ex Reyhab aka my best friend Arey offered a special mission to get close to Reyhan and take him in my arms and then the love I had buried grew again and again even my love at that time was terrible.
I can't be mad at Arey, after all, because she's the one who knows my heart and all my actions.
After I thought I finally opened the second page of my husband Reyhan's Diary.
*Dear Diary, forgive me for always confiding in you about this feeling of my heart, I do believe that only you are capable of keeping all our secrets.
I want to tell you my dear Diary, today I intend to shoot the girl my heart adoration but what can be done maybe not a mate.
Toba just arrived the girl disappeared somewhere when I had bought her a bunch of red roses sign of deep love for her.
But until now I was sitting in the corner where it used to pass still nothing.
I am really disappointed Diaryku but I still keep the feeling to be more enthusiastic in fighting again on the finger of tomorrow, again I am disappointed because tomorrow hafi sunday aka holidays.
Ah really need extra patience to reach for the shining star yes I know I have not struggled to find the right person to be my lover.
There are a lot of girls out there who want to be my heart's lover but I'm not interested, not because they're not attractive but because my heart made a choice for me*.
*When I approach someone and my heart responds, it means I can't continue my mission,but when I remember his name, my heart hurts so much that even my heart feels like it is going to be dislodged I will fight because it is the true owner of my heart.
I know so far I don't have the courage to reveal it to my girl but I know I'm going to be the ultimate winner.
When I feel my heart is pounding it must be the girl around me and yes it turns out my guess is not wrong even 99% really with the expectations I have said.
My dear Diary, maybe my curses are quite this first yes tomorrow I continued to vent*.
And after I finished reading the writing it turns out there is another piece of writing under it that says "Ooh Aretha my dear I really can't stand my feelings for you anymore my darling."
I closed the book and hid it in its place so that my husband would not know what I had done to his Diary.
The book full of the most ragasia love story I finally read also after we got married about a year ago.
^_^ To be continued
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