
Maybe I thought people with mental disorders because they like to monologue themselves.
Yeah but that's me, the guy who checks every word I say for a smooth meeting.
Yes I really have to pay attention to the right or wrong of a sentence so as not to be wrong in the pronunciation that I really understand what I want.
The man still turned to the mirror and said nonstop.
Yes even though my love is always rejected, but Aretha always shows her affection for me that is enough.
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"Uncle are we leaving now?"Raymundo asked Uncle Luis.
"Faster is better because Uncle George has first arrived in the homeland we will meet there all. "Uncle Luis speaks to Raymundo.
"Oo, good uncle I immediately prepare everything we will bring."Raymundo said with a big smile and passed into the room he occupied with Aretha and the baby.
"Darling, are all my trial clothes we prepared?"Raymundo asked Aretha who was breastfeeding baby Al.
"It's my husband's dong."Aretha replied as she continued down the baby.
"Hello Son?"Raymundo said as he anchored the tubi kiss on the baby with anxiety and immeasurable affection.
"Gold dear, your face looks a lot like papa's face, very happy father wants to keep looking and kissing my forehead dear."Raymundo said as he continued to put a kiss of an anxious kiss on the cheek and the entire body of the tiny baby.
How happy Raymundo was to see the growth and development of his son.
Slowly, he continued to kiss the baby.
"You smell so sweet, my dear and loving father to you and your mother. Anyway, Papa's love is huge to you, and you're Papa's greatest treasure."Raymundo continued to stare at the woman who was repairing their luggage.
"Mas, is it true that we will soon leave for the homeland?"Ask Aretha to Raymond.
"Yes the night we left because we still have to stop by the Singapore airport to pick up your Aunt Uncle Luis' wife."Raymundo said again.
"O, well then I sleep for a while yes if baby Al cries wake up I yes Mas, itih maya is very heavy want to sleep.
"Dear, sleep for a moment so that when on the road we will not be nauseous."Raymundo said while putting his baby in the box then he grabbed the doorknob and locked it after that he grabbed the body of the wife and peeked at the cheek,forehead and do not forget the lips ranum Aretha also he small repeated.
"Mas, if I keep going like this I won't sleep."Aretha said spoiled.
"Sweetie I really want to spoil my wife and I want something you must know, don't I mean baby?"Raymundo said while withstanding the turmoil that exists is himself.
"Dear, it's fine as you ask."Aretha replied resigned and they both began to do activities that drain the energy with feelings of affection and love very deep.
"Dear thank you, huh?You're so heartfelt like the first time we did it thank you."Raymundo said while fixing the buttons on his shirt and suddenly grabbed the body of the wife and took her to the bathroom.
"Why do you want to do it again, Mas?"Ask plain aretha.
"Mandiin my wife.
"You take it easy let me shower you."Raymundo to Aretha.
"Yes my husband but don't be like that?"Aretha threatened.
I covered my whole body with water and
After taking a bath I went and changed clothes when I saw my husband was asleep hugging tightly the body of my very handsome baby.
I stroked her hair very thin and the haircut was indeed very good like a handsome CEO in a Korean drama that I used to watch.
A few moments later we were shocked by the sound of knocking on the door of the room when I was also very sleepy.
"Is it ready?"Ask that voice which is none other than the voice of Brother Adam.
"Sister but Mas Ray is still sleeping Brother."I answered as I opened the door to the room and entered Brother Adam while helping me get our things out.
"Here Brother Adam help ya later finished new we wake up your husband Deck pity maybe his achievement."Said Brother Adam while taking our bag that I had prepared from earlier.
All of our items are arranged in the car for us to take to the airport immediately because we will take the plane they have booked.
In the meantime we leave Aretha and her family first huh?
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Charlos was standing still on the balcony looking at the bright sky that night.
If time could be turned again I would not let you go from this side of Aretha.
The girl who had been decorating her beautiful dreams turned out to no longer have the same taste as before.
Even so I don't want him to walk away from me for a second, every second I want to be by his side living life together with him.
May in the next life I live with him only this my prayer to YOU, my Lord.
He whispered it in every prayer.
The sky and the clouds and the stars and the moon tonight are a witness.
Maybe I'm unlucky in this life, I hope in the next life I'll live happily with the girl I love and love.
The girl until whenever only Aretha I want because I am already in love and feel comfortable being by her side.
My spirit all this time just because I remembered the name and the shadow of that girl has now become a part of another man's life that I don't know if it's really true that man loves her sincerely or not.
Yes one day I will definitely meet him again and I hope I will be fine when I see his face.
Yes I pray that Aretha will live well even if she is not with me.
Yeah maybe that's a little bit of what I'd like to confide in you on my diary.
You even know all the good and bad sides of me because it has been a place to confide in you all along,because I only have you and forever I will continue to have you my diary sorry if I assume you are Aretha.
I'm sorry Aretha even though in this life we are not together but I hope in the next life we will be together forever and will not be easily separated.
To be continued
Essy Kehi _Denpasar_06_12_2021_15