Appa I'm an Idol

doubts are coming back .

In the morning I woke up because the sunlight had entered the room .

I went to leave the bathroom to shower and cook but I heard the ringing of the cell phone I saw, ahhh .

At first I just wanted to see who called him this early but there was no name on that no , I was just silent but the ringing of the posel interfered after that bravely I received the call I think it might be from an important person .

But after I heard it, my heart felt torn by a thousand swords .

Indeed, I should not return , this should not happen , I immediately carried seungjae but when I wanted to ride ya , the typical hoarse sound of waking up resuscitated me .

" chagi you want to take where seungjae is still sleeping dear.." (he said innocently ).

" i'll go and bring seungjae don't expect you to see us again, and don't look for us don't bother our business" (i was too emotional back then )

" hey.hey you why wake up angry like this , tell me what happened...."

I pulled him out I walked withholding anger and clasped his cell phone. I brought him into the middle room, I threw a posel at him .

" this morning someone called you, he's your fiancee and he'll now be waiting for you at the xxxxx cafe to discuss marriage ....." (say me while staring at him with tears that are already unstoppable) "

" chagi listen to my explanation first .. You just misunderstand "

" yakkkk ... I misunderstood if you could be a good appa for sengjae " (I passed go )

But he held my hand and gripped my hand until I grimaced but I held it .

" let me park jimin ... I will return to my early life and you will return to be a big idol and marry a famous woman so that your name soars " (my word )

My words ignited jimin's emotions until he pulled me rudely into an empty room, to be honest right now I'm scared but my fear is defeated by my own ego .

" don't be like you haaaah.you think I don't dare to you hahhhhhhh .....".

" you want to go with seungjae hmmm ? (say yes while squeezing my body into dingding ) "

" yakkk .. jimin realized that ".I began to fear our situation that does not leave a distance between us ..

" Good go, and bring seungjae and also bring a junior seungjae that I will not be responsible for "

Jimin said he slipped his head around my neck so I could feel his heavy breathing ringing my hands locked by ya , I couldn't move at all that I could feel my wet neck ..

" JIMIN AH STOOOPPPPPP HIKS ....HYX.... JEBALLLLLL......."

Whether he was shocked or if he immediately stopped the action, I fell in front of his legs shaking violently my body like there was no energy, even to cry even I was powerless .

" Mianhae... mian ...mianhae ......" (say yep while holding my vibrating body ).

I didn't answer anything, to be honest to speak was difficult for me at this time .

" Mianhae,,,, please leave me again don't take it with me please I can solve this problem give me time please .... I can be relieved and happy to meet you please do not go ........"

Either my crying becomes more and more in the deck yes when he says like that I can't do what now .. there's nothing wrong to believe in ya once this it's thought I .

At 08:00 ...

seungjae had woken up until I could only be quiet at this moment, I was still thinking about the incident just now, honestly it was not easy for me to forget it .

Different things with a park jimin he was laughing and playing again with seungjae, he was playing dikolam with a toy boat that was given his app last night.

Happy to be honest yes my little heart said that, but not with my mind I was so afraid .

Fear of happiness is only temporary, I can only believe in yes now, whether he keeps his promises and words .

" eommaaaa let's play hereiiii in the poolmmmmmmmmmm "

My daydream just crumbled hearing that voice, none other than my son .

" eomma look from here baby ... do not play water long well later you will be sick ...."

my words convinced my son, even though I was lazy with jimin .

This afternoon there is a rehearsal, because there is a new album they created .

But seungjae was reluctant to release his appa, I've persuaded him in various ways, still he stuck to the right leg jimin .

While his appa just chuckles at the embarrassment of his little prince ..

" seungjae come on. eomma doesn't know what else to persuade you ..."

" Can I bring seungjae ? "

His words made me stiff .. The article must be a lot of cameras that highlight how this is .

" aniyah, it's very dangerous please understand there will be many media that highlight you, do you want to be exposed to a scandal, no no no .... "

" Come I won't put my son in danger of much guarding and many will protect him including me.." (press him once again )

" no jimin ah, you know .. You just need strict guard "

" eomma, I will not be naughty I beg you to follow what Appa says. "with glassy eyes.

It's so hard to see your son like this, I know you've just met your appa .

But your appa is not like appa2 in general not only we who love your app but the whole world loves it .

How to explain to you dear .....

" i promise seungjae will not be highlighted media I will trick her, I can't bear to see her clutching my leg continues ...."

"alright but you have to promise don't be naughty follow what appa arra says "

" nee eommaaaaaa cuuuppppppppp (then she kissed me indeed son and appa not much different )

" arrseo chagi, yes I've gone first nee .. don't go anywhere before I go home , if anyone knocks on the door don't open if it's other than me nee " ... her word

" nee .." I replied briefly

" bye bye eomma ,,,,, (they say in unison )

Honestly your heart is worried but what can be done maybe this is the way so that your child understands that the app is an idol .

We have also reached my training ground, I told my BG to bring seungjae first so as not to be highlighted and I cover the seungjae with a hat and mask and hoodie jacket like me .

" listen not to open your jacket, hat, and mask nee, and do not go down where , stay in uncle's arms, this is seungjae arra's mission "

" nee appaaaaaaaaa.

" the second mission sengjae must wait for Appa in the upper loby okay, don't go where you understand ...."

" arraseo apppppaaaaaaaa ,,, (with a smile is really cute this kid )

" kiyowo children apppa, ok already up the path misiiiiiii "

" nee appa "

seungjae exits first through the left door of the reporter is quite surprised I came out of the right door and into the car that is with the jungkook , luckily no one saw me and I changed clothes inside .

" hyung you sure seungjae will be fine ...."

" he's with my right hand, and he's a smart kid I'm sure he made it ..."

" well now it's our turn down that you're done, kajja ..

" kajja "

We were quiet and greeted the media we bowed our bodies and greeted while walking, worry began to envelop because here so crowded , I sent a message for seungjae to enter the training room first .

I've been in the upper lobby I started running to find the little guy in the training room and when I came in it turned out that he himself played run2 without releasing his costume earlier, it was a relief .

" hey hotshot you've made it ...."

" apppppppaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" he said loudly and hugged me, I hugged him really earlier I was afraid he failed , because this kid wants to know yes high I'm afraid he wants to see the media mumbled 'em ,

" hey hotshot you've been clever in disguise apparently .. " (tae said ).

" samchon, I miss you.." (hugging him)

" you don't miss me (jk said) "

" i also miss samchon ...(he smiled sweetly at the two of them ).

" Aiggooooo ... kiyowo whose child this is (while pinching the cheek seungjae slowly )

" greetings uncle, I park seungjae my age 4th , "

" mwooo this is your son jiminah" (jhope said in disbelief)

" nee hyung I'll tell you later, a very long story ... ahh mian I brought ya earlier he didn't want me to stay and he cried I can't bear to bring ya but calm down I'm sure the media did not highlight it because he was smart disguise really right seungjae ? "

" nee apppa ... (she smiles very wide) "

" it's okay to bring it anyway we just practice there is no camera that highlights us here " (said RM )

" hyung gomawo "

" hey, don't you wear that shirt ? " saying jin

.

" asataga I forgot hyung, now you take off your shirt "

" can appa ? "

" may here appa help "

I opened the mask and his whole disguise today , pity he sweats maybe this is so sultry , he is indeed a good boy .

" woooww do you like dinosaurs ,,,, ? " (say the genie)

" nee I like , this morning I belmain appa became a tilex , "

" ouh yahhhh if so later we play again with arra "

" neee samchooon (his words happy) "

" well appa and samchon will rehearse first you sit here nee don't go where, this seems to buy you some food and your milk is here , you need something else ? "

" came for appa , "

" so good boy appa nee "

" nee apppa spirit training her "

I smile I've never practiced this passion 'cause my son watches me .

During the practice I saw him he just played with his toys that he brought and ate drinks he sat in the same place not shifted at all, what an obedient child .

I saw ya ya ya ya ya yaap I began to fret fear he was bored but my manager brought ya pillows to sleep until he fell asleep hugging his beloved doll .

I should have one more obedient child like a sweet tip .