Appa I'm an Idol

the mood should not .

I contacted my best friends, jungkook and taehyung I think they can keep a little s for me first .

When I was staring at the tiny one, suddenly there was the sound of the door opening I turned my head ..

" yuuunggggg ........."

Irritatedly I held back my anger how could they scream while my two angels were sleeping in each other's dreams .

" aisshhhhhh..can't be ...... you're not noisy huh....."

" mianhae hyungg (and then I whispered to taehyung ). .. This time I saw hyung jimin yelling at us..."

" ish .. silence you pabo (from taehyung to jk ) ....

" can you take care of my son "

" haaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh. (they say in unison ) .

I keep their mouths shut, sometimes I wonder how I can have a friend like them, but a small voice soaks up my anger .

" eooommaaaa hikss hikss "

" sayannngg, appa here nee don't cry sayanngg later eomma wake up .." (i carried ya and rubbed my back yes I don't know what habits in his mother when he woke up. , ( , but I tried to calm down, yeah .

" Appa popoooo" (just a little lip asked me to kiss )

" cuuppppppppppppp😘😘😘.......... "

I kissed ya and she was calm and smiling, maybe it's her habit of waking up, just like I was a kid well .....

" Annyeong haseyo .... ⁇ , I'm your appa friend, my name is jungkook and this is kim taehyung "

Say hello to them friendly .

Then suddenly my son wanted to come down and I went down, and then he bowed and....

"Annyeong... ⁇ samchon, I park seungjae, I'm 4th " .....

How friendly my son is, this must be his mother's teaching .

I smiled proudly at him .

" 😊 ..... well you guys have got acquainted right appa can ask for something and you have to obey it ? ...."

" wae appa.....? "

" you come with them first well dear to the house appa, because appa must take care of eomma in the hospital ".

" but I mustn't go with the slogan of a man, eomma who buys my tau " ...

" nee dear, but they're best friends Appa is not a stranger they're good, and you know .... little boy is not good in the old Hospital dear ....."

I gave ya a little explanation so I hope she understands .

" aahh ... neee eomma also did not want to invite me to the kelja place yes because he said I could be sick, well appa ...but ifa promise to keep eomma ☝.......???? "

Then I put my pinky together with ya, we smiled .

well my woman is a General Physician maybe she explained a lot about the hospital to our son .

" kajja seungjae .. (said kim taehyung ) "

But when he was about to leave I gave him something .

" seungjae,,, this is a cell phone if you need something or they make you uncomfortable contact appa nee ......."

he also smiled to enter the postel that I used to use for games but I was clean, he could only call me and I could know wherever he went because my postel with his connected .

" nee apppa, daaaaaahhhhh apppa sarahhaeyo apppa "

I also made a love sign with my hand .

" nado neol salanghae anak appa "

He also laughed how hard yes I told ya go but , I do not want to see yes sad like in the park earlier hopefully jungkook and taehyung can make ya happy and comfortable .

Then I grabbed my little lady's hand I hope she realized not to be too engrossed with your dreams , wake up .... is your dream more beautiful ? compared to seeing me next to you this .......

But when I got the jermari ya also began to move signifying that this body was aware of his old dream, but the first sentence I heard was .....

" seungjae .. park seungjae, (he is fully aware of) seungjae where you want, where my son did you kidnap him or you hurt him where to return my son .........."

Strong clutching hands collar of my shirt, vibrating hands, broken sobs, and paled faces . ...

" I won't hurt my own child ..(my soft voice , but still )

" YOUR CHILD ...... HE'S MY SON NOT YOUR SON, NOT THAT YOU DIDN'T RECOGNIZE HIM HAH ..... I HAVE TO FIND SEUNGJAE ...."

Then he took off the breathing tube and the infusion in the hand yes, the blood began to pour until where the sound was heard .

" Can you calm down, you know that in this way you are torturing yourself, I know I am wrong .... and I will bring you together with seungjae when your condition has improved, not like this, YOU UNDERSTAND ...... "

I slightly raised my tone, but the result . ............

" hiksss.......hisksssssss......hilkssssssss........................" the sound of crying filled this room .....

I also hold this tiny body in my arms I hope with this he is calm and willing to tell a story, but no matter how long the sound of crying is lost , I thought he might be ready to explain, but when I saw his pale face, his hands were cold, eyes were closed .

Worried that's what's on my mind right now 'I called the doctor immediately .

No matter how long the doctor is out .....

" how about doc ????......

" anniyah, gwaenchanh sir may be the wife of the exhausted master, I hope not to put too much pressure on pasein ..." she explained from the doctor .

" ahh, nee dok .. mianhae "

I entered, slowly not wanting to make a sound let him be comfortable with his dream . Now I realize that his dream is more beautiful than my presence .

I was sitting on the edge of the bed, I stared fixedly at my woman .what have you experienced without me this 5th .

Guilt approached my body, but I remained faithful to her hand .

To the point where I was imprisoned and followed my dreams and subconscious mind .

23 O'clock: 33 midnight .....

I woke up, I looked around I was still in the same place, and my right hand was bandaged, the pain just felt ..

I saw the man I missed still faithfully waiting for me .

I looked at him how calm his face was, yet he looked thin did he rarely eat ? I also chuckled at her lips .

" aissshhhhhh, can ya appa and the child does not leave the land of the face yes to me. (my murmur ) .."

And suddenly I felt guilty he woke up and saw me chuckle like he was laughing .

" Chagi you're sober, why are you laughing Are you having a funny dream ? ....."

" anni (answer me) "

" 😟 mianhae has made you this 5th trouble , mianhae I can not take care of you and seungjae , I have been looking for you where but I did not find you .....😭 me... know I'm an irresponsible man, it's up to you to hit me any number of times , slap me , kick me , I don't care ... vent your pain to me 😭😭😭........ (i also knelt in front of her ).

I don't know if my feelings are still there for you 5th isn't enough for me to forget you .

Do I still hold a feeling for you, why do I feel pain seeing ya cry like.

He should not be wrong, this is not his fault . This is just a prolonged misunderstanding .

I lowered my foot on my bed and then I stepped on the meditation .

But when one step of my foot shook as if unable to jump this body .

" aahhhhhhhhhhh .. (with his alacrity he immediately caught me before falling down "

"gwaenchanh ...."

then I sat down on the bed, and I patted the bed next to me to get closer .

he sat on the edge, and then I remembered he said I could slap him .

" why on the edge how can I slap you ??????.......

"mwoooooooo .... ka...you seriously a.. will slap me ? ....

I laughed in my heart, kiyowo once her face .

" nee " .. answer me briefly .

" aahhh .. well "......

He came closer and closed his eyes .

Then I started it ............. Dannn ...............

" Greppppppp ,,,,,"

the warm embrace I missed .

"don't cry nee I hurt to see her .. (my words ) if you want me to forgive you. (I also approached the ear yes and whispered ) .... Be a good appa for seungjae 😂 ... (my smile ) ....."

" neee .... gomawooooooio caghi I'll take care of you and our son arrseo ......."

" nee "

I forgot about 5th and I want to get to know what from now on .