Angel Guard Selena

Explanation

"You avoiding me, Selena?" Daniel looked at Selena with his eyes focused on Selena's face. "Why do I feel like you're avoiding me?"

Selena was just silent, she was trying to neutralize her mood. Selena avoids Daniel, not just today, but since her love is unrequited, ever since Selena learned that Daniel is an angel, Selena did choose to stay away. Though his heart and mind were always fixed on Daniel, he always kept his physical existence away from Daniel.

"No." Selena clutched her palms together. "I'm not away from you."

"What time did you come home? Take the bus as usual?" Daniel asked because he was concerned for Selena.

"Over normal hours, I was out of the office at 5, waiting for the bus to arrive. At about 6 I was home." Selena answered without looking at Daniel.

"I want to tell you something. But, I'm not sure if this is true."

"If you're in doubt, you'd better not, Dan." Selena prevented Daniel from saying anything, because Daniel seemed so doubtful.

Daniel sighed, thinking it was time to explain to Selena. "Try listening to me, Selena. I was talking to Dexter, I was talking about my problem, but I didn't tell him anything clearly. Dexter said that it is better to dare to step or not at all. However, even when I dare to step or stand still, the consequences are still there, right?"

Selena heard every explanation of Daniel, she also believed that dare to step or stand still, the consequences still apply. Whether it is a severe or mild consequence.

"So, if I think, Selena... The highest consequence if we keep going may be that I will be eliminated. I want you to listen to my explanation directly. I don't want to step in without giving an explanation directly from my mouth. And, my time here might only be 60-70 days behind, because that age my mission will be finished. So, what do you think, Selena, do you still want me to return your feelings or live the rest of the day that I have?" Daniel asked Selena seriously. For Daniel at the moment, what Selena chose, he will try to do.

Selena leaned her shoulders where she was sitting, occasionally she took her nose, her head suddenly felt dizzy hearing the consequences of Daniel.

"Is that as severe as the consequences, Dan?" Ask Selena slowly. To be honest with Selena, the consequences were too severe.

"Yes..." Daniel answered and looked at Selena. "Because there used to be a young angel who failed to carry out the mission, the angel was not eliminated, but he was thrown and could not return to the Garden. The young angel lived in distress, but he was much more fortunate that he was not obliterated. But maybe in our case it will be different. I just feel like one of us is going to make a sacrifice. And let me sacrifice, Selena. Because I want to bear it." Daniel said with conviction.

"How can I allow you to endure it all alone, Dan? I won't let it."

"I'm willing to endure it all, Selena. As long as you're happy. Who knows, He wills another and one day I can come back to visit you again. How's it?"

"Why do you want to sacrifice, Dan?" Ask Selena seriously.

Yes, Selena believes that in love there is sacrifice. However, Selena will not allow Daniel to sacrifice himself.

"Why are you talking about sacrifice, Dan? I don't know how you feel about me. Didn't you clearly reject me, my feelings unrequited. So better yet, don't discuss sacrifice and we can move on with our lives like this. Is it done, Dan? Can I go in my room?"

"Here you go, Selena. Hear me. I don't know the name of this feeling. But obviously, I was happy when I saw you happy, I was sad when I saw you sad too. You're my life priority, Selena. And, being in a situation like this is really torturing me."

Selena's heart melos instantly hear Daniel's confession. His hands were cold too. It's only natural that Daniel doesn't know what he's feeling right now, because he's not a human being who can easily express and understand his feelings. But love is not that kind of feeling. Loving makes us happy when our loved ones are happy, and we will be the ones who grieve the most when we see our loved ones grieving. Isn't love that simple feeling?

"So, do you like me too Dan?" Selena asked hesitantly. "What feeling can be called love?"

"I think yes. This is love, Selena. I felt it for the first time. And, you know, when I was away from you a long time ago, all day long, every time, I was thinking about you. Can't this brain stop thinking about you, this heart's beating to say your name, Selena."

Selena shed tears listening to Daniel. Clear round of tears wetting her father's face. Selena was only relieved, because Daniel also loved her. His feelings are reciprocated, but now the different destiny lines of the world that he must face.

"Thank you for your statement, Dan. That means a lot to me." Selena said as she wiped her tears. "Also knowing that our feelings are the same is enough for me. Don't sacrifice anything else for me, Dan. This is enough for me. Really."

Daniel looked at Selena deeply. Her fingers gently rubbed Selena's face. "Don't cry. Whatever it is don't cry, because I'm always sad to see you shed tears. But let me sacrifice, Selena. I will also try, asking in earnest prayer for our destiny to change. Will you live the rest of the day I have with Selena? Marry me."

Tears were flowing more and more clearly from the corner of the eye, Selena. He did not think that Daniel would ask her to marry him.

"But this is ridiculous Dan... We won't be able to do it." Selena shook her head, what Daniel said made no sense.

"I've been thinking about all this, Selena. Even though we are together not long, but our love will both last long, right? Our love will be eternal, right? Because our relationship is built on strong love. That love is what will throw this relationship into memory all the time." Daniel tries to convince Selena. He believes strongly in the power of love. Even if they are together for a while, their love will last for a very long time. Daniel believed that.

When love beckons you, follow him,

Although the road is difficult and steep.

And when his wings embrace you surrender to him. (Kahlil Gibran)