Angel Guard Selena

Love Without a Name

Days have changed, but time seems to be running in place for Selena. The beautiful smiling girl, began to feel an endless sadness in her life. Indeed, he was still by Daniel's side, but it was hard to act as if nothing had happened, even though his heart was not well.

Too much thought made Selena lose some of her weight. The smile on the girl's face also began to fade, but she always behaved well when she was with Daniel. All the sadness and thoughts that kept bothering him, he kept to himself. He did not want to share it with Daniel.

Daniel is not ignorant, but he just wants to give Selena time to accept everything and understand that the two cannot be united. Daniel realizes the glare of Selena's eyes and her fading smile, but Daniel can't do much right now. He could only accompany Selena, standing beside her, without being able to do anything else.

That night after Selena came home from work, the two were sitting together in the living room with the television on.

"Well, what? May join?" Daniel asked Selena and took some distance to sit by Selena's side.

"Hmm, yeah... Just join me." Selena while slightly shifting her sitting position so as not to be too close to Daniel.

"So, what are you watching?" Daniel asked again, turning his neck slightly to see Selena.

"See this drama. Or do you want to see another one? Change it up." His hand gave Daniel the television remote.

"No, I can watch anything. See this too I have no problem. I'm not used to watching either."

Really, both Daniel and Selena are now equally awkward. Especially when Selena finds out that the strange man she has always loved is an angel. There was a sense of anxiety, awkwardness, and also curiosity that raged into one.

"Are you okay, Selena?" This time Daniel looked at Selena's face seriously. Daniel just wanted to make sure that Selena was okay, even though he himself could not guarantee it.

Selena sighed for a moment, "Yes, I'm fine. Do I look bad right now?" Selena asked Daniel.

"Let's see, I just feel like you're not okay. Is that just my feeling or is that the reality right now?" Daniel tried to sigh, "Don't hide anything from me, Selena. Even if I don't know, I can feel it. Because I'm here for you. Just for you."

"No, I'm fine now." As much as possible Selena hid all her feelings from Daniel. He did not want when, Daniel helped him to give more attention to him. Because of all that, it was very burdensome. "Don't I tell you I'm okay? Why don't you trust me, Dan? There's nothing to talk about between us anymore, right? Everything is clear, right?" Selena reiterated that there is nothing to talk about between the two. The love of this endless world, can only be left alone. The consequences that would be accepted were too painful. Selena remembered Dexter's remark that going against the absolute laws of nature is futile. Yeah, like trying to catch the wind.

"Well if you're okay, whatever you feel please share with me. I'll voluntarily give my ear to listen to all your stories, Selena. You know, I've always been there for you." Daniel said solemnly. "Never keep anything that will make it difficult and burdensome for yourself. Always remember, there is always me by your side."

Selena looked at Daniel's face for a moment. Yes, he realized there was no one as good as Daniel, even the only person who was sincere to him was only Daniel. Both are creatures that cannot be together. Their world is different, their nature is different.

Selena wanders in her raging mind.

What am I supposed to name this relationship? I'm different from him. Our world is different. In reality, there is no hope in this relationship. This love is completely nameless, this relationship I don't know what to call it. If all the Love in the world has a name and a color, my love is not. Because of my love and feelings without a name.

"Why dream of Selena?" The question from Daniel awakens Selena from her own mind.

"Ah, it's okay. I think I need to get into the room, Dan. I need to rest, and I'll be back to work tomorrow. Good night, Dan." Selena said as she stood leaving Daniel alone in the room. Getting into the room is Selena's attempt to avoid Daniel.

Daniel looked at Selena's back as it passed away. The man rubbed his hair, he never really thought he would be caught in such a state.

Deep down, Daniel regretted the fact that he was an angel, and Selena knew the truth. If Selena didn't know, she must still be behaving appropriately with him. However, the secrets that are hidden, will eventually be revealed as well. Only time can tell when that time reveals the secret.

Not only was Selena riled up, Daniel was riled up, but this time he could not do much. To be able to see Selena every day is an amazing gift for her. Daniel was just trying to survive in a situation full of awkwardness.

Daniel doesn't know how he feels about Selena, he just doesn't want Selena to get hurt, he doesn't want Selena to be sad, and he always expects that Selena will always be happy with or without him. That was Daniel's hope.

How can I bring back the smile on your face, Selena? How do you want to share it with me again? Honestly, I don't like this situation either. Could the bright smile on your face be back? I want to make sure you're happy before I actually get out of here and leave you alone. I don't want to leave you in prolonged grief and grief. I have less than 100 days, Selena.

Daniel said in his heart, he was really upset. His time soon made him feel even more of a heavy pressure.

Meanwhile, inside her room Selena tried to close her eyes. The heart desires to sleep, but its eyes cannot be closed. The more he tried to sleep, the more dizzy his head became.