Angan Love

Obviousness

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Ravin takes Nara to his backyard.

The yard is quite spacious, the lighting there is also beautiful at night especially in addition to the flowers that bloom the results of planting Mama Rara every day.

The backyard is indeed in a beautiful design because it is often a place for quality time Mama Rara and Papa Ken.

There are two sturdy halls deliberately made there.

Back in her teens, Ravin, Nara and Jojo used to spend a lot of time there.

Whether it's group learning or just playing spending time together.

And now there too Nara sat with Ravin.

It's been about five minutes of silence taking over.

Ravin and Nara were still both silent to each other.

Ravin opened his voice first.

"Nar ." said Ravin.

Nara who was sitting next to him just turned her head without answering.

The two of them now sat face to face, looking disappointed from Nara's eyes.

"Nar, about Rachel.... "

"Why aren't you honest Rav?" cut Nara.

"Sorry Nar, I haven't told you yet.

But I don't intend to lie to you, will have been planning to be honest with you" said Ravin.

"So right if you're dating her?" ask Nara who was acknowledged by Ravin.

"Yes me and Rachel, we're dating" Ravin replied.

Hearing the confession directly from Ravin's lips made Nara's heart feel in a strong squeeze.

There was a sense of tightness in his heart hearing it all.

Nara tried to endure her pain, both of Nara's hands squeezed the bamboo rattan beside her thigh.

"How long is it?" nara tried hard.

Ravin paused for a moment before then answering.

"Nearly seven months" answered Ravin.

Nara closed her eyes, trying to remain calm despite her heart being so angry with Ravin's lies.

7 Months, it's been almost seven months Ravin lied to her.

"It's been almost seven months and you've never told me about this?

Don't you think I'm your best friend anymore?" ask Nara.

"It's not so Nar. I was forced to hide this relationship because Rachel wasn't ready for everyone else to know" Ravin replied.

"So this is all because of Rachel? Because you put the same relationship with the woman you just met before our friendship of almost 20 years?"

"You mean what the hell Nar" jolted Ravin.

"I didn't admit it was because Rachel and I were more important than our friendship.

I don't like you saying rich" Ravin said.

"Continue what? Really right?

You lied to me Rav, you were dishonest and covered up all of me" said Nara emotionally.

Ravin looked at Nara who was looking emotional.

It felt like it was only the first time Ravin had seen the girl get angry like this.

"I think there's something wrong with you, Nar.

Do you have to be angry and emotional just because I covered my relationship with Rachel from you?

It's not that we're used to covering up one thing for each other" Ravin said.

"It's only natural that I'm angry because that woman is Rachel Rav, she's Rachel.

You have a relationship with a rich woman" said Nara who provoked Ravin's emotions.

"What do you mean you talk rich" said Ravin.

As much as possible he tries to hold back his emotions due to Nara's bad remarks to Rachel.

"You also know Rav she's a bad girl"

"Nara please take care of your words yes"

"Why? Is my speech wrong?

She is not a good woman, her family is also a mess, the boyfriend change, even one campus also knows"

"Nara!!"

"She would just want to benefit you from Rav"

"CANARA!! ravin's snapping made Nara gasp in shock.

"You snapped at me Rav" said Nara.

"I told you to watch your words, Nar.

You don't deserve to label Rachel carelessly"

"So you snapped at me just because of the woman's belain"

Nara's eyes were already glazed over, trying to hold back her cries.

Throughout knowing Ravin, never once did Ravin get angry let alone hit him like this.

"I'm sorry I snapped at you, Nar.

But, you also have no right to judge Rachel badly just from the words out there" said Ravin.

"That's because I don't want him hurting you Rav.

He doesn't deserve you" Nara said.

"Who is worthy of me?"

"You?" ask Ravin.

Nara shook her head.

"No, I mean.... "

"Stop pretending Nar. I already know everything.

What have you been doing all this time"

Ravin breathed a rough breath, looking at Nara with a gaze that was difficult for the girl to understand.

Inexplicably, fear suddenly arose within Nara.

What has Ravin known all along?

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For Ravin, Nara is one of the most important people in her life.

She was the first girl Ravin knew.

As well as first love for Ravin.

They were together from the age of four.

Ravin always looks after, protects and never hurts the girl once.

Although Ravin must be injured because of Nara, but Ravin is willing.

But that was before.

Back then Nara was still the only person Ravin loved.

Before Rachel was present in his heart.

"You asked Nar to end me making you the only person I love" Ravin said.

Ravin looked back, recalling the events of a few years ago.

As they sit in the first grade of High School, Ravin who begins to understand love realizes that Nara is his first love.

Of course Ravin also began to understand a relationship between two people who love each other.

That is why Ravin without hesitation asks Nara to be his lover, because he does not want anyone else to take Nara from him.

And as the dipper greeted, Nara accepted and had the same feelings for her.

But, it only lasted a moment.

One year into their romance, Nara asks for a good split with Ravin on the grounds that they do not want to lose Ravin if they have to break up for something later.

The new romance they experienced first made Nara afraid.

The same Ravin doesn't want to lose Nara trying to accept that.

And Nara ties Ravin with a bond as best friend all along.

"Ma..you mean?"

Seeing the serious and disappointed eyes of Ravin made her nervous.

It was as if Nara had already realized her mistake.

"Alissa, Safira, and Rachel too.

I already know Nar, what you do with them" said Ravin.

Nara's body stiffened instantly, all her fears turned out to be reality.

"R.. Pp .. "

"You're the one who affects every woman beside me"

"Rav no, I... "

"You made every woman close to me retreat. Aye?" ask Ravin.

Nara is still unable to answer, but seeing Nara who is silent makes Ravin already know the answer.

Ravin closed his eyes for a moment while holding himself back.

Actually Ravin didn't want to reveal any of this all along.

Even though it hurt him Ravin didn't matter, as long as Nara wasn't hurt.

But now everything has changed, Rachel has replaced Nara and now Ravin does not want Rachel who is injured.

"I didn't believe everything Alissa told me about you at first, because I knew you better.

But I kept going through the same thing where you made every girl close to me go because of what you said to them.

I still accept that, Nar.

Because you were more important to me then"

After breaking up with Nara, Ravin was never close to any girl.

But, everything changes when Ravin enters the university.

Ravin got close to some girls and even dated.

But nothing ever went well.

The relationship never lasted long and the girls always left Ravin for no reason.

And Ravin begins to know the cause when Alissa's ex-lover reveals to Ravin that Nara is behind it all.

Nara did the same to all the girls close to Ravin as she did to Rachel.

So the girls left Ravin.

Even Ravin also had time to feel suspicious when Rachel began to stay away from him at that time.

"Rav I can clear all of that" Nara said in tears.

The tears that he had tried to endure finally came down by itself.

"I did it because I wanted the best for you Rav" Nara continued.

Ravin shook his head.

"That's not the best thing for me, Nar.

That's your selfishness.

With you letting go of me, tying me up just as your best friend, and hiding your true feelings then you don't let a single person take your place it's called selfish Nar.

You suppress my feelings without you being aware" Ravin said.

Nara could no longer hold back her tears.

He never thought Ravin would know everything.

What he did all this time was wrong. Nara just does not want if one day to lose Ravin as a lover and also a friend if their relationship does not go well.

Then he better hold all the feelings for a while while continuing to be next to Ravin as a friend.

Nara wants to be the only one and be the last one for Ravin.

Nara also thinks there will be nothing to replace as long as Nara can hold off any girl close to Ravin.

That's why Nara could do that behind Ravin.

But Nara is wrong, Rachel has now succeeded in replacing herself in Ravin's heart.

"Rav I'm sorry, I'm . I'm just afraid of losing you.

I'm afraid we're getting away and everything's turning Rav" Nara said.

Ravin exhaled his coarse breath while rubbing his face with both hands.

"Everything has changed.

It was you who pushed us away and Rachel who has now succeeded in replacing you in my heart" said Ravin.

"So please don't talk bad about her and appreciate Rachel if you value me as a best friend.

Also don't interfere anymore with whomever my choice is" he continued.

Ravin turned her back to Nara.

Stepping towards the entrance to his house.

Actually Ravin also could not bear to see Nara crying like that.

They have been together for almost twenty years.

Although now his feelings for Nara are nothing more than a friend.

Getting closer to the entrance, Ravin stopped right in front of the door as Nara's voice called out to him.

"Rav .. "

Ravin stopped without turning around.

He waited for a moment for what Nara was going to say.

"Sorry .. I'm sorry" said Nara.

It was a moment of silence until Ravin finally answered.

"I've never been angry with you except for one thing.

Your bad words about Rachel, please pull that.

You never know the real person" Ravin said.

Only a sobbing sound can Ravin hear from behind.

Ravin had a chance to say something before actually leaving Nara alone there.

"Remove your tears. Let me take you home" Ravin said and went inside the house.

After Ravin's departure, Nara's cries grew louder.

Squeezing the shirt on her chest, Nara felt pain.

Not because of Ravin's anger.

But due to the fact that he has been hurting Ravin all this time and the fact that he really has been replaced by another in Ravin's heart.

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Well, the new look turns out what happened between them in the past wkwk.

Yesterday there was a comment that Rachel is not very suitable for Ravin.

Maybe this can be language, don't judge just because one side is visible.

Like Nara who looks good all this time there is a bad side as well.

So did Rachel, who was seen during this bad side and looks not suitable and not comparable to Ravin.

But we haven't seen the other side of Rachel.

There may be something that has not been revealed, yes wkwk.

But I still accept criticism guys, as long as it's still in polite language.

Just do not insult with harsh words and dirty because in DDH there was once a rich one and it makes a huge heartache.

Sorry for the long hahaha.

The point is thanks to those of you who are still reading despite the update males-malesan.

May you remain faithful..

I want to be productive and rich first.

But not a promise.

If there are many likes, comments and Votes it might be an encouragement.

Anyway thanks all.

See you next episode yes .. ⁇ ️