
"Means I really have to take off Lo, Dir?" Arfen lirih.
From what Dira heard, the girl could feel a tone of sadness coming out with Arfen's words earlier.
"Ar...sorry!" Reply Dira slowly. Actually Dira also felt the same sadness here. She once liked her best friend but, because of her current status as Axell's wife, Dira tried hard to get rid of her feelings. And without Dira noticing, Dira has started to love Axell. It's just that he hasn't realized his feelings yet.
It may be true that the saying goes that, love exists because it is used to it. And now Dira has become accustomed to Axell by his side.
"Hey... Why apologize, anyway?" Gentle Arfen vibe. Arfen's hand was raised to gently rub Dira's hair. Tuck the strands of Dira's hair that were blown by the wind, into the girl's ears.
"It's okay, my dear. I'm not pa-pa. The important thing is that Lo is happy and of course she can take care of Lo." Continue Arfen who saw Dira who began to shed tears.
Arfen stood up and hugged Dira. Sticking the girl's head on the chest of her field. "Lo's happiness is all that matters to me, Dir. Even though Lo is not with me, we can still be friends. And. I can still meet Lo. It can't be as often as it used to be."
Silent. Dira did not answer. The girl was getting late with her crying. Dira suddenly thought, why did his father not match him with arfens alone, people who Dira had known for a long time? Why the hell should Axell be? Even until now Dira did not know for sure the reason of her father who set her up with Axell.
If only Dira could choose at that time, Surely Dira would choose Arfen. But the rice has become porridge, everything is done. Dira is now officially a wife of Axell. Now his job is to accept the reality that happened.
"Udah... Don't cry anymore. Lo's chest later! I don't want your asthma to recur like that." Arfen tried to calm Dira down.
Arfen's right. Dira tries to calm down. He must be able to control his emotions and breathing. Because indeed, Dira had started to feel her breathing that had started to heavy.
"Ar.. Anter I'm home! Can you?" Pinta Dira after stopping crying. He must quickly get to the apartment before his asthma really relapses.
Arfen breathed a slow sigh. He understood that Dira had started to feel tightness in his breath. "OK, I'm anter Lo home."
In less than thirty minutes, Arfen's car has reached the mini market near the Dira apartment building. The girl asked Arfen to just get there.
"So you've been living in an apartment?" Arfen asked Dira after the girl removed her safety belt.
Dira nodded. "Gue out duku yeah, Ar. Thanks for wanting to take me."
Arfen smiled as he nodded, "No need to say thanks to me. I was the one who took Lo away. So I'm in charge of bringing Lo home."
Dira smiled, then got out of the car While Arfen, the man just stayed in the car while watching Dira. Actually, Arfen really wants to deliver Dira to the front of his unit and make sure Dira is okay. But Dira refuses out of fear that Axell will misunderstand him.
But wait! Suddenly Arfen got out of the car. He took off the hoddie he was wearing and followed Dira. "The water!" Call Arfen.
Dira stopped and looked. Arfen quickly wrapped his hoddie around Dira's waist. Dira who did not understand just looked at Arfen confusedly.
"Lo again dapet... penetrated!"
Flashback.
Dira's breathing is getting crowded. Now he's looking for an inhaler that he didn't know where to put it?
The girl then ruffled her dresser drawer. Nil. Dira didn't find the device there. His breath is heavy. Dira even now sits on the floor. No longer standing. He even pressed his chest to ease the tightness that was increasingly tormenting him.
"sick." Wiry of the girl. The tightness in his chest increasingly felt himself.
When Dira who was increasingly helpless, even to enforce the sitting of the girl was not able, suddenly the door of Dira's room opened.
Chequek!
"God... The body!" Axell was shocked by what he saw. Dira was sitting limp on the floor with a pale face.
"K-sister.. k-sister Axell... t-please!" Pinta Dira while creeping Siagian bathrobe chest.
Quickly, Axell carried Dira to put him on the bed. Axell then opened the desk drawer located beside the bed to take the inhaler that he had stored a few weeks ago in the drawer.
Axell knew this right would happen. Remembering his wife who had asthma. Therefore he deliberately bought some inhalers that he had placed in several places, one of them in the apartment owned by Dira himself.
Axell quickly pointed the device at Dira's mouth. "Dira, open his mouth!" Pinta Axell slowly.
Dira who seemed to be starting to lose his consciousness was silent not responding. "Come, baby, open his mouth! Suction up!" Axell said again.
After a few minutes, Dira removed the device. He seems to be re-regulating his breathing that has returned to normal.
"Is it better?" Axell asked as he gently stroked Dira's hair affectionately. While Dira just nodded slowly.
"Don't worry me!"
"Sorry!" Dira lirih.
"Gue's sorry, I should have come straight here and not to my apartment!" Said Axell who even invited a smile on Dira's face.
"Thank you." Reply Dira. The girl got out of bed.
"Where are you going?" Axell asked who had noticed Dira who was now opening her closet.
"Change" answered Dira and go to the bathroom. Axell forgot, the girl was still wearing a bathrobe with hair that was still a little wet. Axell has made sure that Dira has just finished bathing. Axell could even still smell the scent of soap emanating from his girl's body. Suddenly Axell became his own gang. His mind started to get messed up.
"It's been over two months. But I haven't got my rights... Patience Jasson, it's not time yet." Axell muttered while chuckling to himself.
...***...
The night after dinner, Dira is now busy with schoolwork that was given by Mr. Dhana this afternoon. Unlike Dira who is studying, Axell is now sitting leaning on the sofa while holding his laptop. As usual, he was checking the daily reports from his cafe.
"Huh..." There was a long sigh from Dira, indicating that he had finished his task. Axell raised his head and looked at Dira at a glance.
"Have you finished?" Ask Axell.
Dira nodded without looking. "Just finished."
Axell was silent, watching Dira for a moment then looking back at the bright screen on his lap. While Dira was tidying up his books and writing tools. "Sit here! I'm gonna talk to you." Axell said as he patted the sofa beside him.
Not refusing, Dira immediately got up and sat right next to Axell. The lady also leaned her back against the back of the sofa while closing her eyes.
"That's a big deal, huh? So much of his job?" Axell asked who now turned to look at Dira.
Dira opened his eyes again and shook his head, "No, brother. What did Axell say?"
Not answering immediately, Axell was silent for a moment. Make Dira now look at him with her forehead folded."
"Gini, let's say I don't live in my dad's house, do you mind, right?" Ask the man slowly.
Dira scrunched his forehead confused, "Why should you mind?" Ask Dira back.
Axell sniffed his shoulder instead, "Then that's the case, from tomorrow we go home." Disconnecting.
"But, brother. Why is Axell suddenly unable to live in my father's house? Can I know why?" Tanya Dira was curious. At the beginning of the wedding Axell himself invited him to stay in the apartment.
Axell sighed softly, "Instead my song will get busier, Dir. Exams are a few months. I can't always keep you here ..." Axell grabbed the bottle in front of him and drank the water. "... At least if Lo lives at home, there are fathers and mothers who can take care of Lo. I can be a little more calm."
"I'm used to myself, brother." Reply Dira lirih.
"Lo want to try to argue with me?" Axell asked who was now looking seriously at Dira. The girl reflexively shook her head. "... Doesn't the wife have to obey what the husband says?"
"Sorry." Dira lirih. He didn't mean that. It's just that Dira doesn't want to trouble anyone.
Axell's hand was raised to gently rub Dira's cheek. "Gue know, who did you go with? At least according to what I said, and I will not dispute the incident this afternoon. Can you?"
The deg!
Dira's heart beats again.
"Don't worry me, Dira!"