
"Gue came to apologize for my own self-awareness ..." Renata sighed. "... Dira ... I'm sorry." There was a pause as Renata continued her words. Even Renata's voice sounded trembling.
Dira even threw a face hearing that. Forgive Renata? After remembering all of Renata's treatment of her?
Nope. Dira did not want to apologize for someone who had done wrong to him. Just to forgive Renata, he wasn't sure it would be easy to do so.
"Gue never called anyone! Understand!" Firmly Dira.
Renata nodded. "Yes. I tau. I've been wrong all this time. I realized that my relationship with Xello had ended a long time ago. And ... And I shouldn't have disrupted her relationship with Lo ... Sorry!"
Dira smiled mockingly. "What did you pick up after I apologized Lo? Want to get Axell's sister again? Da? Want to ask Axell to come back with Lo?" Tanya Dira accused and then shook her head slowly.
Renata shook his head quickly to deny what Dira was accusing. "No! That's not real! I sincerely apologize to Lo without any intention ..." Renata walked closer. "... I know, maybe it's not easy to forgive me. But, please! I'm really, really sorry about Lo." Renata said seriously.
Dira was silent not interrupting what Renata said. Renata's face even now was flooded with tears flowing from earlier. The expression on the girl's face was even very clearly different from the expression Dira had last seen. And it even makes Dira feel confused for a moment.
'Why girls, anyway?'
Getting closer to Dira, Renata stopped her steps when she saw Dira who again took a step back away from her. Apparently, the events of that day traumatized Dira. Renata smiled bitterly at that.
Is that bad himself?
"Gue know, maybe an apology from me will never be enough to make up for all my mistakes during this same Lo. My apologies will not be able to restore all the circumstances that have happened ... I'm sorry because it's evil the same Lo ... I even made ca -"
Renata's words immediately stopped when he saw Axell's arrival. A slow-motion tub, Axell walked slowly down the stairs with both hands that he accidentally put in his pants pocket. Axell's footsteps stopped a few steps behind his wife.
'Enough!'
The lip movements that Renata easily read from Axell. The man even cast an intimidating look at Renata as if telling her to stop talking right then and there.
"Darling ..." Call Axell to Dira.
Not immediately answering, Dira just looked back. A second later he looked back at Renata.
"Darling ... Please bring me the blue color file in the desk drawer ... OUR ROOM!" Axell said to Dira by emphasizing the word 'our room'.
Dira turned back to Axell, "But, brother. I'm ma"
"Yes, I'm waiting! You know ..." Axell looked back at Renata. "... I like it the most."
Dira sighed softly, looking at Renata and Axell alternately and then back up the stairs to comply with her husband's request. Dira knew, there was something that her husband wanted to talk to Renata about without her knowing.
Axell glanced in the direction where Dira disappeared. "It turns out my threat that night didn't work to make Lo deterrent." Axell said coldly after being convinced that Dira could no longer hear his voice. "... In fact, Lo actually dared to get here."
"Xell -"
"Re, I didn't mess with my threats that night ..." Axell said softly but he was sure that Renata could hear him very clearly. Axell's head was slightly lowered. One hand came out of his pocket and scratched his temple with his little finger. "... Now, I can guarantee. Bokap Lo has started to feel it slowly."
"Xell, I justI just"
"Lo knows my wife's situation. I don't know what Lo wants to say to Dira, at least don't say anything about the consequences of Lo's actions to my wife, she doesn't know anything." Firm Axell.
Renata frowned confusedly. He did not understand the meaning of the word 'He did not know anything' that Axell had just said.
"Dira did not know she was pregnant. So you can choose, you want to shut up yourself or I'll shut up on my own?!" Axell growled with clenched jaws as he said that.
Renata sighed. "Xell, but I really want to ask ma"
"What's with Lo's apology, my son-in-law can come back?" Ask Axell the circus. "... With Lo apologizing I won't make my future son come back, Renata!" Axell was getting angry. "... Just by saying sorry, it will never be enough!"
Renata was crying again. He nodded with both hands clenched. "Sorry! Sorry, Xello! I'm really sorry!"
Axell snapped a rough breath considering everything that had happened. His anger will return nothing.
"Sorry from me can only Lo get .. once Lo can be sorry from my wife."
...***...
Dira entered the room with an inexplicable feeling, Dira herself could not describe what she was feeling right now.
Not dismissing, Dira was curious about what Renata and her husband were talking about down there after Axell asked her to leave indirectly.
Actually Dira did not want to leave the two earlier, but after seeing Axell's gaze when angry, Dira did not dare to refute. After all, Dira never forgot the horrible expression from her husband as anger enveloped the man.
'But what can I not hear? It is hypocritical that I am not curious!'
Dira snorted bitterly, "Tau, ah!" Dira's lips pursed with hands looking for what Axell was asking for.
"... It's blue, right?" Monologue when he opens the drawer.
And when Dira had already retrieved the blue file that Axell had requested, Dira accidentally saw a paper tucked inside a thick book. It's not just ordinary paper. But more precisely a piece of the picture ...
"Photo...?" Mumbled Dira with a frown while looking at the image that is still very clearly visible from the polaroid paper.
The image shows the four men standing behind the camera with their arms embracing each other. Both men wore full uniforms with the Bhakti Bangsa alma mater and two more wore basketball team shirts bearing the words B2Enforcers - the name of the Bhakti Bangsa basketball team.
Unfortunately, Dira is not sure who the four boys are. But wait! After looking closely, Dira felt like she was no stranger.
"Sir Bastian, sis Verrel, sis Axell, continue ... Who is this one?" Ask Dira to herself. For all three, Dira was sure his guess was correct, but for the other one ... Dira doesn't know.
Suddenly Dira returned the photo quickly after hearing the footsteps of someone approaching towards the room. And it's true. Axell appeared shortly after.
"Yang... Why long?! What are you doing?" Axell asked as the door opened. "... You're not pa-pa, are you, Yang?" He suddenly worried.
Dira hesitated. I don't know why Dira suddenly felt nervous. It was like a thief caught red-handed.
"I'm confused. There are two shades of blue." With two files in his hand.
Axell smiled. He took two things from his wife's hand. "Both, Yang." Answer Axell. "Tadi ... What does he say to you?" Axell's question sounded serious.
Dira sighed. "She .. would like to apologize she said ..." Reply to Dira who is now sitting on the sofa. "... Sis..." Call Dira.
"Hm... Why, Yang?" Ask Axell quickly.
Doubt does not mean not daring to ask. "So Axell said what's the same with him?" Tanya Dira was curious.
Instead of answering directly, Axell smiled at Dira's question. "Why, Yang?" Ask Axell back. "... Kepo, huh?!" Canda Axell's.
"Chiyhhh... Brother Axell! I want to know!" Dira sulks. "... i'm curious."