Andi X Sarah's

7. Insecure

The love story has long been anchored like the story of Ravana and Shinta. How deep the taste that formed the spoiled trough on Memet's heart, was not timid by longing at every end of the night. Converging a piece of paper quoting money is the beginning of the taste to eat away at the succum. The clouds have been shady ever since, despite the heat of roasting thirst. The night became warm, though cold penetrated into the bones. Andi's cuisine was so good, even though the edge was burnt.

Yes, that is if love has possessed the soul. There is no heart without words to think about it. Every coffee banquet is presented to write longing poems, guitar quotes play only for a name. Time does not work out as it should, there is a successful style to manipulate in order to have space to imagine the look of a face. The face was shadowed in daydreams, until the company boss was unconscious again nangkring in front of Memet's face.

Memet did not feel relieved when Sarah said that Tami did not have a boyfriend. He was still hesitant, even though he seemed not to know himself. Along the way, Memet looked serious riding the bike without asking further. He did not want Sarah to discuss it further because it would further break his heart.

“Thank you, yes.” Sarah gave money plus cigarette money to Memet. “The condo asks for just the same papa. He's home.”

“OK, I'm in first.” Memet entered the yard of Sarah's house.

While waiting for Memet out of the house, Sarah pretended to fiddle with the motorbike parked in the yard. He stopped Memet when saying goodbye to get out the yard.

“Lo likes Tami?” ask Sarah.

Memet's face was unable to hide that answer. “Why should you know?”

“Sit for a moment .. same story I.” He pointed to the wooden seat under the rambutan tree. “Gue bawain beverage.”

“By request, ga?”

“You may I request to be bogem used what?”

At first pity even become sprains. How dare you request a drink. While Sarah had a stock of emsatulimalima energy drinks, she gave one to Memet. Meanwhile, Sarah has her favorite drink.

“So, the house of Mr Armen?”

“Gue wants to talk seriously about this. You even brought a joke. Ga cool,” reply Sarah.

Memet face down staring at the dry foliage. He stepped on one of the leaves like the condition of the heart that he was feeling. “She's my first love.”

“Wow, a Memet says that Tami is in first love. The guy who used to dare to hang my school, even melted with Tami. How does it go?” ask Sarah to wonder.

“Gue rejected equally him. At that time I dared to bring Tami food in Soto junction complex⸺”

“Which sotonya there's that banyan tree, right? Andi never kambet there.” Sarah cut the conversation.

“Hey, I'm talking about this again, vangsat.” Memet looked down at Sarah. “So, that time I brought Tami to eat there. Because I couldn't take Tami on a butut bike, so we went to each of them. There he rejected me.”

“So, you thought Tami had a girlfriend?”

Memet. “Tami says she doesn't have a boyfriend. But I'm sure there must be a lot of people who sniff him out. Lah she is beautiful ouhai enchanting so.”

“What's the reason for you?” ask Sarah.

“Because I'm not the best for him. He felt that I was not the right person for him at the time.”

Instantly Sarah let out a tongue because jiji heard the reason. “Kek drama-drama, swear!”

“Ya ... where do I know. He said so.”

“Begini, first Tami is not the type of person who is easy to date. Second, there are many who mengedeketin him but not one who managed to be his girlfriend, including Elo. Third, until now Tami always confided in me and she has never said that she has a boyfriend.”

“Means I asked it to lo. You are the closest person to Tami.”

“Main cake to Andi's house. He used to go to Tami's house every day when he was hungry. After all, the three of you are childhood friends. “

Emsatulimalima's wry taste makes Memet squeaking.

“Gue insecure with you, so I never play there.”

“What the hell is elo insecure-in?” Sarah pressed her voice.

“You people all. Who the hell isn't out there? The elo? Andi whose house is that fancy? His father was famous. Felix the descendant of entrepreneurs. Agus had a palm oil kebon and is now a police officer. Tami's? You know for yourself how he is.”

“Lo is looking at us, Met? We are still counted live one region and usually only times if slang each other.”

Memet. “Daddy, Sar. I am not a rich man's son. My job is arguably a bengkelin motor. Different from you who despite not slamming my rich bones, you can still snack and use a car. That's why I mostly play outside the complex or the same kids behind.”

“But you dare to mention Tami. Lo said himself that Tami's son of a tyrant twisted,” Sarah quipped.

“Maybe it's an early mistake I could like her. I just don't like him, I definitely don't insecure like this. I felt unworthy of him, rich in heaven and earth. The skin is different. If I marry him, our son will be gray.”

Jemarin Sarah flicked Memet's forehead strongly.

“Woy, don't think about it that way. We never thought about the material, you know?! Andi Lo knows for herself how she works at school. He's open-open or Kevin, Revin, or Ajiz who's not from a rich kid. Nanang, Agus, and Andi although you think the children of rich people, they still use motor butut to school. Lv? I ride a bike, you know? Tami's a mommy's son, so still accompanied by Andi. We all have never looked away from material things.”

“But still, Sar. The reality is so.”

“No, you have the wrong viewpoint. We have negative thoughts with us. The proof, Tami still want to be teretin elo, taken away to eat, eat instead of soto by the side of the road. You think nothing? If Tami were to look at the material, she would not respond at all. He must have responded to the people who could take him to the car and to expensive places.”

“Lo just entertained me,” rebut Memet.

“Over time I bogem also lo.” Sarah throws an indomilic milk box from a distance into a garbage can. “In two days we gather at Tami's house. I ajakin elo come let you realize that we are not as elo thoughtin.”

Memet immediately stand up. “What? I came to her house after I got rejected? Lo crazy.”

“Not knowing her love doesn't mean you ruined your friendship from childhood, right? Elo, Andi, and Tami are from childhood. I still have nothing from you.” Sarah's hand touched Memet's shoulder. “Gue also ajakin lo vacation out of town with us. If you do not have the funds, I pay. I just want to join us and not feel alone. Plis ikuut ..”

Sarah's words touched her heart. Recalling how her braing Sarah kicked two balls of her life in the brawl of that time. His attitude is as hard as steel as a female Hercules, it turns out to keep a soft and wise nature like the author of this story. Memet wanted to shed tears, but he held on with all his might. Yes, unfortunately, he was once the strongest person in SMK machinery and dared to challenge one school Andi. Crying is just because of this.

“Still Yes Sar. I'll come tomorrow to Tami's house. About the streets, I think first, yes.”

“Oh cu .. cu .. cu ... mama's child. Don't cry, dong.” Sarah saw one tear line from Memet.

*Anjrit, I'm crying again*! He ran away to maintain his pride.

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