
Risma put herself to sleep next to Karina looking at her daughter with a calm face that was sleeping, she became shadowed as she was hugged from behind by Anton there was a sense of uneasiness and comfort. In his heart, whether because of what a longing was channeled when Anton hugged him.
Slowly Risma's hand stroked the top of her sleeping daughter's head. Slowly, Risma's eyelids closed, then by the window, with white curtains flying, she saw a pretty handsome Anton figure wearing a black tuxedo suit smiling at her.
"K-sister Anton." Risma opened her eyes wide to see her husband, he got out of bed to get closer.
"What are you doing here?" risma asked who was staring at Anton.
Actually it was just wishful thinking because his heart and mind were uncertain, Anton did not answer just a thin smile that made his good looks increase. "Sister Anton..," said Risma who then tried to touch him but see through immediately Anton disappeared in place with the sunyinya night and the wind that blew the curtains room.
Risma sits on the floor of her heart hurting when she realizes that she still loves Anton, but the feeling of selfishness and resentment is more dominant in him because he has lost Kirana for ever maybe he still accepts if Anton only insulted him but if it involves the life of Risma at all can tolerate again.
"I must hate him, why would God give this love to a bad man like Anton. O Allah, if you betrothed a servant to Anton, then I will not refuse him because this is the path of destiny written by you_______But if Anton is not the soul mate of the servant then forget Anton from the heart of the servant." Risma wiped her tears and then moved back from the floor to accompany Karina to sleep.
Risma looked at Karina with pity because this little child had to suffer the fate of a separate parent, she looked at her little daughter who was asleep her hands slowly stroking Karina's brown mane really her heart remembered what her husband did first.
Risma's mind drifted when the first time she entered college she saw Anton very handsomely wearing the Almamater with his group of friends her heart felt trembling including other students. "Who is he?" ask the girl next to Risma.
"Sister Anton." Pause "but he already has a girlfriend named Kak Fera."
"Well, what a pity."
Risma only fell silent because she heard the themes of her new female students talking to each other she could only ignore Anton but her hope of having Anton was dashed because it already had a lover is okay if there is Fera the most important he just has to focus on college and build his future. Risma works in a laundry close to the boarding place located not far from the campus area to be able to reach the distance.
But unfortunately he only had to go to college until D3 because Anton destroyed his future irresponsibly, only physically responsible but not inwardly by not giving him a living. After everything Anton did, he wanted to go back to Risma who had been given a wound.
The wounds given by Anton are also his friends who are very difficult to treat including Fera, which is very difficult, although Fera has got his reply given directly by his mother Risma, Yukita Konawa, with Fera having to play in Japanese adult films and do not know the news.
Risma slowly began to close her eyes with a dry tear scar because she had to endure deep sorrow and pain, Anton is his first love during the school days Risma has never felt the name of love when he felt love instead of pain and sorrow that he felt instead of happy.
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Anton stared at the sunyinya the night his eyes had not been closed his mouth was also reluctant to take pills on his phone he saw a photo of the twins were Karina and Kirana children, he said, this is what Risma felt when she was pregnant with her two daughters the pain she felt was not comparable to the pain inflicted by Anton on the wife wanted her to start life with his wife and his daughter.
Anton begins to swipe his phone screen showing photos of Karina, Risma, and Amara and Siska while Risma is at his Aunt's house, he had realized that the child in the arms of Risma was his daughter because of the color of their hair they already had in common. Anton had a dream about his late daughter Almarhumah who asked her father to remain patient.
In his dream his daughter had forgiven him but he was still sad because his parents separated despite not being legally divorced but they were divorced religiously. "Karina Papa will make you and Mama happy, God please unite me with my wife and child again I promise to be happy both without tears being shed again."
Anton immediately looked at his pill and went to sleep to rest himself so that tomorrow he was back powered up, Anton looked next to him while stroking the bed beside him hoping his wife would accompany him beside him. "I wish you were next to me, Yumeko Konawa." Unceasingly Anton stroked the bed next to him. Then start sleeping.
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This afternoon Risma was with her mother talking about her household with Anton. "Well, do you agree that I'm back with Anton?" ask Risma.
Before long Karina came to hug her mother, "Mama!" Risma immediately picked up her little daughter as well as unceasingly smirking Karina's chubby cheeks. "Eh my granddaughter come here." But Karina is instead tangled with Yukita Konawa because the boy once saw Yukita Konawa acting mean to someone who scared her.
"Mama Karin went to the park yesterday?" karina pinta.
"Whose yesterday was not satisfied?" risma asked her daughter. Karina just shakes her eyes out.
"Alright follow my grandson's request, I want to leave because there is a meeting about share profit sharing." Yukita immediately stood up and then went out of the apartment to go somewhere. Risma took a breath and then he changed clothes to go to the park which yesterday he invited Karina to play in the park.
The atmosphere of the tourist park is very crowded considering this weekend he enjoys this park with windmills and flowers are also seen by teenagers who are taking pictures, taking pictures, This afternoon a 23-year-old woman was walking around holding a daughter. Risma walk in the park, the atmosphere of Denpasar city looks crowded also many parents accompany their children to play.
While walking, the boy in his armband slipped off and chased the butterflies, "Karina wait, son!" a woman dressed in formal clothes chased her daughter until she hit a man.
"Ri-Risma..." Anton lirih.
"Oh my god, Brother Anton..." Speak Risma with Lirih.
"Sorry, I didn't intentionally." After that Risma immediately ran to ride Karina to go from the park area which included tourist attractions.
"Wait!" Anton's orders in neat suit clothes chase the one he's been looking for all along.
"Risma..." Anton managed to grab the hand of the woman who was still his wife.
"What's the matter Mr Anton Darma Anjaya!" Risma said with a ketus.
"Where have you been all this time, Risma? I'm looking for you." Anton said, looking into his wife's eyes.
"Deliver!!!" Risma violently detaches herself from the man who has hurt her during her pregnancy.
"Let's get Risma back with me, and this must be our son." Anton smiled as he held his daughter.
"Don't try to touch my son, dear Lord Anjaya I'm only asking you one thing. Take care of our divorce suit and you'll be calm about this kid I'm the-" Risma who's been with tears on her cheeks.
"What does that mean, Risma? I'm still your husband and you're just mine." Anton's eyes stared at the half-Japanese woman sharply.
Risma just laughed blandly looking at this hypocritical man before her, "who said I am still your wife!! Your behavior has broken the bond between us." After saying that Risma wanted to stretch away but her arm was held by Anton.
"Risma please give me a chance once..." Said Anton who seemed to regret his actions first.
"What about Fera?!" jerk Risma until people see their debate.
"My guesthouse with him has already severed ties...."
"Disconnect after everything you've done to me and my son! This is what you wanted all this time to be able to escape from me!! I'm sorry, I don't want any more business with you! Take care of our divorce papers I want to get away from your rich man." After saying that Risma went to hold her daughter, of course the words spoken by Risma entailed Anton sculpting.
Has he gone too far with Risma? The man could only look up at the blue sky. The people who were fussing over them instantly dispersed one by one.
"Allah gives the servant a second chance to be with the son and wife of the servant" Anton said in a hoarse voice.
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